Redrum

i cant even think straight walking out of this basement. with everything in me i have to get tem out of here. i feel like some sort of protector as if everything so far that has happened tonight has brought out a side of me i had no idea that i had, i didnt know i had te strength to do any of that. i killed 3 people. and theres still more still in here. adam, india, lilly and whoever is behind this. who knows if they have more people all i know is that i cant start to get scared now. who cares if im a girl with whats happened im more than happy to fight for these guys. even if they wont. i know i have the strength to fight for all of us and im ok with that. as were walking down teh hall i feel like im weighed down with the three of them grabbing onto any part of me they can. liam has my hand harry has the other and louis is behind me holding my shirt. "guys im not trying to make light of the situation but i cant hardly move with how hard yall are holding onto me." i say trying not to laugh remembering how zayn held onto me before we found mike. he had the worst death grip on my arm and i know there are marks from his nails in my arm.

as i say that their grip somwhat loosens on my hands but louis gets tighter. i snap my head to turn behind me to tell louis to loosen up as i see a figure behind him. before i can even say anything hes grabbed making liam and harry turn with wide eyes. "now now. dont move." he says stepping into my light. i see that its adam. "im sure youve figured this out by now. so ill just take him and you can keep trying to find a way out even though you wont be leaving here unless youre all in body bags." he spits holding onto louis. "thats not gonna happen." liam says. liams tough i know this everyone knows this especially when his family is in harms way. adam stands there with the most devilish smile ive ever seen. "just let him go. cant you see youve done enough." i ask. i dont know what willed me to say the next part but i did. "look this is about me right?" i ask and he slowly nods as harry and liam tighten their grips now on my arms. liams not stupid he knows what ill offer. "then take me. let them leave and take me with you. i wont fight. just let me watch them leave and ill go with you..... willingly." i say and louis' eyes get wide. "no shut up cadyn." harry spits yanking my arm back.

"im serious. let them leave and ill come. please they dont have to die. please i cant loose anyone else." i cry. adam and i have a staring contest for what seems like ever until he releases louis and shoves him and liam and they almost fall, he grabs my arm and spins me so my back is to his front holding me in place. "i will let them go, but you are staying with me." he says as he starts to walk backwards. "follow me boys." he says not turning around and they stand frozen as a gun is placed beside my head. they reluctantly and slowly start to follow. he takes us down a few corridors and i recognize were getting closer to the door. he stands still and points. "alright go. she stays if you try anything i shoot her." he says "wait let me say goodbye. please." i beg "if im going to die let me say goodbye to them" i continue to beg him and he rolls his eyes. "fine" he says and lets go but grabs my hand as i reach to hug them. louis is the first and he pulls me into a tight hug. "please dont do this." he says i can tell hes fighting to hold it in. "just go and call the cops" i whisper and he nods. i turn to liam and he holds me tight as he can while the d-bag has my arm. "i love you. well find a way to get back in and get you." he whispers. i nod and turn to harry. "jsut go please i cant have you die as well. please just take care of liam and lou." i say, he grabs my face and kisses me. he pulls away "dont be brave just come with us." he says as his head is against mine. "alright thtas enough." adam says and yanks me back hard that my arm stings at the force.

adam opens the door to let them out and they all stand on the other side and just stare at us. "ready" he asks. i nod "i never said theyd leave alive." he whispers and points the gun at harry and fires.

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