I Can't Fall for him!
Never go back to the day before I met you
Harry's POV:
How the fuck did I manage to hurt her again, I love Sam so much why can't she see that. I had no idea that she feels so self conscious about herself. My heart breaks knowing she is feeling all these things. But she is so beautiful I don't know why she can't see it herself, she is my definition of beauty. We both went to bed alone last night which was torture I did't end up meeting with the lads just incase Sam would of come out of her room, but she didn't. I finish making the usual pancakes and place it outside her room, knock on it lightly and begin to leave. Then I hear my angel's voice "Harry" she steps out over the tray and comes up and wraps her beautiful hands around my neck and embraces me and starts to cry, "Hey, hey shhh" I look back at her, her head is buried on my bare shoulder. I pick her up and take her into my room and lay her down on the bed. "I'm sorry Harry I should have never doubted you" my god she is shivering I lay next to her and begin to rub her arms so she can get warm.
"It's ok baby I"m here, shh" I try and treasure her.
"Sammy, honey" I say and she looks up at me "yea" she softly says. "Please talk to me." With those words she takes a deep breath.
" I guess it all started when I found Blake cheating on me, I thought my heart has been ripped out of my chest, I felt like I am not worthy of being loved.
Then less than forty eight hours my dad dies in a car crash. That's when I crashed I thought the world didn't care so I started to isolate everyone out and got stuck right into my work and avoided everyone and everything. Then mum gets cancer and at first her Jeremy and I were close but of course me being stubborn I was so in denial about her sickness thinking she would get better I avoided spending time with her and Jeremy and just focused on work. Then she got very sick, but I still avoided it. I just I wish I could take it all back and be with her and thank her for everything. But at the same time I was grateful for being there for her last moments. I guess I just don't see myself as a pretty or strong confident girl I wan to be though, but I don't know how I mean look at me". My beautiful, beautiful girl confesses to me "I am looking at you" I say looking in her eyes.
"You are the most gorgeous, kind hearted person I have ever met" I say and peck her on the lips.
"I don't feel it though Harry" she whispers, I lift her chin up "Hey if you ever, ever feel that way all you have to do is look at me, and I will always remind you, I love you Sam, not Kendall or any other girl, I love you" I bring my hand up to her cheek and kiss her. She sniffles and pulls away "Thank you Harry, I'm sorry I love you so much" she kisses me back. "I love you to Sammy so, so much, I would never go back to the day before I met you" I kiss her forehead.
How the fuck did I manage to hurt her again, I love Sam so much why can't she see that. I had no idea that she feels so self conscious about herself. My heart breaks knowing she is feeling all these things. But she is so beautiful I don't know why she can't see it herself, she is my definition of beauty. We both went to bed alone last night which was torture I did't end up meeting with the lads just incase Sam would of come out of her room, but she didn't. I finish making the usual pancakes and place it outside her room, knock on it lightly and begin to leave. Then I hear my angel's voice "Harry" she steps out over the tray and comes up and wraps her beautiful hands around my neck and embraces me and starts to cry, "Hey, hey shhh" I look back at her, her head is buried on my bare shoulder. I pick her up and take her into my room and lay her down on the bed. "I'm sorry Harry I should have never doubted you" my god she is shivering I lay next to her and begin to rub her arms so she can get warm.
"It's ok baby I"m here, shh" I try and treasure her.
"Sammy, honey" I say and she looks up at me "yea" she softly says. "Please talk to me." With those words she takes a deep breath.
" I guess it all started when I found Blake cheating on me, I thought my heart has been ripped out of my chest, I felt like I am not worthy of being loved.
Then less than forty eight hours my dad dies in a car crash. That's when I crashed I thought the world didn't care so I started to isolate everyone out and got stuck right into my work and avoided everyone and everything. Then mum gets cancer and at first her Jeremy and I were close but of course me being stubborn I was so in denial about her sickness thinking she would get better I avoided spending time with her and Jeremy and just focused on work. Then she got very sick, but I still avoided it. I just I wish I could take it all back and be with her and thank her for everything. But at the same time I was grateful for being there for her last moments. I guess I just don't see myself as a pretty or strong confident girl I wan to be though, but I don't know how I mean look at me". My beautiful, beautiful girl confesses to me "I am looking at you" I say looking in her eyes.
"You are the most gorgeous, kind hearted person I have ever met" I say and peck her on the lips.
"I don't feel it though Harry" she whispers, I lift her chin up "Hey if you ever, ever feel that way all you have to do is look at me, and I will always remind you, I love you Sam, not Kendall or any other girl, I love you" I bring my hand up to her cheek and kiss her. She sniffles and pulls away "Thank you Harry, I'm sorry I love you so much" she kisses me back. "I love you to Sammy so, so much, I would never go back to the day before I met you" I kiss her forehead.
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11/4/15