LOVE PLANT

It’s been three weeks since Niall left, yet there coming back in two weeks for their Melbourne shows.
I’ve been thinking about you lately, does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes. I lightly walk on my treadmill listening to music. So a lot has actually happened since Niall saw me. Well we have moved in a new house it was being built during my time of having treatment, it’s near my grandma’s house and is right before the city of Melbourne. It’s been about six months since my transplant and I have just started my exercise they say you have to wait till you can get into it again. So I am starting lightly on the treadmill. Only Niall knows about my transplant I though he might of told all the boys but I guess his waiting for me to tell them. I am contemplating telling Harry about it, but then again why should I he wasn’t there during the crap times so why should he be here for the good times. I messaged him saying that I know he is sorry but I’m not ready to forgive him just yet. I’m still playing my guitar and I have written a few more song. They are kind of based on Harry’s and I’s relationship, but I don’t make it obvious in the lyrics like Taylor Swift and her song I mean can she be more obvious when you call your song STYLE I think people automatically know whose it about. My songs I write is about the situation and how in love we where at that time and how some people and feelings change.
I head upstairs to my room and turn on the tv. We are in January and it’s my favourite month because the Australian open is on I don’t have any plans to go this year only because I am saving my money I don’t know what I’m saving for but I just am. The tonight is Nick Kyrgios and Andy Murray. I am lying on my bed watching the game and suddenly I look closely in the audience and then the camera stops on him. Niall James Horan is in the audience he is here again in Melbourne at the tennis. I grab my phone out and message him. What the hell are you doing at the tennis? And didn’t tell me Niall James?
From little LEPRACHUN:
It was meant to be a surprise. You’re watching??
To little LEPRACHUN:
Yes. Yes I am.
From little LEPRACHUN:
Can you come pick me up please?

I sigh and get my car keys and head out the front door,

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