‘’Don’t you just love autumn, Harry?’’ Jacob laughs as he steps outside, the nice September breeze hitting our faces.

‘’Eh, not my favorite.. but its alright, I guess.’’ I shrug lightly as we reach his car.

I get in quickly, hoping that no one would see me. Lately I’ve been trying to hide myself. I’ve been succeeding at it too, and that’s a thing to be proud of. I’ve been locked away in my house, thinking on just how I’m going to surprise Dovie.

God made Dovie perfectly. I only know so little about her. But I’m already in love.

She’s a beautiful girl who has an amazing heart and a strong personality. I would end up killing myself if I lost my mother the way she did.

I’ve been emailing with her brother, James. We just discuss the best ways to surprise her. He said she would love anything, and I plan to make her smile brightly when she sees me. He said he got my letter, and he promised its all one big secret.

He said the only person that knew was his girlfriend, and she was in on it from the start. He had mentioned that if he didn’t get a reply from me that he’d just let it all go. But I replied, only because I really want to meet Dovie.

‘’So when are you going to see the winner?’’ Jacob asks me, he doesn’t know who it is or anything else about her, nothing at all.

‘’I’m flying out tomorrow..’’ I sigh gently, thinking that I get to meet this beautiful girl sooner than I thought I would.

I take my phone out and log in into my email from the Google App. It loads quickly and I was greeted with my email inbox.

I smile at my phone screen as I see that James had quickly replied to my last message, despite the time there.

It was only one or two in the afternoon here, I wasn’t too sure on the exact time though, but early in the morning for them.

I think maybe it was like six or seven a.m. over there. But I knew he cared too much about his sister to let a little thing like time zones affect this little set up of ours.

James Hayward:
The best time would be around lunch. She has to do an ultrasound that afternoon. And she has to get some tests done that morning. At the moment, as you wished to know, she’s singing softly along with one of your songs. Clouds I think? I’m not too sure.. I’m not really the one to remember titles and all.

I smile gently as I type my reply message. I see from the corner of my eye that Jacob was looking over at me.

‘’What are you doing, Harry?’’ He asks curiously.

‘’Um.. texting my sister.’’ I lie, I didn’t want him to know anything about this. He just nods and continues focusing on the road.

Me:
Okay, that’s fine with me. She’s a true fan, eh? I can’t wait to meet her. You honestly have no idea how I feel about this. I’m so excited and I just can’t wait any longer. Oh and I’m bringing her a present from London, since she’s in love with the idea of the city.

I lock my phone once I knew the email had sent to him. I sigh to myself as I look out the window. London was flying by fast.

We were on our way to the airport, I had an interview in Paris on some talk show tonight so I had to leave as soon as possible.

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The hotel bed was hard. It was rough. It was all of these things combined. I hadn’t checked my email since the last message I sent.

Perhaps I should do that, just to make sure I didn’t miss anything important.

I unlock my phone and log in to my email once again. Some times I log out, others I don’t. My inbox pops up and see that I have two new messages from James.

I smile gently as I open the first one that was sent, then the next.

James Hayward:
I’m happy for you. And I’m sure she’ll pass out, or cry her eyes out, or scream. I don’t know though, she’s a little bipolar so I’m not too sure what she might do!

James Hayward:
Oh really! She’ll love that. And yes, she’s in love with the city. She swears before she dies she’s going to see it for her self. I want it for her, but we don’t have the money for all of that stuff. But as for now, she still dreams. And she doesn’t give up.

As I read this, and I read what he tells me about his sister. I know for sure that I’m going to love this girl just for who she is.

I mean love her as a friend, a person, and all the other things. But mainly, I’m just going to love her..

Dovie seems like the kind of girl who tries to be herself, but can’t because of her insecurities. I can just sense that’s how she is. I’m sure he was serious about the bipolar part, so yeah. That’s another thing.

But, I didn’t care if Dovie was bipolar. If she was hyper. Or if she had some sort of disease.. I was going to meet her, no matter what.

And I’m going to love her…

I’m going to love her forever. For whatever reasons she denies it, I’ll swear it to her. I’ll love her, no matter what. I’ll love her..

Unconditionally.

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