Love through a suicidal act...
"...I should probably just shut up"
Niall’s POV
We make ready for landing and soon after that, we have touched ground. Luckily Harry arranged everything, so we just had to get to the car. Luckily nobody spotted us- well let’s just say that those who spotted us didn’t recognise us, so it was easy to move from the airport to the car. When we climbed into the car Harry told me that it was about a two hour drive- depending on the traffic. As we drove, I looked out of the window and I that I could see was green, green fields all around us. The drive didn’t feel that long but if you look at the time it was about 1 hour and 40 minutes. We arrived at the hospital and we parked outside. Harry and I looked at each other and that’s when the butterflies in my stomach discovered that they could fly.
Harry’s POV
I asked our driver if he could go and ask in which room Joan is and he nodded before getting out of the car and walking towards the entrance. I looked at the time and saw it was 12:11, luckily I had already changed my phone’s time, so that it matched their time. Surprisingly I wasn’t tired and when I asked Niall he had the same answer, no. Our driver returned and gave us the room. We go out of the car and started walking towards the entrance and that when I started getting nervous. We walked through the doors and walked towards reception. The woman sitting behind the counter, recognised us and I could immediately see the emotion on her face changing. “Hii” I said with a smile. “Hii” she replied, but it was clear that she was nervous. “We’re here to see Joan” I said “Anderson?” she questioned and I nodded in reply. She directioned us to her room and I thanked her before we started walking. “WAIT” she said after a while. “Yeah?” I asked. “Could I perhaps get your autograph?” she asked shyly. “Sure” Niall and I replied before signing. After we signed, we turned around and walked in the direction that she had directed us. After a while of walking Niall stopped me, showing me the room number on my right side. “It’s hers” he said after a while and we went to stand in front of the closed door. “Ready?” I asked Niall and he just looked at me. “Yeah, you?” he asked. To be honest I’m not ready at all, it’s nerve wrecking just to stand in front of her door, so my nerves are wracked at the moment. “Yeah” I reply before placing my hand on the door handle and opening the door. We walked inside and saw that she’s the only one in the room. There was silence for a few seconds until Niall spoke up. “Ummm… Are you Joan?” he asked and then looking at me. “Why are you looking at me?” I whispered to him. “I’m nervous ok” he whispered back. “Yeah, why?” she suddenly spoke up and with that she turned around to face us. When she saw the two of us standing in her room, she pressed her head into her pillow. I waited for the fangirling sound, but nothing happened. She just laid there with her face pressed into the pillow.
Joan’s POV
“Ummm… Are you Joan?” somebody asked me and I decided not to turn around yet when I heard a whisper. “Why are you looking at me?” the one whispered to the other. “I’m nervous ok” he whispered back. “Yeah, why?” I spoke up and I then turned around. Oh god, how is this possible? I thought to myself before pressing my head into my pillow. “Don’t fan girl” I whispered to myself, knowing they won’t be able to hear it. I kept on repeating the words ‘Don’t fan girl’ in my head, over and over. “Are you ok?” Niall asked and he placed his hand on my back, making it even worse. “She just saw Harry Styles and Niall Horan from One Direction standing in her hospital room, what do you think?” Harry whispered to Niall “oh” was all that Niall could answer and a few seconds later I started struggling to keep my laugh in and I then decided to just let it out, so I started laughing.
Harry’s POV
“Are you ok?” Niall said as he walked up to her and placed his hand on her back. Oh my god, he’s an idiot! “She just saw Harry Styles and Niall Horan from One Direction standing in her hospital room, what do you think?” I whispered to him “oh” was all that he could answer and a few seconds later she bursted out in laughter. After a while I joined in and when I looked up, I saw Niall standing there frozen and with red cheeks. She sat up, facing us. “Hii” she said after rubbing her eyes, “Hii” Niall replied. “What are you doing here?” she asked and I could see that she’s trying to keep herself calm. Neither Niall nor I replied and after a while Niall nudged me- motioning me to talk. “Well the thing is…” I started off, but I soon got cut off by Niall. “The thing is Harry reads your story and when he saw the comment about you, he got really stressed and he was worried that you were going to die and he then told me about the story and he then got me all stressed out and worried about you and he then talked me into flying with him all the way just to come and see you and at the moment I have butterflies like crazy and I should probably talk slower, but you’re just so pretty so I have butterflies like crazy and I’ve already said that and UGH… I should probably just shut up” Niall said, talking all faster and faster, but when he said he should talk slower he did.
Niall’s POV
“, but you’re just so pretty so I have butterflies like crazy and I’ve already said that and UGH… I should probably just shut up” I said really embarrassing myself. I threw my hands up to my face and stood there with my head in my hands. I could hear Harry and Joan laughing and a few seconds later Harry pushed me forward. I could feel someone’s arms around me and when I removed my hands from my face, I saw Joan. For a moment I froze and when I finally snapped back to reality, I placed my arms around her and I could see a smile making it’s way on her face. She removed her arms around me before I removed mine from her and I then stepped back. “Sorry about that” Harry apologised for my behaviour. “It’s ok” she said after a while.
Harry’s POV
“Hii” I said as I moved forward and gave her a hug. “I’m a big fan of your work” I say and I can see the smile on her face shining even brighter. “Thanks” she answered, “to be honest I never thought Harry Styles would read my story” she said shyly. “Well to be honest I never thought that I would meet Love in the dark” I said once again her smile got brighter, she even got a small giggle out. “Would you mind if I make a call?” she asked and Niall and I nodded in reply.
Joan’s POV
I picked up my phone- yes the one that I threw out the window, yesterday I asked my mother if she could bring me my phone, luckily it didn’t break when I threw it. I went to Hayley’s name and dialled.
Hayley: Hii, I can’t talk now I’m in class
Joan: I don’t care how you do it, but get out of there and make sure to get your arse here and make it quick!
Hayley: Ok-ay, but why
Joan: You’ll see just get your arse here
Hayley: K
Joan: Bye and Hurry
Hayley: Bye
I ended the call and looked at Harry and Niall. For a few minutes there was an awkward silence, but it soon disappeared. “So how are you doing?” Niall asked “To be honest I don’t know, you should ask Hayley that” I said “Why?” Harry questioned. “Well the doctors mostly talk to my mother and to Hayley, they don’t really talk to me” I said being honest. “Oh” Harry managed to get out. “I’ve got one question?” Niall said “Yeah” I said “who’s Hayley?” Niall said, placing a smile on my face. “My best friend” I answered “Wait… is she Hold me tight?” Harry said, he had possibly put two and two together. “Yeah” I replied. “What is her surname?” Niall asked “Sprayberry” I replied. “So is she coming over here?” Harry asked a few seconds later. “Yeah” I replied knowing she is probably already running to the hospital. “How long will it take her to get from the school to the hospital?” Harry asked. “Trust me not too long” I said and by the look on Harry’s face it looks like he has a plan. “Niall” he said before he pulled him out of the room. A few seconds later only Niall returned. “Where’s...” I got out before Niall cut me off. “He’ll be back in a few seconds” Niall said “ok” I replied confused. “I’m back” Harry said when he pressed his head through the open door. “What did you do?” I questioned “well let’s just say that it won’t be long until Hayley arrives at the hospital” Harry said, leaving me still wondering and making me more curious than I currently am.
We make ready for landing and soon after that, we have touched ground. Luckily Harry arranged everything, so we just had to get to the car. Luckily nobody spotted us- well let’s just say that those who spotted us didn’t recognise us, so it was easy to move from the airport to the car. When we climbed into the car Harry told me that it was about a two hour drive- depending on the traffic. As we drove, I looked out of the window and I that I could see was green, green fields all around us. The drive didn’t feel that long but if you look at the time it was about 1 hour and 40 minutes. We arrived at the hospital and we parked outside. Harry and I looked at each other and that’s when the butterflies in my stomach discovered that they could fly.
Harry’s POV
I asked our driver if he could go and ask in which room Joan is and he nodded before getting out of the car and walking towards the entrance. I looked at the time and saw it was 12:11, luckily I had already changed my phone’s time, so that it matched their time. Surprisingly I wasn’t tired and when I asked Niall he had the same answer, no. Our driver returned and gave us the room. We go out of the car and started walking towards the entrance and that when I started getting nervous. We walked through the doors and walked towards reception. The woman sitting behind the counter, recognised us and I could immediately see the emotion on her face changing. “Hii” I said with a smile. “Hii” she replied, but it was clear that she was nervous. “We’re here to see Joan” I said “Anderson?” she questioned and I nodded in reply. She directioned us to her room and I thanked her before we started walking. “WAIT” she said after a while. “Yeah?” I asked. “Could I perhaps get your autograph?” she asked shyly. “Sure” Niall and I replied before signing. After we signed, we turned around and walked in the direction that she had directed us. After a while of walking Niall stopped me, showing me the room number on my right side. “It’s hers” he said after a while and we went to stand in front of the closed door. “Ready?” I asked Niall and he just looked at me. “Yeah, you?” he asked. To be honest I’m not ready at all, it’s nerve wrecking just to stand in front of her door, so my nerves are wracked at the moment. “Yeah” I reply before placing my hand on the door handle and opening the door. We walked inside and saw that she’s the only one in the room. There was silence for a few seconds until Niall spoke up. “Ummm… Are you Joan?” he asked and then looking at me. “Why are you looking at me?” I whispered to him. “I’m nervous ok” he whispered back. “Yeah, why?” she suddenly spoke up and with that she turned around to face us. When she saw the two of us standing in her room, she pressed her head into her pillow. I waited for the fangirling sound, but nothing happened. She just laid there with her face pressed into the pillow.
Joan’s POV
“Ummm… Are you Joan?” somebody asked me and I decided not to turn around yet when I heard a whisper. “Why are you looking at me?” the one whispered to the other. “I’m nervous ok” he whispered back. “Yeah, why?” I spoke up and I then turned around. Oh god, how is this possible? I thought to myself before pressing my head into my pillow. “Don’t fan girl” I whispered to myself, knowing they won’t be able to hear it. I kept on repeating the words ‘Don’t fan girl’ in my head, over and over. “Are you ok?” Niall asked and he placed his hand on my back, making it even worse. “She just saw Harry Styles and Niall Horan from One Direction standing in her hospital room, what do you think?” Harry whispered to Niall “oh” was all that Niall could answer and a few seconds later I started struggling to keep my laugh in and I then decided to just let it out, so I started laughing.
Harry’s POV
“Are you ok?” Niall said as he walked up to her and placed his hand on her back. Oh my god, he’s an idiot! “She just saw Harry Styles and Niall Horan from One Direction standing in her hospital room, what do you think?” I whispered to him “oh” was all that he could answer and a few seconds later she bursted out in laughter. After a while I joined in and when I looked up, I saw Niall standing there frozen and with red cheeks. She sat up, facing us. “Hii” she said after rubbing her eyes, “Hii” Niall replied. “What are you doing here?” she asked and I could see that she’s trying to keep herself calm. Neither Niall nor I replied and after a while Niall nudged me- motioning me to talk. “Well the thing is…” I started off, but I soon got cut off by Niall. “The thing is Harry reads your story and when he saw the comment about you, he got really stressed and he was worried that you were going to die and he then told me about the story and he then got me all stressed out and worried about you and he then talked me into flying with him all the way just to come and see you and at the moment I have butterflies like crazy and I should probably talk slower, but you’re just so pretty so I have butterflies like crazy and I’ve already said that and UGH… I should probably just shut up” Niall said, talking all faster and faster, but when he said he should talk slower he did.
Niall’s POV
“, but you’re just so pretty so I have butterflies like crazy and I’ve already said that and UGH… I should probably just shut up” I said really embarrassing myself. I threw my hands up to my face and stood there with my head in my hands. I could hear Harry and Joan laughing and a few seconds later Harry pushed me forward. I could feel someone’s arms around me and when I removed my hands from my face, I saw Joan. For a moment I froze and when I finally snapped back to reality, I placed my arms around her and I could see a smile making it’s way on her face. She removed her arms around me before I removed mine from her and I then stepped back. “Sorry about that” Harry apologised for my behaviour. “It’s ok” she said after a while.
Harry’s POV
“Hii” I said as I moved forward and gave her a hug. “I’m a big fan of your work” I say and I can see the smile on her face shining even brighter. “Thanks” she answered, “to be honest I never thought Harry Styles would read my story” she said shyly. “Well to be honest I never thought that I would meet Love in the dark” I said once again her smile got brighter, she even got a small giggle out. “Would you mind if I make a call?” she asked and Niall and I nodded in reply.
Joan’s POV
I picked up my phone- yes the one that I threw out the window, yesterday I asked my mother if she could bring me my phone, luckily it didn’t break when I threw it. I went to Hayley’s name and dialled.
Hayley: Hii, I can’t talk now I’m in class
Joan: I don’t care how you do it, but get out of there and make sure to get your arse here and make it quick!
Hayley: Ok-ay, but why
Joan: You’ll see just get your arse here
Hayley: K
Joan: Bye and Hurry
Hayley: Bye
I ended the call and looked at Harry and Niall. For a few minutes there was an awkward silence, but it soon disappeared. “So how are you doing?” Niall asked “To be honest I don’t know, you should ask Hayley that” I said “Why?” Harry questioned. “Well the doctors mostly talk to my mother and to Hayley, they don’t really talk to me” I said being honest. “Oh” Harry managed to get out. “I’ve got one question?” Niall said “Yeah” I said “who’s Hayley?” Niall said, placing a smile on my face. “My best friend” I answered “Wait… is she Hold me tight?” Harry said, he had possibly put two and two together. “Yeah” I replied. “What is her surname?” Niall asked “Sprayberry” I replied. “So is she coming over here?” Harry asked a few seconds later. “Yeah” I replied knowing she is probably already running to the hospital. “How long will it take her to get from the school to the hospital?” Harry asked. “Trust me not too long” I said and by the look on Harry’s face it looks like he has a plan. “Niall” he said before he pulled him out of the room. A few seconds later only Niall returned. “Where’s...” I got out before Niall cut me off. “He’ll be back in a few seconds” Niall said “ok” I replied confused. “I’m back” Harry said when he pressed his head through the open door. “What did you do?” I questioned “well let’s just say that it won’t be long until Hayley arrives at the hospital” Harry said, leaving me still wondering and making me more curious than I currently am.
Notes
Hii hope you liked it...
Dancing in the dark
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Man Niall really screwed up
8/20/15