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Love through a suicidal act...

Letting go...

Joan’s POV
After Hayley left I ran up to my room and opened my laptop. I started typing, typing about the main character in my story who decides to commit suicide cause she can’t take it anymore. She locked her door and took a pill overdose. She wrote a letter to everyone she loves and taped it to her door. No body suspected a thing because the letter was on the inside, so they would only see it after they had found her.
After I posted the chapter, I stood up and grabbed the pill bottle and some water. I threw a bunch of pills in my hand and before I threw it into my mouth I said, “I can’t take this anymore” and I then swallowed it. I then repeated the action twice before I walked back into my room. I started drinking water so that the pills would dissolve faster. I sat on my bed with my laptop in front of me. I typed a letter to everyone I love and in the letter I explained why I did this and that I’m sorry it had to be this way. I told Hayley that I’m so sorry and it’s not her fault. I then told Dylan thanks for everything he has done for me over the years and thanks that he has always been there for me. I ended off saying, Thanks mother, Thanks bestie and Thanks big bro. I sat there for a while before I started to lose my consciousness and blacked out.

Hayley’s POV
After I left Joan’s house I walked back to my house and started getting dressed. When I saw that Joan updated on her story, I decided that I would read it when we come back. I threw on some clothes and walked out of my room. I walked into the kitchen and got something to eat before I walked to the TV and decided to watch a movie. While I was watching the movie something kept on telling me that I have to go to Joan’s because something isn’t right. I just ignored it and kept on watching the movie. When my mother returned from work, she took a shower before my brother arrived and also took a shower. After both of them finished showering we jumped into the car and drove to Joan’s house. My mother pressed the horn and we waited for about 5 minutes before my mother pressed the horn again, this time she pressed it multiple times. I decided to go have a look. I walked into the house and when I wanted to go up to her room, I called my brother to go have a look. He opened the door and what I saw, will never be erased from my memory. I saw Joan passed out on her bed and her laptop in front of her. I tried to stop it but I couldn’t, so I screamed. My brother covered his ears before he took his phone out of his pocket and when I stopped screaming, he called the ambulance. My idiotic brother also took a photo of her, so I hitted him hard on his shoulder. “OUCH” he cried “good” I said before I ran to Joan. I tried to get a reaction from her, but nothing worked. After a while of searching for a pulse, I found it and it sent a sign if relief through my body when I felt her heart beating. When I felt how slow her heart was beating, I knew we have to hurry. I started thinking about that feeling I had and I know if I had listened to it, this would’ve never happened and just by the thought of it, I started crying and Dylan pulled me in for a hug. “Don’t cry sis, she’s going to be ok” he said.
It didn’t take long for the ambulance to come and they then rushed her to the hospital. My mother called Joan’s mother and by the sound of it, she didn’t take it well. My brother and I went with my mother to the hospital and there they told us that if we had found her a few minutes later, she would’ve died. “I’m going home, but I’ll be back before you know it” my mother said before walking in the direction of the door. “Wait!” I yelled “yeah” my mother replied “bring my back my laptop” I asked and she nodded before she once again walked in the direction of the door. “Wait!” I yelled again “yeah” she said getting a little impatient “don’t forget the charger” I smiled “sure” she smiled before once again walking in the direction of the door and this time luckily not getting called back. Shortly after my mother left Joan’s mother arrived and we had to calm her down. We sat there waiting while the doctors worked on her. I walked up and down not able to hide my nervousness. “Sit down sis, you nervous makes me nervous” Dylan said as he motioned me to sit down. “I can’t, I’m too nervous” I replied as I kept on walking. Just then my mother walked in and handed me my laptop. I immediately sat down and opened my laptop. After it had start up, I immediately opened my browser and went to the fanfiction site. I opened my alerts and immediately went to Joan’s story. When I started reading her new chapter, tears came to my eyes. I realised that if I had just read her new chapter before I started watching the movie, nothing of this would’ve happened. Even though I struggled to see through my tears, I kept on reading. When I finished reading the chapter, I closed my laptop and waited for the doctors to finish. After quite a while of waiting, I opened my laptop and went to Joan’s story, only to find quite a few comments and I decided to let the readers in on the happenings.



Hii girls… Just wanna say that this story is on hold because @Love in the dark is in the hospital


*PICTURE*

The girl in the picture is @Love in the dark, well actually Joan Anderson before the ambulance took her to the hospital. She took and overdose of pills and when my brother and I finally found her, she barely had a pulse.
Sorry that I had to tell this to you. I really hope that she will get better cause I don’t wanna lose my best friend… I love her more than anything

@Hold me tight…



I posted the comment and I decided to add the picture that my brother took of her before the ambulance came.

Notes

Hii hope you liked it and thanks for the votes :)

Dancing in the dark
xoxo

Comments

Man Niall really screwed up

Ransom girl Ransom girl
8/20/15

@Call_Me_Godot

Awww... thanks, I love him to :) AND I love you too because you're really sweet!

I just feel like Harry's making sense. He called her out for pulling that usual teenager bs (because we all go through that phase where the worlds just out to get us) and told her she's being selfish and just choosing to ignore the unconditional love and support from her friends. Harry's easily one of the most logical characters I've ever read in any fan fiction. I love him :3

@Call_Me_Godot

Thanks, it means so much to me that you said that! :))

Holy Bhudda, Harry's reaction is exactly what I want to say to half of my friends when they bitch XD and what I wish they'd said to me when I went through my emo phase when I was 16.