I'm broken
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Louis P.O.V.
*Freshman year/ Day he meant Eleanor*
*beep* *beep* *beep* I half asleep still open one eye and look around for my phone. once I manage to find my phone, I turn off the alarm. I look at the time and it's 6:14.
slowly I start to wake up. God why does school have to be so fucken early?
I get up and stretch then I go to my bathroom and start the shower, while I wait for the water to get hot ,I brush my teeth and do my business.
I start to take my clothes off and then I get into the shower and I just stand In the shower to kind of wake up. I then start to wash up.
when I'm done taking a shower I turn the water off then get out and grab a towel to wrap around my waist. I go to my draws and get out boxers, I put my boxers on and go to my closet and get my black skinny jeans, black muscle T-shirt and my black vans.
once I'm gone getting dressed I get my towel and scrub my hair for it to dry up a bit, when I get done I go to the bathroom and get a blow drier and blow dry my hair without a brush for my hair to be messy.
Finally when I get done I go get my backpack and my phone and head downstairs. I go to the kitchen and get an apple and put it in my backpack then I go get my keys.
I go into the garage and I hop onto my motorcycle and start the engine, I open my garage then I back out and head to school.
when I get to school I go inside and meet Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, Zayn, Perrie and Dani.
"Hey guys'' I greeted them. "Hey Lou" they greeted me. Niall jumps onto me, " Nialler what happened?" I asked.
"They made fun of me because I want to dye my hair purple from the tips" Niall said and pretended to cry on my shoulder.
"you guys are not suppose to make fun of him... not while he's here when he's gone THEN we can talk behind his back" I said with a hand on my hip once I let Niall down.
"you guys are mean and here I was going to make us friendship bracelets" Niall said with a fake cry. we all just laughed.
"Excuse me" a soft voice said behind me, I turn around and see a girl with purple hair and brown eyes.
"yes?" I asked. she must be new cause I've never seen her before also because people here aren't nice.
"Do you know where Mr.Scino's English class is?" she said looking down.
"um yeah" I said, " Louis are you going to show her or are you going to stare at her like an idiot?" Liam said while the others laughed.
" Louis is your name right?" the new girl asked. " yes and yours?" I asked.
"Eleanor Calder" she smiled. " well come and follow me and I'll take you to his class but where going to have to make a stop at my locker first" I said.
Eleanor simply replied with a nod. we walk to my locker and I get my English book since we have the same class together but she doesn't know. I put my English book in my backpack and then we head to English class.
"Thank you Louis" Eleanor said I just gave a simple nod then I start to head to my desk at the middle of the class. I look back at Eleanor and she has a confused look in her face.
" why didn't you tell me you had this class?" Eleanor asked.
"Because you didn't ask" I smiled.
during the whole class we kept on getting in trouble for talk over the teacher and Eleanor sat with us at lunch and we just got to know each other better.
*Day Louis and Eleanor broke up*
Eleanor and me have been going out for 2 years. I never thought I would love someone else so much and care for them. she is honestly my first love.
The group, Eleanor and I are going to a party tonight at Jake's house.Eleanor and I are in my house, laying in bed.
"Louis come on we have to start getting ready" Eleanor said and I just replied with a groan.
"Ok well I guess I have to shower alone." Eleanor said softly into my ear.
I immediately got a hard.
" don't do that to me" I growled quietly to her.
" do what?" she said while softly placing her hand on my hard on.
I grab El and pin her underneath me as my breath is a bit uneven.
"you think this is funny well let's how you like it" I said with a smirk.
In a swift move i ripped El's sweats and panties off.
"I love you and I'll prove it" I whispered as I lowered my face towards Eleanor's.
"How?" She asked as she whispered
"By making love to you" i said as i smiled.
I then grab my collar and take off my shirt. Next I unbuckled my pants and slide them off and my boxers too.
When I'm done I see El has taken off her tank top and bra.
I crawl on top of El and shower her in kisses. I start at her neck and I gently nibble on her neck then I suck on that spot to easy the pain. I trail my way down her body.
I get to her boobs and take one buds into my mouth and massage the other bud with my thumb. I then switch and repeat the same action on the other one.
As I do this I hear El breath less and moan softy.
I continue until I get to Eleanor's mouth. I position myself into El's entrance I then hear her moan and I slowly slide myself in.
I thrust slowly while look at El. I love Eleanor so much. She means everything to me.
"I love you Eleanor I will always love you with all I got. You mean everything to mean i don't ever want to let you go. I hope i make you feel special all the time." I said while looking at her in the eyes cause I meant every single word.
" I love you too" El said but didn't look me in the eyes.
But i didn't notice she didn't look me in the eye because of how much I love her.
*At the Party*
It has been a half an hour since El told me she was going to get us drinks. I wander around the party pushing past the crowd of drunk dancing fools until I find Niall.
"Hey mate! Have you seen Eleanor?" I ask.
"No I haven't sorry." He says turning back to the blonde that was dancing with him.
I head down the hallway to the bathroom, when I hear a familiar voice coming from the bed room.
"Fuck!" Oh my god, is that Eleanor? I turn and walk to the door, I take a deep breathe and open the door, and clear my throat.
"El?" My voice comes out as a whisper.
"Shit! Louis! I can explain" She stands and starts to put on her clothes.
"What is there to explain?" I feel the tears fall from my eyes, I don't even care.
"Louis, it is just our whole relationship is just sex-" I cut her off before she can finish.
"So what are you doing with this dipshit? You just met this guy, El. Do you even know his name? I love you!" I shout at her.
"I don't love you." She said. She looked me straight in the eyes and told me she didn't love me.
I just look at her, I can't believe what is happening. I finally turn around, and walk out of the room slamming the door behind me. I hear Niall calling me as I push through the crowd of people in the house. I just ignore them and walk out of the house and onto the street. I don't even know where I was going I just kept walking.
*Present*
I pounded harder and harder into the girl.
"Harder, Faster!" She moaned. I thrusted in and out fast and harder and her moans where heard louder. The only sounds you could hear was our moans, grunts , sound of skin clapping together and the head bed hit the wall.
" babe i'm so close!" I groaned. " me too!" she said while breathing uneven .
I feel a familiar pit in my stomach with a few more thrust I release and slow down. I pulled out and unwrapped the used condom and threw it away.
"Thanks babe for the amazing sex. Call me." She said with a smirk.
" I rather not so don't try to get my number because I would just ignore you ."
I put on my boxes and then i picked up her clothes threw them at her and shoved her out my door.
This is my life now and I can't love again..
*Freshman year/ Day he meant Eleanor*
*beep* *beep* *beep* I half asleep still open one eye and look around for my phone. once I manage to find my phone, I turn off the alarm. I look at the time and it's 6:14.
slowly I start to wake up. God why does school have to be so fucken early?
I get up and stretch then I go to my bathroom and start the shower, while I wait for the water to get hot ,I brush my teeth and do my business.
I start to take my clothes off and then I get into the shower and I just stand In the shower to kind of wake up. I then start to wash up.
when I'm done taking a shower I turn the water off then get out and grab a towel to wrap around my waist. I go to my draws and get out boxers, I put my boxers on and go to my closet and get my black skinny jeans, black muscle T-shirt and my black vans.
once I'm gone getting dressed I get my towel and scrub my hair for it to dry up a bit, when I get done I go to the bathroom and get a blow drier and blow dry my hair without a brush for my hair to be messy.
Finally when I get done I go get my backpack and my phone and head downstairs. I go to the kitchen and get an apple and put it in my backpack then I go get my keys.
I go into the garage and I hop onto my motorcycle and start the engine, I open my garage then I back out and head to school.
when I get to school I go inside and meet Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, Zayn, Perrie and Dani.
"Hey guys'' I greeted them. "Hey Lou" they greeted me. Niall jumps onto me, " Nialler what happened?" I asked.
"They made fun of me because I want to dye my hair purple from the tips" Niall said and pretended to cry on my shoulder.
"you guys are not suppose to make fun of him... not while he's here when he's gone THEN we can talk behind his back" I said with a hand on my hip once I let Niall down.
"you guys are mean and here I was going to make us friendship bracelets" Niall said with a fake cry. we all just laughed.
"Excuse me" a soft voice said behind me, I turn around and see a girl with purple hair and brown eyes.
"yes?" I asked. she must be new cause I've never seen her before also because people here aren't nice.
"Do you know where Mr.Scino's English class is?" she said looking down.
"um yeah" I said, " Louis are you going to show her or are you going to stare at her like an idiot?" Liam said while the others laughed.
" Louis is your name right?" the new girl asked. " yes and yours?" I asked.
"Eleanor Calder" she smiled. " well come and follow me and I'll take you to his class but where going to have to make a stop at my locker first" I said.
Eleanor simply replied with a nod. we walk to my locker and I get my English book since we have the same class together but she doesn't know. I put my English book in my backpack and then we head to English class.
"Thank you Louis" Eleanor said I just gave a simple nod then I start to head to my desk at the middle of the class. I look back at Eleanor and she has a confused look in her face.
" why didn't you tell me you had this class?" Eleanor asked.
"Because you didn't ask" I smiled.
during the whole class we kept on getting in trouble for talk over the teacher and Eleanor sat with us at lunch and we just got to know each other better.
*Day Louis and Eleanor broke up*
Eleanor and me have been going out for 2 years. I never thought I would love someone else so much and care for them. she is honestly my first love.
The group, Eleanor and I are going to a party tonight at Jake's house.Eleanor and I are in my house, laying in bed.
"Louis come on we have to start getting ready" Eleanor said and I just replied with a groan.
"Ok well I guess I have to shower alone." Eleanor said softly into my ear.
I immediately got a hard.
" don't do that to me" I growled quietly to her.
" do what?" she said while softly placing her hand on my hard on.
I grab El and pin her underneath me as my breath is a bit uneven.
"you think this is funny well let's how you like it" I said with a smirk.
In a swift move i ripped El's sweats and panties off.
"I love you and I'll prove it" I whispered as I lowered my face towards Eleanor's.
"How?" She asked as she whispered
"By making love to you" i said as i smiled.
I then grab my collar and take off my shirt. Next I unbuckled my pants and slide them off and my boxers too.
When I'm done I see El has taken off her tank top and bra.
I crawl on top of El and shower her in kisses. I start at her neck and I gently nibble on her neck then I suck on that spot to easy the pain. I trail my way down her body.
I get to her boobs and take one buds into my mouth and massage the other bud with my thumb. I then switch and repeat the same action on the other one.
As I do this I hear El breath less and moan softy.
I continue until I get to Eleanor's mouth. I position myself into El's entrance I then hear her moan and I slowly slide myself in.
I thrust slowly while look at El. I love Eleanor so much. She means everything to me.
"I love you Eleanor I will always love you with all I got. You mean everything to mean i don't ever want to let you go. I hope i make you feel special all the time." I said while looking at her in the eyes cause I meant every single word.
" I love you too" El said but didn't look me in the eyes.
But i didn't notice she didn't look me in the eye because of how much I love her.
*At the Party*
It has been a half an hour since El told me she was going to get us drinks. I wander around the party pushing past the crowd of drunk dancing fools until I find Niall.
"Hey mate! Have you seen Eleanor?" I ask.
"No I haven't sorry." He says turning back to the blonde that was dancing with him.
I head down the hallway to the bathroom, when I hear a familiar voice coming from the bed room.
"Fuck!" Oh my god, is that Eleanor? I turn and walk to the door, I take a deep breathe and open the door, and clear my throat.
"El?" My voice comes out as a whisper.
"Shit! Louis! I can explain" She stands and starts to put on her clothes.
"What is there to explain?" I feel the tears fall from my eyes, I don't even care.
"Louis, it is just our whole relationship is just sex-" I cut her off before she can finish.
"So what are you doing with this dipshit? You just met this guy, El. Do you even know his name? I love you!" I shout at her.
"I don't love you." She said. She looked me straight in the eyes and told me she didn't love me.
I just look at her, I can't believe what is happening. I finally turn around, and walk out of the room slamming the door behind me. I hear Niall calling me as I push through the crowd of people in the house. I just ignore them and walk out of the house and onto the street. I don't even know where I was going I just kept walking.
*Present*
I pounded harder and harder into the girl.
"Harder, Faster!" She moaned. I thrusted in and out fast and harder and her moans where heard louder. The only sounds you could hear was our moans, grunts , sound of skin clapping together and the head bed hit the wall.
" babe i'm so close!" I groaned. " me too!" she said while breathing uneven .
I feel a familiar pit in my stomach with a few more thrust I release and slow down. I pulled out and unwrapped the used condom and threw it away.
"Thanks babe for the amazing sex. Call me." She said with a smirk.
" I rather not so don't try to get my number because I would just ignore you ."
I put on my boxes and then i picked up her clothes threw them at her and shoved her out my door.
This is my life now and I can't love again..
Notes
Sorry I took a long time to update I had to write this about 6 times because it kept on erasing so... Yeah. *__*
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7/25/15