I Can't Fall for him!

"Umm Harry I'm sorry I need to go" I race back in the kitchen, he runs over to me and holds me "Hey, hey what's going on" he asks me rubbing my arm with his hand. "Umm I need to get to the hospital" I say looking down with a river of tears coming down my face. "why what is it are you ok." he asks me.
"I'm fine it's just my umm mum."



I am standing over my mums bed Jeremy is on sitting on the other side. I have Harry behind me I am just looking over her she looks so beautiful and peaceful. "Try and clear your mind" he whispers to me I turn my head a little, "trust me" I turn my head back to my mum I close my eyes "try and think about a favourite memory you have of your mum and yourself" he says in a whisper. I start to cry and think of the time she taught me how to ride a bike "relax love" Harry puts his hands on my shoulders then removes them, I wipe some hair out of my face and proceed to remembering.

Flashback:

"Mummy promise you won't let go" I am peddling and my mum is holding me up from behind,
"I won't honey I promise" mum says. "don't let go mummy please" I say.
"I will never let go" then I realise I am peddling by myself. " You did it sweetheart" I get up from my bike and run and hug her tightly. "Thank you for teaching me mummy, I love you"
"I love you too sweetheart" she is at my height and hugging me back my little arms wrapped around her neck and I never want to let her go.

I open my eyes and I am holding her hand while Jeremy has her other one. Harry is still here I am so grateful to have him right now. I the hear the noise and see the flat line on the screen, silent tears steaming down my face, I shut my eyes, "Mum" I whisper and move some hair away from her forehead and Jeremy has his head buried on the side where her arm is. "I love you mum" I whisper again rubbing her forehead with my thumb. Jeremy looks up and places kiss on her forehead. My tears become more and I sob lightly, I then turn to Harry and sniffle "She's gone" I say between my sobs, I then turn back to face her still holding her hand like I won't ever let go, he comes a bit closer to me and puts his chin on top of my head lightly and rubs my arms. I then bury my head on the bed and cry and I take Jeremy's hand and he takes mine, then he gets up and moves his chair next to me and he warps his arm around me and we cry together mourning our mother.

After sitting their with her for about an hour I see Harry outside asleep on the plastic chair I can't believe he stayed this whole time. "Harry" I lightly tap his shoulder and he opens his beautiful eyes. "Hey we should get you home" he gets up and takes my hand we begin to walk "She's gone Harry" I say as we are walking and my head is leaning on his shoulder, our hand intertwine with each others. He doesn't say anything back but that's ok just him being here is enough no words just silence, but comfortable silence.

Notes

So a bit of Vampire Diaries inspiration here.