MadHouse
The Kiss
LOUIS POV.
“Louis?”
My head shot up, staring out in city lights. This couldn’t be, it couldn’t be her. No. She’s still in the hospital. She is supposed to be unconscious. I didn’t move. I couldn’t move. I was too afraid to turn around and see if it was actually her. That I was imagining her there. I didn’t want to give my hopes up.
“Louis. L-lou I k-know i-it’s you just.. just p-please turn around… please.” This is when I knew. The voice. The pleading in her voice. It really was her but how would I know? I had the gut feeling it was her and in the back of my head, it was all just my imagination. Then again, I wouldn’t know unless I turn around.
My body seem to relax a bit more, proceeding me to ease around and face a girl that meant the world to me and nothing less. I turn around slowly, my body not wanting to give in to my anxiousness. As I fully turned around, I saw a girl. The moon lit sky hit the whole left side of her body, giving me enough light just to see who it was.
Her eyes held it all. Those icey blue eyes. It was really was her. I know those eyes, they matched mine before. A lump formed in my throat as I slowly stood up. She looked so hurt and bothered. So broken yet beautiful. It was the one I fell for. It was…Talia.
“Talia? I-is it r-really you?” My voice cracking as I choked out the words I hope would have a positive answer to. She nodded her head slowly. My gut was right. This was no hallucination or my imagination, this was reality. There was nothing else said, just the faint music coming from the building behind her. We just stared at each other, lost as to what to do. My body wanted to just run to her, pick her up, and hug her, never letting her go. This was my chance. I felt the tears come as I managed to get out what I had to say next. “Oh god. I-I missed y-you so much.” She nodded her head and next thing I knew we were in each others arms.
My breathing was uneven and heavy as I just took in her scent. She smelled so good. Just being in her arms made everything perfect again. We held each other so tightly, not wanting to let go. I finally let out the struggled cries hiding in my throat. “I missed you soo much.” I choked out. I just broke down in a fit of cries, her doing the same. I felt her hand caress the back of my head as I just let it all go. I pulled her closer to me, not wanting any space to be between us. “Shhh Lou it’s okay, I’m here now. I’m finally here just calm down.” Her voice. Oh god her voice. I haven’t heard her in over a month. Her voice made my ears ring with alert as it finally came to me that she was actually here. I finally have her here with me.
“Lou it’s okay. You can let me go. I wanna see you, your face.” I sighed into her crook of her neck as I slowly pulled away.I stood there as her hands slowly traveled down from my shoulders all the way down to my hands, holding them in hers. I focused on the ground, scared to look up. I didn’t want her to see me like this. I didn’t want her to see how badly I took it and how horrible I looked that nothing could cover it. “Lou I need you to look at me. “ I closed my eyes as she titled my head up to meet hers.
I wanted to look at her, to see her face but I didn’t want to see the broken look as she looked for those blue eyes she loved so much because…they just wasn’t there.
TALIA’S POV.
He wouldn’t open his eyes. I needed to see his eyes. I knew deep down that they would not be those adorable blue eyes I longed to see every day. I knew they lost the color of happiness had held a deep shade of sadness and depression.
I still had tears rolling down my cheeks, washing away the faint make-up I put on earlier. Him not wanting me to see what I did to him only broke me more. I felt the familiar lump forming in my throat threatening for me to cry. “ please open your eyes.” I barely whispered as tears formed in my eyes again.
I heard him sigh, hesitating but agreed to what I asked him to do. He slowly opened his eyes, staring back into mine. My heart broke as I saw the faint color of his eyes. They were so dark, so sad, just so miserable. “oh my god…lou.. i..i” He shook his head and closed his eyes as my tears fell.
“Talia don’t…just don’t…” His voice sounded so broken and very faint, causing me to burst into tears. I couldn’t be near someone who I hurt so much. I broke him. His depression was my fault. I let go of his hands and turned away from him. I couldn’t see him like this.
“No Talia stop, it’s not your fault.” This just pissed me off. How could it not be my fault? I put him through this, I hurt him so bad. Im the reason he wouldn’t get out of the bed for days. I’m the reason he lost he funniess and urge to live his life. I just broke out all anger and I needed him to listen.
“It’s not my fault? What do you mean it’s not my fault? I did this to you! I broke you Louis. I am the reason your so broken and hurt. I I caused you to change into something that you’re not! You can’t sit here and tell me it’s not my fault when it is!” I broke down more due to my outburst. “ Geez Lou, I am the reason and you know it.” My heart shattered admitting this but it was the truth. He needed to know that I am the cause of his 1 month depression.
He just stared at me. Not sure what to say which made me calm down a bit. I didn’t mean to yell I just wanted to let him know that I am. “I-im sorry Louis. I just… you just need to stop denying it because I know it’s my fault okay? It’s all my fault.” He shook his head and came over to me, pulling me into another hug. I hugged him back, crying into his chest. He pulled away, caressing my face and bringing it close to his, our foreheads resting on each other.
“I don’t care if you are the reason or not because it doesn’t matter. You’re here and alive and that’s all that can ask for right now. All I want is to be with you, right here, right now and no where else. You can’t blame yourself for everything Talia and that’s what you need to know. Okay?” I sighed heavily and nodding my head and putting my hands over his.
We did nothing but stare at each other, I could sense the tension in the air. Not just any tension, anticipation tension. What do we do next, I don’t know. Our eyes flicked back towards each others lips and back. Instead one of us making the move, we both made the same one. Our faces move closer to each other, closing the open space between us.
I felt his lips brush against mine, causing a mixture of fireworks ignite in me. My body tingled with hype and something I never felt before. I knew why he stopped though. He didn’t know what I would do but in all honesty, I wanted him to kiss me. I needed him to kiss me. I guess he needed configuration to keep going.
I faintly nodded my head, letting him know it’s okay. That’s when his lips pressed against mine. They were so soft and plump. They felt so good against mine. Our lips moved in sync as we continued to kiss, not stopping yet. I pulled him closer to me, wrapping my arms around his neck, his going around my waist. We finally pulled away, out of breath but our faces still inches apart.
That’s when reality struck me. I just kissed Louis Tomlinson, and it felt great. I finally found myself and the other half.
“Louis?”
My head shot up, staring out in city lights. This couldn’t be, it couldn’t be her. No. She’s still in the hospital. She is supposed to be unconscious. I didn’t move. I couldn’t move. I was too afraid to turn around and see if it was actually her. That I was imagining her there. I didn’t want to give my hopes up.
“Louis. L-lou I k-know i-it’s you just.. just p-please turn around… please.” This is when I knew. The voice. The pleading in her voice. It really was her but how would I know? I had the gut feeling it was her and in the back of my head, it was all just my imagination. Then again, I wouldn’t know unless I turn around.
My body seem to relax a bit more, proceeding me to ease around and face a girl that meant the world to me and nothing less. I turn around slowly, my body not wanting to give in to my anxiousness. As I fully turned around, I saw a girl. The moon lit sky hit the whole left side of her body, giving me enough light just to see who it was.
Her eyes held it all. Those icey blue eyes. It was really was her. I know those eyes, they matched mine before. A lump formed in my throat as I slowly stood up. She looked so hurt and bothered. So broken yet beautiful. It was the one I fell for. It was…Talia.
“Talia? I-is it r-really you?” My voice cracking as I choked out the words I hope would have a positive answer to. She nodded her head slowly. My gut was right. This was no hallucination or my imagination, this was reality. There was nothing else said, just the faint music coming from the building behind her. We just stared at each other, lost as to what to do. My body wanted to just run to her, pick her up, and hug her, never letting her go. This was my chance. I felt the tears come as I managed to get out what I had to say next. “Oh god. I-I missed y-you so much.” She nodded her head and next thing I knew we were in each others arms.
My breathing was uneven and heavy as I just took in her scent. She smelled so good. Just being in her arms made everything perfect again. We held each other so tightly, not wanting to let go. I finally let out the struggled cries hiding in my throat. “I missed you soo much.” I choked out. I just broke down in a fit of cries, her doing the same. I felt her hand caress the back of my head as I just let it all go. I pulled her closer to me, not wanting any space to be between us. “Shhh Lou it’s okay, I’m here now. I’m finally here just calm down.” Her voice. Oh god her voice. I haven’t heard her in over a month. Her voice made my ears ring with alert as it finally came to me that she was actually here. I finally have her here with me.
“Lou it’s okay. You can let me go. I wanna see you, your face.” I sighed into her crook of her neck as I slowly pulled away.I stood there as her hands slowly traveled down from my shoulders all the way down to my hands, holding them in hers. I focused on the ground, scared to look up. I didn’t want her to see me like this. I didn’t want her to see how badly I took it and how horrible I looked that nothing could cover it. “Lou I need you to look at me. “ I closed my eyes as she titled my head up to meet hers.
I wanted to look at her, to see her face but I didn’t want to see the broken look as she looked for those blue eyes she loved so much because…they just wasn’t there.
TALIA’S POV.
He wouldn’t open his eyes. I needed to see his eyes. I knew deep down that they would not be those adorable blue eyes I longed to see every day. I knew they lost the color of happiness had held a deep shade of sadness and depression.
I still had tears rolling down my cheeks, washing away the faint make-up I put on earlier. Him not wanting me to see what I did to him only broke me more. I felt the familiar lump forming in my throat threatening for me to cry. “ please open your eyes.” I barely whispered as tears formed in my eyes again.
I heard him sigh, hesitating but agreed to what I asked him to do. He slowly opened his eyes, staring back into mine. My heart broke as I saw the faint color of his eyes. They were so dark, so sad, just so miserable. “oh my god…lou.. i..i” He shook his head and closed his eyes as my tears fell.
“Talia don’t…just don’t…” His voice sounded so broken and very faint, causing me to burst into tears. I couldn’t be near someone who I hurt so much. I broke him. His depression was my fault. I let go of his hands and turned away from him. I couldn’t see him like this.
“No Talia stop, it’s not your fault.” This just pissed me off. How could it not be my fault? I put him through this, I hurt him so bad. Im the reason he wouldn’t get out of the bed for days. I’m the reason he lost he funniess and urge to live his life. I just broke out all anger and I needed him to listen.
“It’s not my fault? What do you mean it’s not my fault? I did this to you! I broke you Louis. I am the reason your so broken and hurt. I I caused you to change into something that you’re not! You can’t sit here and tell me it’s not my fault when it is!” I broke down more due to my outburst. “ Geez Lou, I am the reason and you know it.” My heart shattered admitting this but it was the truth. He needed to know that I am the cause of his 1 month depression.
He just stared at me. Not sure what to say which made me calm down a bit. I didn’t mean to yell I just wanted to let him know that I am. “I-im sorry Louis. I just… you just need to stop denying it because I know it’s my fault okay? It’s all my fault.” He shook his head and came over to me, pulling me into another hug. I hugged him back, crying into his chest. He pulled away, caressing my face and bringing it close to his, our foreheads resting on each other.
“I don’t care if you are the reason or not because it doesn’t matter. You’re here and alive and that’s all that can ask for right now. All I want is to be with you, right here, right now and no where else. You can’t blame yourself for everything Talia and that’s what you need to know. Okay?” I sighed heavily and nodding my head and putting my hands over his.
We did nothing but stare at each other, I could sense the tension in the air. Not just any tension, anticipation tension. What do we do next, I don’t know. Our eyes flicked back towards each others lips and back. Instead one of us making the move, we both made the same one. Our faces move closer to each other, closing the open space between us.
I felt his lips brush against mine, causing a mixture of fireworks ignite in me. My body tingled with hype and something I never felt before. I knew why he stopped though. He didn’t know what I would do but in all honesty, I wanted him to kiss me. I needed him to kiss me. I guess he needed configuration to keep going.
I faintly nodded my head, letting him know it’s okay. That’s when his lips pressed against mine. They were so soft and plump. They felt so good against mine. Our lips moved in sync as we continued to kiss, not stopping yet. I pulled him closer to me, wrapping my arms around his neck, his going around my waist. We finally pulled away, out of breath but our faces still inches apart.
That’s when reality struck me. I just kissed Louis Tomlinson, and it felt great. I finally found myself and the other half.
Notes
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