Love through a suicidal act...
They look so familiar
Joan’s POV
Turning my back on Niall was the thing that had hurt me the most about last night. After Harry stormed out of the room, he didn’t return and after a while Niall also left. Seeing Niall so sad last night broke my heart and when he walked out of the room, I had to stop myself from getting out of bed and running towards him, and unfortunately I stopped myself. Neither one of them returned after they left the room and when Niall left, Hayley came to sit next to me. She placed her hand on my hand and said, “I know it wasn’t easy”. Tears slowly made their way down cheeks and didn’t even try to stop them. “It broke my heart to see him like that” I said after I wiped my tears away, just to make space for more. We sat like that for a while until I turned around and started thinking. Why did Harry say that I should’ve seen Niall’s face, and why don’t the other lovers compare to him?...
It can’t be… nobody loves me, well except Hayley, but that’s just sister love… NO I won’t believe that!
Niall’s POV
After I left the room I started searching for Harry and I am currently still searching. I walk past the cafeteria and decide to give it a skip because I’m not hungry.
Harry’s POV
When I returned to Joan’s room I opened the door and saw that Niall left and I then started searching for him, but since then I have just came up empty handed. I walk around a corner and something at the cafeteria catches my eye… Niall’s not there!
Niall’s POV
After I skipped the cafeteria, I’ve walked passed Joan’s door twice and every time I almost went in, but unfortunately I stopped myself. At the moment I’m just sitting on a chair in a hallway… busy being lost, wait let me correct that… being someone who lost Harry and now himself. Suddenly I feel something vibrating in my pocket, I take my phone out of my pocket and open the text.
To Niall: It’s Hayley, I just wanna know where you’re staying
From Niall: Don’t know, why?
Wait I could text Harry and ask him where he is…
To Niall: You could stay at my place?
From Niall: Thanks
To Niall: I send you the GPS coordinates
From Niall: ok
I start texting Harry and within a few seconds he had replied me.
From Harry: On my way…
I sit there waiting for Harry to come. When he finally came walking around the corner, I jumped up and we walk back to our driver. When we reached the car, we gave our driver the coordinates and within a few seconds, we arrived at the house. We walked up to the front door pulling our suitcases behind us. The lady who opened the door was Hayley’s mother and I could tell that because they look a lot like each other. Harry nudged me to started talking “Hii… umm Hayley said we can stay here” I said and a smile appeared on her face. “SO who’s Harry and who’s Niall?” she asked laughing. “I’m Niall and this is Harry” I said smiling. “Welcome” she said moving out of the door so that we could go through. She closed the door behind us and motioned us to follow her. She stopped when we reached a room that looked like a tv-room. “Dylan!” she yelled and a few seconds later a boy appeared. He looked the same age as Joan and Hayley, but anything is possible.
“Yes mum?” he said and only when he stopped talking did he see Harry and I. “Please show them their rooms” his mother said and he then directed us to follow him. He led us to a hall and then into a room. “Ok one of you can stay here and the other one can stay in the room next door” he said before motioning one of us to follow him. I directed Harry that he can get this room and that I will take the other room. I followed him and we walked into a white room. “If you need anything, I’m next door” he said before walking out. “Wait…” I said and he immediately stopped and turned around “Yeah” he said. “This might sound rude, but I’m kinda curious” I said and he just nodded. “How old are you?” I asked and he just smiled before he answered, “17”. “Oh ok” I said before he turned around and walked away- leaving me by myself.
Dylan’s POV
Why on earth do those two guys look so familiar? Wait… wait… wait!!! I rush into my sister’s room and there it is… the reason why they look so familiar. “Oh…wait does that mean…AAAAAAAAAAH!!!” I place my hands over my mouth to prevent me from screaming again!
I turn around- to go back to my room- only to find the two guys- who I now recognise as Harry and Niall- standing in the door. “Was that you?” Harry asked as he tried to keep his laugh in. “Oops” was al that I could get out. Before I knew it, Harry and Niall both bursted into laughter and I soon joined in. “Oh My God… I sounded like a girl” I said when I stopped laughing… well just for a few seconds before I started laughing again. When we finally stopped laughing Niall asked, “Why did you fan girl?” “What the fuck? I just fangirled when I found out you were Niall and Harry… and I thought my sister was crazy!” I said and I can feel my cheeks burning from embarrassment. “Did you not recognise us?” Harry asked with a smirk on his face. “When I saw you for the first time you looked familiar and for some reason I walked into my sister’s room and when I saw you guys on the poster I found my light switch” I said pointing towards the HUGE-UNMISSABLE-ONE-DIRECTION-POSTER, on my sister’s wall. “Yeah we kinda saw it the moment we walked in” Niall said with a huge smile on his face. “I thought so” I said returning the smile. “So Hayley is your sister?” Harry asked “Yeah” I proudly replied and it didn’t take long before he asked the question I’ve been expecting, “Does she have a boyfriend?”
Harry’s POV
“Depends” he replied with a smirk on his face. “Depends?” I ask confused. “Depends who you are” he replied- still with a smirk on his face. “So if I’m Harry will it be a No, she doesn’t have a boyfriend” I ask hoping he would say yes- if I’m Harry she doesn’t have a boyfriend. “Maybe” he replied before smiling. It didn’t take long after that before Niall asked the question he’s been burning to ask, “Does Joan have a boyfriend?”
Niall’s POV
“No, and I don’t think she will have a boyfriend anytime soon, because I’ve been trying for quite a few years now and I’ve never succeeded” he replied and I kinda believe him when he says that he doesn’t think she’ll have one soon, because if I gotta say so myself, he’s fucking good looking and I think if he asks another girl she’ll say yes within a split second. “-but even though she sometimes shut me out, she still takes my breath away each time she just walks into the room…”
My curiosity gets the best of me and before I know it, the words had already escaped my mouth, “Why did she try to commit suicide?” “You don’t know” Harry asked and I just shook my head. “I thought I told you?” Harry asked. Dylan interrupted “It doesn’t matter” he paused before going on “Everyone picks on her and they call her fat” He said before he took a seat on his sister’s bed. “She’s not even fat” I said after I took a seat on the floor. “I know” Dylan replied after a while. “She’s actually beautiful” I said looking at the floor I’m sitting on. “Try telling her that” Dylan replied.
Harry’s POV
I wonder why Joan said nobody loves her, when she has Hayley and obviously Dylan… It doesn’t make sense, well she probably has a reason, but that’s no excuse to be rude to someone, JUST because they told you that you’re worthy of someone’s love. I know being called fat isn’t fun and I know that after a while you start to believe them, but there has to be a bigger reason why she said no one loves her and she’s not worthy of someone’s love.
Turning my back on Niall was the thing that had hurt me the most about last night. After Harry stormed out of the room, he didn’t return and after a while Niall also left. Seeing Niall so sad last night broke my heart and when he walked out of the room, I had to stop myself from getting out of bed and running towards him, and unfortunately I stopped myself. Neither one of them returned after they left the room and when Niall left, Hayley came to sit next to me. She placed her hand on my hand and said, “I know it wasn’t easy”. Tears slowly made their way down cheeks and didn’t even try to stop them. “It broke my heart to see him like that” I said after I wiped my tears away, just to make space for more. We sat like that for a while until I turned around and started thinking. Why did Harry say that I should’ve seen Niall’s face, and why don’t the other lovers compare to him?...
It can’t be… nobody loves me, well except Hayley, but that’s just sister love… NO I won’t believe that!
Niall’s POV
After I left the room I started searching for Harry and I am currently still searching. I walk past the cafeteria and decide to give it a skip because I’m not hungry.
Harry’s POV
When I returned to Joan’s room I opened the door and saw that Niall left and I then started searching for him, but since then I have just came up empty handed. I walk around a corner and something at the cafeteria catches my eye… Niall’s not there!
Niall’s POV
After I skipped the cafeteria, I’ve walked passed Joan’s door twice and every time I almost went in, but unfortunately I stopped myself. At the moment I’m just sitting on a chair in a hallway… busy being lost, wait let me correct that… being someone who lost Harry and now himself. Suddenly I feel something vibrating in my pocket, I take my phone out of my pocket and open the text.
To Niall: It’s Hayley, I just wanna know where you’re staying
From Niall: Don’t know, why?
Wait I could text Harry and ask him where he is…
To Niall: You could stay at my place?
From Niall: Thanks
To Niall: I send you the GPS coordinates
From Niall: ok
I start texting Harry and within a few seconds he had replied me.
From Harry: On my way…
I sit there waiting for Harry to come. When he finally came walking around the corner, I jumped up and we walk back to our driver. When we reached the car, we gave our driver the coordinates and within a few seconds, we arrived at the house. We walked up to the front door pulling our suitcases behind us. The lady who opened the door was Hayley’s mother and I could tell that because they look a lot like each other. Harry nudged me to started talking “Hii… umm Hayley said we can stay here” I said and a smile appeared on her face. “SO who’s Harry and who’s Niall?” she asked laughing. “I’m Niall and this is Harry” I said smiling. “Welcome” she said moving out of the door so that we could go through. She closed the door behind us and motioned us to follow her. She stopped when we reached a room that looked like a tv-room. “Dylan!” she yelled and a few seconds later a boy appeared. He looked the same age as Joan and Hayley, but anything is possible.
“Yes mum?” he said and only when he stopped talking did he see Harry and I. “Please show them their rooms” his mother said and he then directed us to follow him. He led us to a hall and then into a room. “Ok one of you can stay here and the other one can stay in the room next door” he said before motioning one of us to follow him. I directed Harry that he can get this room and that I will take the other room. I followed him and we walked into a white room. “If you need anything, I’m next door” he said before walking out. “Wait…” I said and he immediately stopped and turned around “Yeah” he said. “This might sound rude, but I’m kinda curious” I said and he just nodded. “How old are you?” I asked and he just smiled before he answered, “17”. “Oh ok” I said before he turned around and walked away- leaving me by myself.
Dylan’s POV
Why on earth do those two guys look so familiar? Wait… wait… wait!!! I rush into my sister’s room and there it is… the reason why they look so familiar. “Oh…wait does that mean…AAAAAAAAAAH!!!” I place my hands over my mouth to prevent me from screaming again!
I turn around- to go back to my room- only to find the two guys- who I now recognise as Harry and Niall- standing in the door. “Was that you?” Harry asked as he tried to keep his laugh in. “Oops” was al that I could get out. Before I knew it, Harry and Niall both bursted into laughter and I soon joined in. “Oh My God… I sounded like a girl” I said when I stopped laughing… well just for a few seconds before I started laughing again. When we finally stopped laughing Niall asked, “Why did you fan girl?” “What the fuck? I just fangirled when I found out you were Niall and Harry… and I thought my sister was crazy!” I said and I can feel my cheeks burning from embarrassment. “Did you not recognise us?” Harry asked with a smirk on his face. “When I saw you for the first time you looked familiar and for some reason I walked into my sister’s room and when I saw you guys on the poster I found my light switch” I said pointing towards the HUGE-UNMISSABLE-ONE-DIRECTION-POSTER, on my sister’s wall. “Yeah we kinda saw it the moment we walked in” Niall said with a huge smile on his face. “I thought so” I said returning the smile. “So Hayley is your sister?” Harry asked “Yeah” I proudly replied and it didn’t take long before he asked the question I’ve been expecting, “Does she have a boyfriend?”
Harry’s POV
“Depends” he replied with a smirk on his face. “Depends?” I ask confused. “Depends who you are” he replied- still with a smirk on his face. “So if I’m Harry will it be a No, she doesn’t have a boyfriend” I ask hoping he would say yes- if I’m Harry she doesn’t have a boyfriend. “Maybe” he replied before smiling. It didn’t take long after that before Niall asked the question he’s been burning to ask, “Does Joan have a boyfriend?”
Niall’s POV
“No, and I don’t think she will have a boyfriend anytime soon, because I’ve been trying for quite a few years now and I’ve never succeeded” he replied and I kinda believe him when he says that he doesn’t think she’ll have one soon, because if I gotta say so myself, he’s fucking good looking and I think if he asks another girl she’ll say yes within a split second. “-but even though she sometimes shut me out, she still takes my breath away each time she just walks into the room…”
My curiosity gets the best of me and before I know it, the words had already escaped my mouth, “Why did she try to commit suicide?” “You don’t know” Harry asked and I just shook my head. “I thought I told you?” Harry asked. Dylan interrupted “It doesn’t matter” he paused before going on “Everyone picks on her and they call her fat” He said before he took a seat on his sister’s bed. “She’s not even fat” I said after I took a seat on the floor. “I know” Dylan replied after a while. “She’s actually beautiful” I said looking at the floor I’m sitting on. “Try telling her that” Dylan replied.
Harry’s POV
I wonder why Joan said nobody loves her, when she has Hayley and obviously Dylan… It doesn’t make sense, well she probably has a reason, but that’s no excuse to be rude to someone, JUST because they told you that you’re worthy of someone’s love. I know being called fat isn’t fun and I know that after a while you start to believe them, but there has to be a bigger reason why she said no one loves her and she’s not worthy of someone’s love.
Notes
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8/20/15