More Than Words

I reached safe and sound to my home after hours over flying, filled with tears and heart ache. I unlocked the door with my key since Ginger wasn’t at home apparently. I went inside up to my room where I dropped my bag and crashed on my bed directly as tears kept shedding till they made me pass out in sleep.


“Vie!! What are you doing here!?! What happened!?!” I woke up suddenly to the screams of worry coming from Ginger as she came back home. “Answer me buddy! Tell me did you and Zayn fight?!” she kept throwing in questions and I stayed quite as I picked myself up and sat in bed silent just looking at her as I shed tears all of a sudden quietly. “This is unbearable! I’m calling someone for answers! Stop crying please I’m going to cry too!” Ginger warned me as she rushed and gave me a hug and sat on the edge of the bed. She then left me after I calmed down a bit, and picked her phone to do a phone call downstairs. I stood up and changed to my Pjs as I washed my face in the bathroom and went downstairs confused since Ginger was yelling on the phone.


“Louis this is nonsense! Come on I mean why did you let her go!? Where is Zayn?! Give him the phone I want to have a word with him now!” She yelled as I ran and stole her phone from her hand and closed the call.”Gee stop! I can’t handle it anymore! Please!” I yelled my lungs out to try to stop her from worrying crazy over my case. “Vie please just relax here beside me and tell me what happened.” She said trying to calm me down, as I sat beside her on the couch and explained everything. She could not be any angrier with Zayn right now; I told her all I need is to go back to work tomorrow and just drown myself so that I forget eventually. She agreed as we kept hugging and eventually went up to bed for the next day to start. I took my phone from my bag to plug it in the charger; as I noticed the notifications are going crazy on the phone. Endless calls from Dani, El, Louis, Niall, and more than 8 calls and 3 messages from Zayn. I couldn’t help myself from crying silently as I opened the messages:


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From: Zayn
Sent at: 9:55am

“I know you don’t want to talk to me anymore; but please just tell me you are alright.”

From: Zayn
Sent at: 2:45pm

“Violet I just want to know if you reached safely; just reply even if it was 1 single word I beg of you.”

From: Zayn
Sent at: 5:32pm

“Stop ignoring me! I know you hate me now, but just put it on the side and answer me!”

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I closed my phone and kept crying as I oversaw the whole day in front my eyes. I didn’t want this to end, not me and Zayn. I had to protect myself from anymore pain that might come through my way, but in the same time I wanted to call Zayn and tell him that I cant stop thinking about him and I need him with me now! I wanted to scream in his face: “I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I LOVE YOU!!!” that made me cry more and more as I curled myself in bed and passed in sleep.

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