The Making Of Us

Niall has been back for two days now and I still haven’t told him what happened between Harry and I. I told Harry I was going to tell Niall and of course he fought me on it but I can’t keep secrets from Niall I love him too much to do that. Greg has been up to his same old shit, today at school I found out there was a rumor started about me cheating on Niall. Apparently one of Greg’s little minion bitches was at Latin King the night Harry and I locked ourselves in the bathroom.

“So Cassie you cheated on your boyfriend with his best friend. Nice one way to go slut.” I hear Tami Jo say as I walk to my locker

“Fuck you Tami, that’s none of your business.” I snap at her

“But it is people’s business if you’re fucking some random dude in the bathroom at a restaurant. That’s nasty and that’s all you’ll ever be is a dirty whore fucking every man on the planet in public restrooms. Tell me something Cassandra, was that your mom’s profession too because you’ve learned it so well.” Tami Says

I’ve had enough of this stupid bitch, I walk up to her not saying a word

“What are you gonna do bitch? Hit me? Please don’t I would rather not get whatever STD you contracted from that guy thanks.”

With that I plowed my fist square into her face. I snatched her up by her hair shoving her face into the lockers, throwing her to the floor I climb on top of her wailing my fist not giving a shit where they landed. I was crying and screaming obscenities at her when I feel a strong pair of arms snatch me up and remove me from the fight which I was winning by the way.

“Cassie stop what are you doing?” I hear the voice

I ignore it still throwing my fists around hitting whoever was holding me as well.

“Cassandra Jean McGavin STOP! What the fuck is wrong with you, get a hold of yourself” I hear his voice this time

I stop moving and turn around to see Niall standing in front of me. A new wave of anger and fear comes over me. I’m pissed that he wouldn’t let me lay into that bitch and scared of what was going to happen next. I’ve never been in trouble in school, never back talked a teacher let alone beat the living shit out of someone at school.

A week suspension from school, oh well I don’t want to be at that hell hole anyways when I get home my dad asks me what happened and I explained to him what Tami was saying and what she said about mom, I left out the part about cheating on Niall with Harry because I haven’t told him yet. But I explained that I had enough and just snapped which resulted in me beating the shit out of her. He looked at me for a minute before telling me he’d do the same thing. I was surprised he wasn’t as mad as I thought he would be. He didn’t ground me or anything just said I should of waited until I was off school property to beat her up.

Later that night:
There’s a knock on my bedroom door

“Come in” I yell

Much to my surprise it’s Mr. Wonderful himself,

“What do you want Harry, I’m busy” I say which really I’m not I’m just reading some of the shit that’s been posted on facebook about me yet again.

Harry can tell something is wrong so he grabs my laptop and starts reading all the shit I was just looking at.

“Why do you put up with this Cassie? Don’t even listen to any of these ass clowns. You’re not a whore or a slut. Your mom wasn’t a slut. You are a beautiful, intelligent person.” Harry says

“I try to ignore it but it keeps getting worse. That’s why I snapped and beat the shit out of some girl at school today and got suspended. And yes Harry I am a slut what the fuck else would you call me for sleeping with you not once but twice when I have a boyfriend. That’s kind of the definition of a slut.” I say as I start crying

“Cassie I’m sorry I got you into this mess, I take full responsibility. I will talk to Niall when he gets here ok. You’re not a slut though and don’t let anyone tell you that you are. I’m sorry I took advantage of you while you’re at your lowest.” Harry says to me as he’s watching the tears roll down my face.

I don’t say anything else. Harry gets up and walks out of my room shutting the door. I don’t even know why he came in here in the first place but whatever. I lie back on my pillow and doze off. I wake up startled by the sound of yelling.

“What the fuck do you mean you fucked my girlfriend, I should fucking kill you right here right now” I can hear Niall shouting

“Niall dude I’m sorry it just kind of happened.” Harry says

“She’s depressed! She’s been depressed, her heart was shattered because of her mom dying and you think it’s ok to just take advantage of someone who is already broken. What gives you the right to fuck my girlfriend?” Niall yells

“I walked in on her in the bathroom in nothing but a towel, then I kissed her first at the restaurant, we went into the bathroom and one thing lead to another and we had sex in the bathroom. She kissed me back though so she’s just as much to blame as I am” I hear Harry say

When I heard that my heart dropped.

"What the fuck, really" I think to myself

I’ve had enough maybe the world would be a better place if I wasn’t here. I’ve caused too much trouble to a lot of people; all I am in anyone’s eye is a whore. I’m a stupid good for nothing slut so whatever. I go into my bathroom and find the bottle of Tylenol Pm and my anti-depressants my doctor prescribed to me. I dump at least 15 out of each bottle swallowing all of them. I go back to sit on my bed writing on a piece of paper

“Niall, I’m sorry. You are my infinity and I’ve ruined it. I love you”

I’m starting to feel tired I get up to place the folded paper on my night stand when I fall to the floor.

Niall’s POV:
As I get up to Harry I hear a loud thud come from Cassie’s room. We all look at each other as we run to her room. Cassie is sprawled out on the floor bleeding from her head. She must of hit it on the night stand.

“Cass wake up, what happened love.” I say shaking her slightly.

“Niall” I hear Zayn say as he walks out of Cassie’s bathroom

“There are pills everywhere in here dude I think she took all of them” Zayn says

I look at Louis and Liam as they run to the bathroom. Sure enough there are a mixture of pills everywhere.

“Harry!! Mate!! Call 911 NOW!!” Zayn, Liam and Louis yell down the stairs at him

I grab Cassie shaking her harder now yelling at her, slightly slapping her cheeks. I check for a pulse and feel nothing she’s not breathing.

“Cassie baby come on wake up! please baby wake up I can’t lose you!”

“911 I need an ambulance fast I don’t know what happened but I need help” Harry is saying as Liam grabs the phone

“We need help at 1452 East York Ave she took a lot of pills, she fainted, hit her head and is bleeding everywhere” Liam is shouting into the phone.

“Ok sir, does she have a pulse? Is she breathing?” the operator asks

“Niall is she breathing?”

“NO” I answer

“Ok sir I need you to start chest compressions and mouth to mouth I have paramedics in route to you right now.”

“Zayn start chest compressions, Louis start mouth to mouth” Liam yells

I’m holding a rag to her head to control the bleeding. It seems like it takes forever for help to get here but they finally arrive.

“They’re upstairs” I hear Harry say

They get Cassie up on a gurney while still doing chest compressions and mouth to mouth. Nothing. they rush her out to the ambulance, and they quickly take off to the hospital. I call Cassie’s dad to meet us there. The boys and I grab some stuff and head out to my Range Rover and head the same direction. Louis has to drive since I’m too distraught to even walk right now, I look back at Harry and say

“What you did to Cassie is unacceptable, you should be ashamed of yourself for taking advantage of her like that. I’m still pissed at you and I will get her side of the story eventually…hopefully. I can’t believe my best mate would do me dirty like that. You better hope she’s ok Styles or I’m going to kill you. You understand me? Whatever feelings you have for her forget about them. She’s mine. She’s been mine. It’s over between you two.” I say as tears flood my face.

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