Love through a suicidal act...
Overreacting brother!
Haley’s POV
After waiting quite a while, the doctor finally let us in. My mother, my brother, Joan’s mother and I went in to see her. My mother just made sure she was ok, before leaving me and my brother with Joan’s mother at the hospital. When we went in the doctor told us that Joan won’t be waking up for quite a while, so if we want to go home we can go, but we refused so we sat there until she woke up. While we were waiting I opened the laptop and went online to see if anyone has replied to the comment and to be surprised quite a lot of people replied. Most of them just said that they love her and they are there if she needed someone to talk to, but there was one who stood out the most. The person asked a lot of questions about why and when. So as I waited I decided to reply to all of the comments and I mean it when I say all. I typed a response and a thank you to each of them and told them that I’ll show her as soon as she wakes up. Some of them wrote back also saying thank you and that she is grateful to have someone like me and when I read that, I felt flattered. After I replied to the comments, I closed the laptop and placed it next to Dylan who’s busy on his own laptop with only heaven knows what, WAIT! Let me correct that, the heaven doesn’t even know! In any case, I sat down on one of the chairs, until I fell asleep.
Dylan’s POV
After my sister placed her laptop next to me, she sat down on one of the chairs and fell asleep. Not long after she arrived in dreamland, Joan started waking up and I tried to wake my sister up, but she gave me a slap through the face and GOD DAMN IT!, It was sore. When Joan woke up, she was very confused and I had to explain what had happened. She didn’t look very happy, but she had to accept it. Her mother came walking in after she quickly went to the bathroom and when she saw Joan awake, she freaked out and her motherly instincts came through. After her mother calmed down, Joan finally got a chance to speak and she asked for Hayley. I then just motioned her to where Hayley was sleeping. She just nodded with a smile and turned back to me. “I’m…” she started off but I quickly cut her off. “Don’t…It’s fine, but if you try something like that EVER again, then it’s me and you!” I said and it placed a smile on her face. “Thanks, and I’ll remember that” she said after a while, with a bright smile. I moved my chair closer to her bed and took her hand in mine after I sat down on the chair.
We sat like that until her mother asked me to wake Hayley up. “NO!” I yelled the moment I heard those words and only after I yelled, did I realise how high my volume was. “Sorry, but she slapped me when I tried waking her up the previous time” I said while showing her mother the red mark her hand left behind on my cheek. “OUCH!” her mother said “Now wake her up” her mother said emotionless. “Fine” I said as I walked carefully towards my sister. I made sure to keep my distance between my sister and I, before I made an attempt to wake her up. “Hayley” I said as I tapped her repeatedly and when she finally moved I ran towards the bed, but it turned out that she had only repositioned herself. I once again moved towards the chair and started the process all over again. After failing again, I decided to change my words. “Joan’s awake” I said and before I could even tap her she jumped up, causing our heads to collide. I immediately placed my hands to my head as I stood there standing, just looking at my sister, whose not feeling any pain, well at least I don’t think so because she was hugging Joan to death. It’s a funny thing that I said hugging her to death, because Joan tried to commit suicide and she didn’t succeed, but it looks like my sister is finishing the job for her. “WAIT” I said as I moved towards them and separated them. “She just tried to commit suicide and didn’t succeed, so please don’t try now to finish the job for her” I said and as soon as I stopped talking both of them bursted out in laughter and told me that I’m just being an overreacting brother. “I’ll rather be an overreacting brother, than being an overreacting funeral guest” I replied after a while causing them to laugh even harder and I soon joined in on the laughter. My sister then walked to get her laptop and took it back to Joan.
Hayley’s POV
I picked my laptop up and walked back to Joan before opening it. I showed her the comments and as she started reading it she covered her mouth in disbelief not able to believe that people that don’t even know her care so much about her. “WOW” she finally got to say after finish reading the comments. “They care a lot” she said with disbelief and I just rubbed her on her back. “Do you mind?” she asked and I already knew what the question was. “Of course” I said and she then logged out and signed in on her own name.
Joan’s POV
I singed out and then signed in on my own name before I started typing a reply.
This is a message to everyone who had sent and message regarding me being in the hospital and also to everyone who still send a message.
I want to say a BIG thank you to all of you, for caring so much about me, that you typed a response and some was even more than a response. I couldn’t have asked for better fellow Directioners. Thank you to @Hold me tight, who is supporting me like every best friend should and a special thanks to Dylan who cheered me up without even knowing it. Sometimes people don’t realise what difference one word can make to your day or even just one action or one smile. I’ve never really realised how many people actually cared about me and it’s funny that it took a suicidal attempt for me to only realise all the little things that I have not noticed my entire life and when I say little things, I mean that one smile someone gave me to tell me that it’s going to be alright or just the touch of a hand or one silly action or joke.
So I just wanna say thank you to everyone who had a part in doing the little things that has now changed the way that I see life.
Love in the dark
xxx
PS: I’m still in the hospital
After I posted the reply I logged out and gave the laptop back to Hayley and she then logged into her name before she started reading the comment. Tears started rolling down her cheek and when she finished reading it she threw her arms around me. “Thank you” she said. “I’m the one who should thank you, because you’re one of them” I said and she them hugged me even tighter.
Hayley’s POV
After both of us pulled out of the hug, I started typing a reply to Joan’s comment.
Hii… As you’ve probably seen, Joan’s posted a comment, but I just want to inform you that she still isn’t out of danger. The doctor came in while she was sleeping and told us that she isn’t out of danger (like I’ve said).
Hold me tight
Was what I posted for a reply before I closed the laptop and moved it aside so that I could spent some time with my bestie.
After waiting quite a while, the doctor finally let us in. My mother, my brother, Joan’s mother and I went in to see her. My mother just made sure she was ok, before leaving me and my brother with Joan’s mother at the hospital. When we went in the doctor told us that Joan won’t be waking up for quite a while, so if we want to go home we can go, but we refused so we sat there until she woke up. While we were waiting I opened the laptop and went online to see if anyone has replied to the comment and to be surprised quite a lot of people replied. Most of them just said that they love her and they are there if she needed someone to talk to, but there was one who stood out the most. The person asked a lot of questions about why and when. So as I waited I decided to reply to all of the comments and I mean it when I say all. I typed a response and a thank you to each of them and told them that I’ll show her as soon as she wakes up. Some of them wrote back also saying thank you and that she is grateful to have someone like me and when I read that, I felt flattered. After I replied to the comments, I closed the laptop and placed it next to Dylan who’s busy on his own laptop with only heaven knows what, WAIT! Let me correct that, the heaven doesn’t even know! In any case, I sat down on one of the chairs, until I fell asleep.
Dylan’s POV
After my sister placed her laptop next to me, she sat down on one of the chairs and fell asleep. Not long after she arrived in dreamland, Joan started waking up and I tried to wake my sister up, but she gave me a slap through the face and GOD DAMN IT!, It was sore. When Joan woke up, she was very confused and I had to explain what had happened. She didn’t look very happy, but she had to accept it. Her mother came walking in after she quickly went to the bathroom and when she saw Joan awake, she freaked out and her motherly instincts came through. After her mother calmed down, Joan finally got a chance to speak and she asked for Hayley. I then just motioned her to where Hayley was sleeping. She just nodded with a smile and turned back to me. “I’m…” she started off but I quickly cut her off. “Don’t…It’s fine, but if you try something like that EVER again, then it’s me and you!” I said and it placed a smile on her face. “Thanks, and I’ll remember that” she said after a while, with a bright smile. I moved my chair closer to her bed and took her hand in mine after I sat down on the chair.
We sat like that until her mother asked me to wake Hayley up. “NO!” I yelled the moment I heard those words and only after I yelled, did I realise how high my volume was. “Sorry, but she slapped me when I tried waking her up the previous time” I said while showing her mother the red mark her hand left behind on my cheek. “OUCH!” her mother said “Now wake her up” her mother said emotionless. “Fine” I said as I walked carefully towards my sister. I made sure to keep my distance between my sister and I, before I made an attempt to wake her up. “Hayley” I said as I tapped her repeatedly and when she finally moved I ran towards the bed, but it turned out that she had only repositioned herself. I once again moved towards the chair and started the process all over again. After failing again, I decided to change my words. “Joan’s awake” I said and before I could even tap her she jumped up, causing our heads to collide. I immediately placed my hands to my head as I stood there standing, just looking at my sister, whose not feeling any pain, well at least I don’t think so because she was hugging Joan to death. It’s a funny thing that I said hugging her to death, because Joan tried to commit suicide and she didn’t succeed, but it looks like my sister is finishing the job for her. “WAIT” I said as I moved towards them and separated them. “She just tried to commit suicide and didn’t succeed, so please don’t try now to finish the job for her” I said and as soon as I stopped talking both of them bursted out in laughter and told me that I’m just being an overreacting brother. “I’ll rather be an overreacting brother, than being an overreacting funeral guest” I replied after a while causing them to laugh even harder and I soon joined in on the laughter. My sister then walked to get her laptop and took it back to Joan.
Hayley’s POV
I picked my laptop up and walked back to Joan before opening it. I showed her the comments and as she started reading it she covered her mouth in disbelief not able to believe that people that don’t even know her care so much about her. “WOW” she finally got to say after finish reading the comments. “They care a lot” she said with disbelief and I just rubbed her on her back. “Do you mind?” she asked and I already knew what the question was. “Of course” I said and she then logged out and signed in on her own name.
Joan’s POV
I singed out and then signed in on my own name before I started typing a reply.
This is a message to everyone who had sent and message regarding me being in the hospital and also to everyone who still send a message.
I want to say a BIG thank you to all of you, for caring so much about me, that you typed a response and some was even more than a response. I couldn’t have asked for better fellow Directioners. Thank you to @Hold me tight, who is supporting me like every best friend should and a special thanks to Dylan who cheered me up without even knowing it. Sometimes people don’t realise what difference one word can make to your day or even just one action or one smile. I’ve never really realised how many people actually cared about me and it’s funny that it took a suicidal attempt for me to only realise all the little things that I have not noticed my entire life and when I say little things, I mean that one smile someone gave me to tell me that it’s going to be alright or just the touch of a hand or one silly action or joke.
So I just wanna say thank you to everyone who had a part in doing the little things that has now changed the way that I see life.
Love in the dark
xxx
PS: I’m still in the hospital
After I posted the reply I logged out and gave the laptop back to Hayley and she then logged into her name before she started reading the comment. Tears started rolling down her cheek and when she finished reading it she threw her arms around me. “Thank you” she said. “I’m the one who should thank you, because you’re one of them” I said and she them hugged me even tighter.
Hayley’s POV
After both of us pulled out of the hug, I started typing a reply to Joan’s comment.
Hii… As you’ve probably seen, Joan’s posted a comment, but I just want to inform you that she still isn’t out of danger. The doctor came in while she was sleeping and told us that she isn’t out of danger (like I’ve said).
Hold me tight
Was what I posted for a reply before I closed the laptop and moved it aside so that I could spent some time with my bestie.
Notes
Hii, I just wanna say a thank you for the 4 votes! and also please vote, comment, etc. if you haven't yet.
Dancing in the dark
xoxo
Man Niall really screwed up
8/20/15