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The same battle...
Harry’s POV
I sat there with her in my arms and after a while she had fell asleep. When I told her that I know how she feels, I wasn’t lying cause I know exactly how she feels.
Leah’s POV
I woke up and when I looked around me, Harry was gone. I looked at the time and saw that it was only 19:00. I stood up and looked around for my slippers. I had put my slippers on and then started to find my way down the stairs. When I reached the bottom I looked in to the living room and there in front of the tv sat my mother and Harry. I only noticed that they saw me, when I heard my mother’s voice, “Hey sweetheart, you’re awake” she said. I went and sit down on one of the couches and just sat there. Different thoughts came through my mind like: Why did Lily and Jesy leave? Why is Harry still here? What did Harry mean by ‘I know how you feel’? That one ‘I know how you feel’ stayed, but the others left.
What did Harry meant when he said those words? Has he also lost someone that he loved and if yes, When and How? My thoughts were soon interrupted when my mom asked me if I wanted hot chocolate. I immediately nodded and I then saw her leave and enter the kitchen. “Leah” Harry said as he came to sit next to me “Yeah” I said barely audible “I’ve gotta tell you something” he then said “and I’ve gotta ask you something” I said “you first” Harry then said “NO you first” I replied, after a while Harry gave in and he started.
“Ok this isn’t going to be easy, but I have to tell you sooner or later” he started “Remember when I said that I know how you feel” he said and I nodded in response “well I guess you’ve been wondering about that” he adds and again I nod in response. He took a deep breath and started “A few years ago I met a girl who I almost couldn’t believe was human cause she was so amazing and after a while we started dating. I thought that nothing could ruin our picture perfect life, until one day when she drove us to her house and we started fighting” he said as tears came rolling down his cheeks “I told her that I hated her and she then bursted into tears and I guess she couldn’t see through her tears. We crashed… and afterwards… I found out that it was only a 100m from her house” he cried.
Harry’s POV
“We crashed… and afterwards… I found out that it was only a 100m from her house” I cried and when I looked up I saw Leah also crying. “What happened after the crash?” she suddenly asked and I then realised that it was the same question I asked her when she told me her story. The reason why I asked her that question was because the exact same thing happened to me.
“I looked around me and saw that I was still in the wreckage, but I couldn’t find her. I climbed out of the wreckage and found her lying on the side of the road and I quickly saw what had happened. She had hit her head on the sidewalk and it was bleeding like crazy. I ran to her and took her into my arms and I started saying that I didn’t mean it when I said that I hated her and that I actually loved her. She then looked up to me and smiled. She then told me that she loved me to and after those words her heart just stopped beating and I then realised that she had used her very last breath to say ‘I love you’. I then started crying like crazy and I couldn’t stop.” he said and then paused to look at me “I also had to go to the hospital and when I arrived at home the next day I also broke down, I also saw her in front of me the whole time, I saw the good times that we shared and I then realised that I’ll never see her again. That day I kept on screaming and crying until one of my friends came over after my mom had called them cause she couldn’t calm me. He did the same thing with me that I did with you and just like you I also calmed after a while. When I sat there I also realised that I’ll never hear her laugh or her voice ever again, but the day I met you everything changed. The way you smile, is just like the way she used to smile, the way you talk and your voice is just like she used to talk and just like her voice used to sound like, the way you walk, dress and all that stuff is just like she used to do” I said and after I stopped, then only did I realise what I have just said.
“Does it hurt you to see me?” she asked softly through her tears “Yeah, but not that much” I reply hoping that I didn’t offend her. “oh” she replied softly as she looked up at me. “But when I’m with you I forget about all my pain and just worry about yours” I say and I can see how her cheeks start to turn a light shade of red and I can see a small smile making it’s way on her face. WOW! Once again she looks prettier than any other girl on earth and I’m not saying this cause I’m missing Deliah, I’m saying this because I really mean it.
Leah’s POV
I sat there wondering if my mother was fetching the hot chocolate on Planet de la Doesn’t exist or if she was just using that as an excuse…
I can’t believe that Harry went through the same sadness and that his girlfriend also died in his arms saying that she loved him. What hurt me most of all was when he told me that I talk like her, I walk like her, I dress like her and I sound like her…
I never thought that one of my friends would go through the same battle than me, well I didn’t think that they would make it out alive, well actually I don’t know if I can be that strong, I don’t know if I’ll be able to fight my battle, I don’t know if I’ll be able to win, I don’t know if all my weak places would make me lose, but most of all, I’m afraid that again I’ll lose someone in the battle…
I sat there with her in my arms and after a while she had fell asleep. When I told her that I know how she feels, I wasn’t lying cause I know exactly how she feels.
Leah’s POV
I woke up and when I looked around me, Harry was gone. I looked at the time and saw that it was only 19:00. I stood up and looked around for my slippers. I had put my slippers on and then started to find my way down the stairs. When I reached the bottom I looked in to the living room and there in front of the tv sat my mother and Harry. I only noticed that they saw me, when I heard my mother’s voice, “Hey sweetheart, you’re awake” she said. I went and sit down on one of the couches and just sat there. Different thoughts came through my mind like: Why did Lily and Jesy leave? Why is Harry still here? What did Harry mean by ‘I know how you feel’? That one ‘I know how you feel’ stayed, but the others left.
What did Harry meant when he said those words? Has he also lost someone that he loved and if yes, When and How? My thoughts were soon interrupted when my mom asked me if I wanted hot chocolate. I immediately nodded and I then saw her leave and enter the kitchen. “Leah” Harry said as he came to sit next to me “Yeah” I said barely audible “I’ve gotta tell you something” he then said “and I’ve gotta ask you something” I said “you first” Harry then said “NO you first” I replied, after a while Harry gave in and he started.
“Ok this isn’t going to be easy, but I have to tell you sooner or later” he started “Remember when I said that I know how you feel” he said and I nodded in response “well I guess you’ve been wondering about that” he adds and again I nod in response. He took a deep breath and started “A few years ago I met a girl who I almost couldn’t believe was human cause she was so amazing and after a while we started dating. I thought that nothing could ruin our picture perfect life, until one day when she drove us to her house and we started fighting” he said as tears came rolling down his cheeks “I told her that I hated her and she then bursted into tears and I guess she couldn’t see through her tears. We crashed… and afterwards… I found out that it was only a 100m from her house” he cried.
Harry’s POV
“We crashed… and afterwards… I found out that it was only a 100m from her house” I cried and when I looked up I saw Leah also crying. “What happened after the crash?” she suddenly asked and I then realised that it was the same question I asked her when she told me her story. The reason why I asked her that question was because the exact same thing happened to me.
“I looked around me and saw that I was still in the wreckage, but I couldn’t find her. I climbed out of the wreckage and found her lying on the side of the road and I quickly saw what had happened. She had hit her head on the sidewalk and it was bleeding like crazy. I ran to her and took her into my arms and I started saying that I didn’t mean it when I said that I hated her and that I actually loved her. She then looked up to me and smiled. She then told me that she loved me to and after those words her heart just stopped beating and I then realised that she had used her very last breath to say ‘I love you’. I then started crying like crazy and I couldn’t stop.” he said and then paused to look at me “I also had to go to the hospital and when I arrived at home the next day I also broke down, I also saw her in front of me the whole time, I saw the good times that we shared and I then realised that I’ll never see her again. That day I kept on screaming and crying until one of my friends came over after my mom had called them cause she couldn’t calm me. He did the same thing with me that I did with you and just like you I also calmed after a while. When I sat there I also realised that I’ll never hear her laugh or her voice ever again, but the day I met you everything changed. The way you smile, is just like the way she used to smile, the way you talk and your voice is just like she used to talk and just like her voice used to sound like, the way you walk, dress and all that stuff is just like she used to do” I said and after I stopped, then only did I realise what I have just said.
“Does it hurt you to see me?” she asked softly through her tears “Yeah, but not that much” I reply hoping that I didn’t offend her. “oh” she replied softly as she looked up at me. “But when I’m with you I forget about all my pain and just worry about yours” I say and I can see how her cheeks start to turn a light shade of red and I can see a small smile making it’s way on her face. WOW! Once again she looks prettier than any other girl on earth and I’m not saying this cause I’m missing Deliah, I’m saying this because I really mean it.
Leah’s POV
I sat there wondering if my mother was fetching the hot chocolate on Planet de la Doesn’t exist or if she was just using that as an excuse…
I can’t believe that Harry went through the same sadness and that his girlfriend also died in his arms saying that she loved him. What hurt me most of all was when he told me that I talk like her, I walk like her, I dress like her and I sound like her…
I never thought that one of my friends would go through the same battle than me, well I didn’t think that they would make it out alive, well actually I don’t know if I can be that strong, I don’t know if I’ll be able to fight my battle, I don’t know if I’ll be able to win, I don’t know if all my weak places would make me lose, but most of all, I’m afraid that again I’ll lose someone in the battle…
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Dancing in the dark
Hii I just wanna say that I'm putting this story on hold, but it probably won't be for too long... and I also just wanna add that I have a new story, Love through a suicidal act, if you wanna read it.
Dancing in the dark
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7/8/15