I could see Enola perfectly from most places on the stage. I knew it was a little selfish but I never went far enough from Enola that I couldn't see her big blue eyes. I wanted to be able to keep an eye on her since she was with Charles. I knew that there were times that I couldn't help the way I looked at her or the idiot things I would do that she found hilarious. I knew that he would be able to see these things. It worried me to have her so close to him. But he wouldn't hurt her in public, would he?
I shook the thought from my mind as the next song started. I smiled hearing it. Better Than Words. Enola loved the song. She always danced along. Swaying her hips in a sensual manner as the beat moved through her. Enola loved when I did the same. On show nights, when we got back to the hotel, she would tell me how sexy I was before pleading to make love. I frowned a little after finishing my verse. She wouldn't be doing any of that tonight. If she started dancing, Charles would think that it was for him. If he thought that, when she got back to their house with him, she would be made to have sex with him. I quickly shook my the thoughts from my head again. I needed to be normal. If I acted the way I always did, Enola would be happy. She would want me and maybe she would find a way to be with me for the night.
Enola bit her bottom lip as I made my way toward her. Her favorite part of the song was coming up. She loved Niall's line. I stood in front of her and Charles smirking. I danced the way I always did. Not caring that Charles was looking up at me too. I swayed my hips in the lazy way that Enola loved and pumped my arms in the air.
Enola bit down on her lip harder as Niall began to sing, "Best I ever had. Hips don't lie. Make me wanna..." His gasp coupled with my unashamed crotch grab made her jump just a little. Charles held her against his body tighter. He was smirking as he whispered something to her that made her blush. She stared into my eyes as he was speaking to her. I could see her breath quicken and skin flush even more. I was infuriated. I stomped away from them, toward another section. I knew that my mini temper tantrum hurt her feelings as I looked back at her. Her blue eyes now appeared downtrodden. I shouldn't have acted like a spoiled child. I huffed before going back to singing. I needed to keep my mind on the show. The show had to be great.
Enola's face seemed to flush to a pale white when the music for another song started up. I couldn't help but smile. I was going to let Charles know exactly how I felt about his wife without him ever knowing about it. Not really.
I stood in front of them and looked down, "You don't understand, you don't understand. What you do to me when you hold his hand. You and I were meant to be but a twist of fate made it so you had to walk away." I smirked down at Enola and bounced away proud of myself. I looked over to see Louis and Niall shaking their heads at me. I shrugged and went about acting like a fool like I always did. Zayn came over with a stern look. I smiled at him when he put his hand on my shoulder.
"You better cut it out. He looks pissed off." Zayn motioned to Charles and Enola subtly. I glanced back. He was right. Charles did look mad. Enola was looking back at him like she was trying to calm him down. Probably telling him that my actions were just for show. HE kissed her lips roughly. I felt a fire start in my chest again. Enola pushed him away. I could read her lips. She was telling him to stop because of the young girls that were around them. I smiled a little, that's my girl. I then sang the chorus at the top of my lungs while keeping it worth hearing. Enola was beaming over at me.
The music kicked up again and I felt my heart drop a little. I took my place not to far from Charles and Enola. My heart was racing. I closed my eyes as I heard Niall being singing.
"I figured it out. I figured it out from black and white." I smiled hearing his voice. He loved Enola. The two of them were very close friends. When I had to be doing something band related, she would hang out with Niall if he wasn't with me. I opened my eyes, knowing my part was coming.
I locked my eyes with Enola's, "You and I. We don't want to be like them. We can make it 'till the end. No nothing can come between you and I. Not even the Gods above could separate the two of us." I saw a tear slide down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away knowing I had noticed it. She smiled at me again, mouthing how much she loved me. I smiled weakly back at her. It hurt to be singing this song with all of the love in my heart when she was standing with Charles. I knew she could see it in my eyes and hear it in the tone I was using. She took her eyes off me to watch the other boys as they sang.
My heart broke a little when Louis started to sing, "I see what it's like. I see what its like for day and night. Never together 'cause they see things in a different light, like us. But they never tried like us." Her eyes came right back to me. She could see the tears in my eyes while tears were rolling down her face. She wanted me. She knew that everything about the song was us. She knew that it was killing me to see her at his side and not mine. It was going to be a long night without her.
This chapter was purely for my enjoyment. :) I listened to these songs a lot while writing this story and these are the lines that I drew the most content for the story from. Thought I would share it.