This Is Us
04. I'm A Whore
Niall’s POV
‘’First door on the right.’’ Barbara tells me. ‘’Alright.’’ I nod lightly, I was ahead of her because I was particularly running. I get to the door and grab the handle, opening it with out any hesitation. Barbara told me that she got her mother to call Dalton’s phone, to wake him up and you know, not be suspicious and all.
The light was on, and the first thing I see is his face, full of shock and fear as he looks at me. My eyes widen as they trail over beside. My little princess, her hair a mess as she sat up beside him, more fear in her eyes than anything else.
‘’You seriously done this to me.’’ I say, trying to contain my anger even though I was horribly upset and pissed beyond my limits. ‘’I-‘’ Tori starts, but I cut her off quickly. ‘’I strictly tell you that you weren’t leaving the house, and yet you do it anyways.’’ I sigh, more upset at that than anything else really.
I hear one of them gulp really loud, not sure of who it was though. ‘’Mr. Horan, it’s not Tori’s fault.’’ Dalton blurts out as Tori starts to scramble out from under the covers. ‘’Yes it is. She got out of her bed, she walked onto the balcony, and she went down the rope. I’m not fucking stupid.’’ I inform him.
I glance at Tori just to see her in a pair of shorts, no shirt. ‘’Really, no dignity for yourself? You really are a whore, aren’t you?’’ I laugh in shock as I run a hand through my hair, squeezing my other fist really tight out of frustration.
‘’Daddy, I-‘’ ‘’Shut the fuck up, don’t talk to me. But as for you kid.’’ I snap as I look at Dalton, he’s about to get some words from me. ‘’I don’t know what kind of stuff you do in this house, nor do I care, but I promise you that I raised my kids better than you are. You better hope I don’t ever see you again, I will beat the living hell out of you. Its not a threat, it’s a fucking promise. You touch her again, and see what you get. Because trust me, I’m not kidding around anymore. I’m done with you, Tori’s done with you. Go fuck yourself, and not my daughter.’’ I say, not raising my voice but just simply saying it all.
“And as for you, don’t except to leave your room for a very long time. I’m locking the balcony doors and throwing the fucking key in the damn river. You may think I’m stupid, but I know this isn’t the first time. But I sure as hell know it’s the damn last time. Go get in the car, don’t say a word.’’ I say as I look at Tori.
She just nods as she hurries past me and down the hall. I try to keep more calm than I already am. But something inside of me sparked, it clicked, it went off. I went off.
‘’You fucking bastard. You just have to go fucking innocent girls that don’t know the way around your little games! My daughter was raised better than that, and look what you did. You ruined her. And now, I’m going to make you regret it.’’ I smirk at some thoughts I was having.
I was thinking of things I could do to get back at him, but now I need to more than just a teenager again. I need to forget revenge right now. I need to focus, I need to be mature. I need to be a parent, not a child.
‘’Don’t come near my house, don’t even pass the damn street. If I ever see you again.. it will be the last day you’re alive.’’ I say as I turn around and go down the hall, ignoring whatever Barbara was blabbing to me.
I know, I know, I seemed so damn calm. But don’t worry, its not over yet. I’m not blaming that stupid kid, I’m going to make sure Tori’s life is a living hell for the next how ever long I decided, I’m not sure yet. A year, two possibly. I don’t know yet, but I sure as hell am pissed, a fact.
Tori’s POV
I gulp lightly as I sit on the ER bed. Dad overreacts too much sometimes. He rushed me to the hospital to get tested for sexual disease and stuff. He gave it to me good in the car though, he yelled and it kind of scared me.
He just reminded of how much of a horrible child I am. And what a whore I am, and that I was pathetic and stupid. I would have protested in any other case, but this time, he was right. He was 100%, completely right. And I told him that, of course he knew it though.
‘’I hope you caught something.’’ He mumbles lightly as the doctor pulls back the curtain, we weren’t in a room just in a bay in the ER. ‘’Hello, Tori. I’m Doctor Lenly.. so, tell me, what’s wrong?’’ he smiles lightly as he glances at Dad, who was obviously making a big deal out of this.
‘’I just wanted to get her.. you know, checked for any sexual transmitted stuff.’’ Dad says, huffing lightly. ‘’Oh, okay. I’ll go inform the nurse, and I’ll be right back to draw some blood.’’ He smiles gently before turning on his heel and stepping out of the blocked off area.
‘’Daddy..’’ I mumble lightly. I don’t call him ‘Daddy’ when I’m talking about him, or when I’m thinking or mentally yelling at him. But I do when it’s just me and him, because I can’t let that part of my childhood go, I just can’t.
‘’What?’’ He sighs lightly as I look over to see him looking at me from the chair. ‘’Do you still hate me?’’ I ask in a soft tone, referring to some words he said earlier during his explosion in the car. ‘’No.. I could never hate you, babe.’’ He shakes his head lightly.
‘’You.. you said you did.’’ I remind him, not allowing that to slip from my mind just yet. ‘’Darlin’, I wasn’t.. the best person earlier. I said.. horrible things, I’m sorry okay. Its just, I’m.. I’m your dad, and I’m going to.. freak out about this.. type of thing.’’ He mumbles lightly.
‘’So you don’t hate me?’’ I ask, gulping gently. That really hurt me when he said that, it really did. He said quote, ‘I will never accept you again, I will never love you again’. ‘’God, no, Tori. Baby, I was.. I was mad. I’m sorry, okay?’’ He asks. ‘’Okay.’’ I nod gently, knowing that he was calmer now than before.
‘’If you have herpes or whatever.. I’m just going to tell you that you deserve it.’’ He sighs out, ‘’But I could never hate you. Ever, never, never.’’ He adds, assuring me of this. I nod lightly, smiling just slightly at what he said. He was right, I did deserve whatever will happen to me, no matter what.
What my parents, nor Dalton’s mother, know is that this wasn’t a first time thing. Trust me, it’s not. We’ve been ‘hitting it off’ for about two years now. Yes, I was only fourteen when we started doing it, my dad was right, I am a whore.
I really am.
‘’First door on the right.’’ Barbara tells me. ‘’Alright.’’ I nod lightly, I was ahead of her because I was particularly running. I get to the door and grab the handle, opening it with out any hesitation. Barbara told me that she got her mother to call Dalton’s phone, to wake him up and you know, not be suspicious and all.
The light was on, and the first thing I see is his face, full of shock and fear as he looks at me. My eyes widen as they trail over beside. My little princess, her hair a mess as she sat up beside him, more fear in her eyes than anything else.
‘’You seriously done this to me.’’ I say, trying to contain my anger even though I was horribly upset and pissed beyond my limits. ‘’I-‘’ Tori starts, but I cut her off quickly. ‘’I strictly tell you that you weren’t leaving the house, and yet you do it anyways.’’ I sigh, more upset at that than anything else really.
I hear one of them gulp really loud, not sure of who it was though. ‘’Mr. Horan, it’s not Tori’s fault.’’ Dalton blurts out as Tori starts to scramble out from under the covers. ‘’Yes it is. She got out of her bed, she walked onto the balcony, and she went down the rope. I’m not fucking stupid.’’ I inform him.
I glance at Tori just to see her in a pair of shorts, no shirt. ‘’Really, no dignity for yourself? You really are a whore, aren’t you?’’ I laugh in shock as I run a hand through my hair, squeezing my other fist really tight out of frustration.
‘’Daddy, I-‘’ ‘’Shut the fuck up, don’t talk to me. But as for you kid.’’ I snap as I look at Dalton, he’s about to get some words from me. ‘’I don’t know what kind of stuff you do in this house, nor do I care, but I promise you that I raised my kids better than you are. You better hope I don’t ever see you again, I will beat the living hell out of you. Its not a threat, it’s a fucking promise. You touch her again, and see what you get. Because trust me, I’m not kidding around anymore. I’m done with you, Tori’s done with you. Go fuck yourself, and not my daughter.’’ I say, not raising my voice but just simply saying it all.
“And as for you, don’t except to leave your room for a very long time. I’m locking the balcony doors and throwing the fucking key in the damn river. You may think I’m stupid, but I know this isn’t the first time. But I sure as hell know it’s the damn last time. Go get in the car, don’t say a word.’’ I say as I look at Tori.
She just nods as she hurries past me and down the hall. I try to keep more calm than I already am. But something inside of me sparked, it clicked, it went off. I went off.
‘’You fucking bastard. You just have to go fucking innocent girls that don’t know the way around your little games! My daughter was raised better than that, and look what you did. You ruined her. And now, I’m going to make you regret it.’’ I smirk at some thoughts I was having.
I was thinking of things I could do to get back at him, but now I need to more than just a teenager again. I need to forget revenge right now. I need to focus, I need to be mature. I need to be a parent, not a child.
‘’Don’t come near my house, don’t even pass the damn street. If I ever see you again.. it will be the last day you’re alive.’’ I say as I turn around and go down the hall, ignoring whatever Barbara was blabbing to me.
I know, I know, I seemed so damn calm. But don’t worry, its not over yet. I’m not blaming that stupid kid, I’m going to make sure Tori’s life is a living hell for the next how ever long I decided, I’m not sure yet. A year, two possibly. I don’t know yet, but I sure as hell am pissed, a fact.
Tori’s POV
I gulp lightly as I sit on the ER bed. Dad overreacts too much sometimes. He rushed me to the hospital to get tested for sexual disease and stuff. He gave it to me good in the car though, he yelled and it kind of scared me.
He just reminded of how much of a horrible child I am. And what a whore I am, and that I was pathetic and stupid. I would have protested in any other case, but this time, he was right. He was 100%, completely right. And I told him that, of course he knew it though.
‘’I hope you caught something.’’ He mumbles lightly as the doctor pulls back the curtain, we weren’t in a room just in a bay in the ER. ‘’Hello, Tori. I’m Doctor Lenly.. so, tell me, what’s wrong?’’ he smiles lightly as he glances at Dad, who was obviously making a big deal out of this.
‘’I just wanted to get her.. you know, checked for any sexual transmitted stuff.’’ Dad says, huffing lightly. ‘’Oh, okay. I’ll go inform the nurse, and I’ll be right back to draw some blood.’’ He smiles gently before turning on his heel and stepping out of the blocked off area.
‘’Daddy..’’ I mumble lightly. I don’t call him ‘Daddy’ when I’m talking about him, or when I’m thinking or mentally yelling at him. But I do when it’s just me and him, because I can’t let that part of my childhood go, I just can’t.
‘’What?’’ He sighs lightly as I look over to see him looking at me from the chair. ‘’Do you still hate me?’’ I ask in a soft tone, referring to some words he said earlier during his explosion in the car. ‘’No.. I could never hate you, babe.’’ He shakes his head lightly.
‘’You.. you said you did.’’ I remind him, not allowing that to slip from my mind just yet. ‘’Darlin’, I wasn’t.. the best person earlier. I said.. horrible things, I’m sorry okay. Its just, I’m.. I’m your dad, and I’m going to.. freak out about this.. type of thing.’’ He mumbles lightly.
‘’So you don’t hate me?’’ I ask, gulping gently. That really hurt me when he said that, it really did. He said quote, ‘I will never accept you again, I will never love you again’. ‘’God, no, Tori. Baby, I was.. I was mad. I’m sorry, okay?’’ He asks. ‘’Okay.’’ I nod gently, knowing that he was calmer now than before.
‘’If you have herpes or whatever.. I’m just going to tell you that you deserve it.’’ He sighs out, ‘’But I could never hate you. Ever, never, never.’’ He adds, assuring me of this. I nod lightly, smiling just slightly at what he said. He was right, I did deserve whatever will happen to me, no matter what.
What my parents, nor Dalton’s mother, know is that this wasn’t a first time thing. Trust me, it’s not. We’ve been ‘hitting it off’ for about two years now. Yes, I was only fourteen when we started doing it, my dad was right, I am a whore.
I really am.
Notes
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His mom, remember it was a whole chapter about it before??
10/18/15