Harry’s POV

To Valerie: I want to c u.

From Valerie: I’m at the mall with Cara.

To Valerie: Fucking Cara is stealing my girl.

From Valerie: LOL. I am still yours, u silly.

To Valerie: Yes, right. U don’t want me anymore...

From Valerie: Come over tonight. I’ll text u when I’m home. I miss u.

To Valerie: I miss u more.
I am desperate to see her to be honest. That’s the thing; we have barely seen each other since Saturday when we went with everyone to the beach and I have to say she didn’t give me much attention back then either. She was pretty much all the time with the girls and Louis but I get it. I mean I can spend with the lads and Louise as much time as I want since we are on tour quite often but she only has two weeks left until they are done with the movie. She might be leaving later depending on where the new movie is being shot. It kills me to know I have only twelve days left with her.
She has got along so well with Cara as well. Cara went to pick her up at set this afternoon and they have been together since. I hope Valerie thinks it’s time for us to be alone since we haven’t been just me and her in a week and I miss her already. I don’t know what I’m going to do when she really is gone. I park my car in front of Valerie’s door and she greets me excited. She hugs me tight and I enjoy our embrace.

-It’s crazy how much I missed you. – She whispers in our hug.

-Why would you be so busy with your girl friends? – I scold her joking.

-I don’t even know. – It’s all she says until she shuts me up with a kiss.

She leads me upstairs and locks her bedroom door after her. Is she really that eager? She then sits down on her bed and I sit down next to her and she burns her eyes into mine for minutes. Neither of us says anything but I’m reliving in my head when she told me she loved me too as a friend. I can’t figure this girl out. It’s like we go one step forward and two backwards. Lately with all the girls’ meeting and everything she is giving me the impression that she is distancing herself from me again and I don’t want her to.

Suddenly she bends over me to kiss me and when I can reciprocate she moans in our kiss. It’s not an eager moan though, not even a sexual one; it’s a moan of need. Maybe she needs this as much as I do.

-I’m sorry. – She tells me sweetly.

-What for?

-For being this busy with my girl friends. – She says sincerely and I instantly feel guilty for making her feel that way.

-Are you kidding me? Don’t. I was joking. I understand you want to hang out with your girl friends as well.

-I was just being silly as usual. To be honest I was avoiding you.

-Why would you do that? – Now I’m concerned. What the hell is going on?

-Because. – Valerie takes a deep breath. – Let’s say I am confused and sort of scared, I guess... – She really seems scared. – I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do when you go to England – she has never looked at me this intently and I don’t know whether she knows I’m fearing the same things – but if there is something I know for certain is that I can’t keep up with a relationship. Not yet, at least. If this thing that we are living happened to me five years from now, I would try to make you stay as hard as I could or I would go with you wherever you will but it’s not the case...

-You don’t even want to try? Maybe we can make it work. – I know I sound so desperate but I do not want to let her go.

-A long distance relationship with the hottest pop star in the world? – She asks somewhat ironic - Yes, it totally sounds like the typical relationship that works out. – She lets out a humourless chuckle. – I was trying to create some space between us before 5,440 miles are imposed, not that I have goggled the distance. – She smiles timidly and I smile sadly at her.

I stare at her not knowing what to say. On the one hand, it kills me to see her that sad but, on the other hand, I’m glad she feels the same way towards me. I don’t know what to say to her; all I know is that I don’t want to let her go.

I kiss her in dire need of her and she kisses me back hugging me tight. We eat each other’s mouth but it is not really an eager kiss. I am just trying to get everything of her knowing that we only have 12 days together and I think she feels the same way. I kiss her hard trying to get intoxicated of her or trying to keep a bit of her in my mouth so that she doesn’t go completely. I lay her on her bed and hop on top of her and she rounds my waist with her legs as we kiss.

We kiss slowly and caringly and she adjusts herself beneath me so that our groins touch. I’m hard as hell for her right now but I can’t stop kissing her to take my trousers off. She takes my t-shirt off and caresses lovingly my back as she traces my lips with her tongue. What is she doing to me? She kisses my jaw line and my neck sucking at her chosen spots. She then turns us around and lays me on the bed hopping on top of me and kissing every inch of skin in my chest.

Valerie caresses my arms while she traces her way till the hem of my trousers with wet kisses and I have my head sunken in her pillows. She unfastens my belt and unbuttoned my trousers and I help her take them off. She is still in her summer white dress but I know she is not wearing a bra so as soon as she takes that thing of she will be in her undies. She caresses me through the cotton of my boxers and then she takes them off and kisses the tip of my dick. That’s it; I’m crazy.

She kisses my dick several times being so caring with me she is blowing my mind. I can’t contain my moans while she kisses my sex and when I eventually feel her mouth around me I growl and sink my head on her pillows even deeper. She draws circles around me with her tongue and sucks all of me. Feeling her throat against the tip of my dick is sending me on edge and I know if she keeps on I’m going to cum. I want to make love to her though.

I don’t want to fuck her tonight, I want to make sweet love to her and show her that we could make this work. As I’m about to tell her that, she squeezes the tip of my dick with her lips and I growl again. She moans and I feel the vibration of her throat. I can’t hold it anymore.

-Baby, I’m coming. – I pull her caringly placing my hands on her shoulders but she keeps on sucking me and I’m completely undone so I am not strong enough. – Baby, I can’t hold it back anymore. Baby...

I am fighting for air and can’t even put the words together. This is so pleasurable is crazy. Just when I start to feel I’m coming she pulls out and takes my dick with her hand, moving it up and down and making it impossible for me to keep my eyes open. My lips part and I feel how all the air in my lungs is taken and I end up shivering and growling as the hugest orgasm I have ever had overtakes me. When I open my eyes again to look at the most wonderful creature in the world, I find her staring at me smiling from ear to ear, all her hair falling to one side of her beautiful face.

-That was beautiful. – She says smiling.

-That was... the best orgasm I have ever had. – I tell her sincerely and bring her face to me.

I kiss her lips tenderly and she smiles in our kiss until she reciprocates even sweeter.

-I love you. – She says and I pull out from our kiss.

She burns her eyes into mine and I notice she is a bit nervous. I am still catching my breath from her love to me when she says she loves me? Does she mean it? I study her face searching for a glimpse of regret but I can’t find it. I can’t believe the girl who drives me mad since the minute I met her is on top of me telling me she loves me after she did what she has done to me.

-Hey, you don’t have to say it back. I know it’s crazy and that I shouldn’t but... I... I love you, Harry, I can’t help it.

I think my heart has just skipped a beat and I am literally staring at her as an idiot completely paralyzed. I might be having a heart attack. She looks at me and chuckles at my expression.

-Jesus, say something. – She is blushing and I love her madly.

-Don’t leave me.

She quits smiling and looks sternly at me. Maybe she is considering it. Then she presses her lips to mine so passionately I think she is asphyxiating me. I don’t care though. I wouldn’t mind dying like that. When we catch our breath our kiss turns more calm and loving.

-I want to make love to you. – I whisper in her ear and she hugs me placing her head on my chest.

Then she sits down on my hips again and takes off her dress, leaving me a quality view of her naked body on top of me. She lies on her back next to me on the bed and gestures me to get on top of her and I do what she's told me, taking off her panties. I kiss her and caress her body completely, making sure she is ready for me to thrust into her. She digs her nail in my back and moans when I get inside of her.

-Jesus, Valerie. – She is wet and tight as usual.

I keep on thrusting inside her and making sweet love to her listening carefully to her moans and loving the way she lets out my name when she is gasping and moaning completely out of her mind.

-I love you. – She says gasping and I think I’m exploding of happiness right now.

I don’t know what she is doing to me but I want to stop the clocks and stay like this forever.

I keep on rocking her trying to breathe, hitting her ear with my desperate breath and she moans and digs her nails in my back until we both cum.

Listening to her struggling to breathe and feeling her sweaty skin against mine blows my mind to the point where all I can do is hold her and pray for God to change her mind. She caresses my hair until I am ready to lie on my back next to her. She hugs me tight placing her head on my chest and falls asleep on top of me. I listen to her sleepy breath and my chest hurts until I fall asleep too.

Notes