More Than Words

“Vie open the door!” Dani and Liam screamed from outside as I unzipped my bag and started shoving the clothes inside, as tears drowned my facial appearance. “Sweetie open up its Harry come on!” Harry yelled from outside as he knocked the door; I didn’t reply to anyone as I sniffed and cried loudly as I packed. I suddenly hear Zayn’s voice crumbling from the outside saying:”Open the door Violet.” He was so calm and I was insanely furious I could not control my emotions so I just opened the door with complete force and anger as I cried more.


“What do you want?!” I yelled in his face as he widened his eyes and looked at me in complete anger silently. He stroke his eye on the bed as he saw my bag opened and already half full. “What are you doing?” he asked me this question as if I was in an investigation of a multiple crime suspect. “I’m leaving you with you magazine and our strong trust bond that we had! Isn’t that what you want?!” I couldn’t stop crying and yelling in his face as his eyes became colourless and full of frustrated madness. “Stop this non sense and come inside so we can talk!” Niall yelled as everyone was outside still watching in worry and frustration. “stop what you’re doing.” Zayn said in a crazy silent tone as I felt that I can slap his face in a 360 degree to show me some emotions. I went back to the bag and proceeded as I forced myself to pack faster. I then hear Zayn’s footstep come inside the room and close the door on us only, leaving the others outside.


“Sit down and talk to me.” He demanded as his face was scratching the love that he had for me. I turned and I sat on the bed but persevered to precede packing. He sat a bit farther than where I did on the bed and started to talk: “Do you think I want you to leave?” he said with no sense of emotion spice. “Zayn I can’t do this anymore; I need to keep my mouth shut on anything that happens wrong from your side just because your famous and when I get into something that never existed in the first place, I get blamed by the only person I care about lately?!” I yelled as I zipped the bag and stood up all of a sudden. “You want to leave me?” he said those words separately after I heard his breathing get harder and harder. “You leave me no choice, if there is no trust between us in a mutual amount then I can’t proceed; I wish you all the best really and thank you for all what you have done. I needed this slap from you to wake up to the reality.”


I said those words which made him look lower than he was looking at and not turning to face me at all as I walked out of the door and the guys started pulling my bag. I kept pulling it from their hands and I felt all of a sudden an unstoppable strength filled with anger and heart break. “Vie stop please! This is nonsense you guys can talk it over come on I beg you!” Louis screamed as I walked ahead not looking at any one of them and they were all crying my name as I walked downstairs and they tried to follow. I couldn’t take it looking at my friends, I knew if I turned I would cry and weaken which will show how easy I was. I went downstairs and started fetching a taxi, as Harry jumped in front of me and Liam followed since they were the fastest.


“Vie stop this; if you care about us at least just let me drive you instead of taking a taxi please, I know I can’t convince you to do anything but I beg you please let me drive you to the airport.” Liam yelled begging me outside with Harry trying to take the bag from my hand. I don’t know what happened to me at that moment but all of a sudden I dropped my bag on the ground and I rushed to Liam’s arms hugging him so tight and crying like a new born child who just found out she was an orphan. He and harry embraced me harder than ever and kept calming me down as Harry carried my bag and Liam walked with me to the car as I kept the tears going all the time. We reached the airport after I noticed that I cried my eyes out all the way long. They took me both inside and I kept holding onto Liam and crying with a complete body shiver. “1 ticket please.” Liam said as we stood in front of the flight counter to my hometown. He looked at me directly as I gave him the passport and the money in order for him to give it to the hostess. “Flight 365 at 11:30; half an hour from now; enjoy!” the hostess said as she handed the ticket to Liam and Harry stood beside me, patting my back softly to make me stop tearing for now at least. “I still am asking you Darling; please don’t leave and stay to talk it out with Zayn, please Violet.” Liam said again as he and harry looked at me as I shredded tears in front of the departure gate. “I Love you all so much; but I-I can’t ... I need to take a stand for myself Liam; please apologise to all of the others, I couldn’t control myself. Harry I’m going to miss you so much cheek dimples.” I sniffed and cried slower as I forced myself to talk and say all this to the 2 boys. They rushed to me at the same time and hugged me with really depressed faces and kept rubbing my back till I let go finally and entered the gate right to the plane.

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