You Are My Eyes (Haven't been edited)
Faults (Chapter 27)
(Harry’s P.O.V)
“Harry take your clothes off,” Ivy ordered breaking of our heated kiss.
I was shock by her words. I mean really shock. “Wow….Ivy….I didn’t know you want me that bad, not that I have a problem with it” I chuckled. “Oh my goodness…..no, I mean take of yours clothes and get change because you still haven’t changed and you might catch a cold,” she explained while blushing tremendously.
I just laughed at her embarrassment. “It’s not funny…..go and get change…..I won’t be able to make you a soup if you get sick,” she covered her face with in her hand. “Awww you want to make me a soup?” I asked in an awe.
She is extremely cute when she is embarrassed. “Of course I do if you are sick…because you made one for me…..but unfortunately…..I might end up burning a house down,” she muffled still covering her face.
I walked towards my bed and put her down gently. “Don’t ever hide your face from me because you look amazingly cute when you blush,” I uncovered her face and was still visibly red. I cupped her face and placed my lips on hers again. Kissing Ivy felt so different from all the other girls that I’ve kissed before. With them, it was just for our needs and pleasure, but with Ivy it was…..it was fall of passion and emotions.
I can’t get enough of it…..I want to keep kissing her and kissing her until her lips are all swollen and red. I’ve never felt like this before….you know wanting to keep on kissing someone so bad, it’s like I am addicted to her lips. It was like some sort of drug. I know I was her first kiss and I hope to be her last as well. I would hate to see her kissing anyone….I would hate to see anyone touching her.
I have confessed that I was jealous of Zayn. It was true I was jealous of him because he was very close to Ivy. Let me tell you, I’ve never been jealous of anyone and let alone admitted it in front of a person. I’ve moved here for a while and not one person from the school know about my past.
They never ask and even if they ask I would never tell them, but with Ivy….I don’t mind telling her about my past. I feel like I need to open up to her to able to feel close to her. I mean what I told her were a short version of what I’ve been through……because somethings are better to stay in the dark.
“Harry….you need to go change….I can’t look after you like you look after me if you are sick,” Ivy broke up the kiss once more while trying to catch her breath. “O.K.….oak…..I am sorry that you are such a kissable person,” I rest my forehead on hers while trying to catch my own breath.
“Harry…...” she giggled as I give her one last peck while getting up to change.
“Don’t peek,” I joked. “Even if I was not blind….I would never….ever peek,” she said dramatically which made me laugh. “You are so sure about it aye…..we will see…..we will see….I just hope you will remember your words Miss Jones,” I chuckled.
I’ve always love Ivy’s presence….ever since I met her and as I spent more time with her I feel more connected to her. That two week of ignoring her was like a torture. I guess it made me realize in a way that Ivy has become something important to me…something special to me.
“They died in a car accident,” Ivy blurted as I finish of changing. “What? Who did?” I asked curiously. “My parents…..it was my entire fault Harry….if it wasn’t for me they would still be here,” Ivy started to sob. I quickly went and engulfed her in a tight hug. “Hey….I am sure it wasn’t your fault love,” I cooed in her ear while rocking her side to side.
“It was Harry….I am a terrible person….if I-I d-didn’t force them to go to the awards night w-with me……t-they w-would s-still be here,” she cried even more in my chest. I hate seeing her cry and my heart feels like it’s been stabbed while seeing her cry.
“Hey…..it wasn’t your fault….you didn’t want the car accident to happen….you didn’t want any of it to happen ….so you can’t blame it on yourself,” I said truthfully. It was true and she didn’t know her parents were going to end up in car cash.
If she did, she would never ask them to go. Just like if I knew that I would cause problem for being born….I would never want to be born. I hate seeing my mum being lifeless all the time, even before she was very sick. I tried everything….I mean everything just to see her smile and the closest it got was when I was eight years old.
I remember drawing a family portrait of us for mother’s day and I included what I thought my dad would be like in the portrait. She saw the hand drawn photo and I could see that she wanted to smile, badly, but her mouth only twitched a little. That night she cried and cried. I had no idea what I did wrong and from that day and onwards life for me was never the same again.
“I know it wasn’t technically my fault because a drunk driver crashed into us…..but y-you just f-feel g-guilty you know?” she asked quietly. “I know love….I know,” I breath out while hugging her tighter.
I know exactly how she feels. This is the first time Ivy has open up to me…..her nightmares must have been about the accident because I remember briefly of what she was screaming about. If only I could erase these horrible memories from her…..I would try anything to make her forget the horrible memories and just treasure the good ones.
My phone started to ring breaking up the emotional silence but I just ignored it and hope it will stop ringing. But that wasn’t happening because it started to wring again. “Harry you should pick it up it might be important…” Ivy stated while wiping her tears away.
I look at the caller ID and it shows Alex so I just declined it. “Who was it?” Ivy asked. “No one important,” I assured her. “Just pick up the phone,” Ivy chuckled as the phone started to wring again.
** (On Phone) **
“What do you want?” I groaned.
“Where the hell did you go? I’ve been waiting for you for hours…” Alex shouted.
“The ball was boring….so I left,” I stated.
“You went home with that blind mutant didn’t you?” she screamed.
“No I didn’t Alex and shut the hell up,” I yelled back and hang up.
** (End of phone call) **
The phone ring again and I picked up without looking at the ID because I thought it was Alex again. “Can you stop fucking calling me,” I stated angrily. “Wow…..calm down…..is Ivy with you?” Zayn asked. “Oh….sorry….yeah she’s with me don’t worry,” I breathe out.
“Are you bringing her home or what?” he asked curiously. “No…..it’s pretty stormy outside….I will take her home tomorrow,” I explained and it was true. It is raining heavily outside and of course I want to spend more time with Ivy.
“So you are staying at your dome with her…..the whole night?” he questioned sternly. “Yeah…..so what?,” I smirked even though he can’t see me. “If you end up hurting her…..I swear Harry….” he warned and I chuckled. I know there are more meaning to his statement but his threat is quite funny really.
“Calm down big boy…..I haven’t tried anything alright,” I lied. “Tell her I said goodnight,” he informed me and I told him that I will before hanging up. “Zayn said goodnight,” I smiled at Ivy. “Oh my God…..Harry…..I left Tom….he is going to hate me” she started to freak out.
Who cares about that shithead anyway? “Don’t worry about him…..he can just deal with it,” I told her. “No…..do you have his number so I can ring him or something?” she asked frantically. Ugggghhhh……why do she have to mention his name? “Um….you see Tom and I aren’t really friends…..so sorry I don’t have his number,” I lied. I tried to sound as disappointing as possible.
“I just hope he will let me explain on Monday…” she sighed sadly and lay down on my bed.
“Harry take your clothes off,” Ivy ordered breaking of our heated kiss.
I was shock by her words. I mean really shock. “Wow….Ivy….I didn’t know you want me that bad, not that I have a problem with it” I chuckled. “Oh my goodness…..no, I mean take of yours clothes and get change because you still haven’t changed and you might catch a cold,” she explained while blushing tremendously.
I just laughed at her embarrassment. “It’s not funny…..go and get change…..I won’t be able to make you a soup if you get sick,” she covered her face with in her hand. “Awww you want to make me a soup?” I asked in an awe.
She is extremely cute when she is embarrassed. “Of course I do if you are sick…because you made one for me…..but unfortunately…..I might end up burning a house down,” she muffled still covering her face.
I walked towards my bed and put her down gently. “Don’t ever hide your face from me because you look amazingly cute when you blush,” I uncovered her face and was still visibly red. I cupped her face and placed my lips on hers again. Kissing Ivy felt so different from all the other girls that I’ve kissed before. With them, it was just for our needs and pleasure, but with Ivy it was…..it was fall of passion and emotions.
I can’t get enough of it…..I want to keep kissing her and kissing her until her lips are all swollen and red. I’ve never felt like this before….you know wanting to keep on kissing someone so bad, it’s like I am addicted to her lips. It was like some sort of drug. I know I was her first kiss and I hope to be her last as well. I would hate to see her kissing anyone….I would hate to see anyone touching her.
I have confessed that I was jealous of Zayn. It was true I was jealous of him because he was very close to Ivy. Let me tell you, I’ve never been jealous of anyone and let alone admitted it in front of a person. I’ve moved here for a while and not one person from the school know about my past.
They never ask and even if they ask I would never tell them, but with Ivy….I don’t mind telling her about my past. I feel like I need to open up to her to able to feel close to her. I mean what I told her were a short version of what I’ve been through……because somethings are better to stay in the dark.
“Harry….you need to go change….I can’t look after you like you look after me if you are sick,” Ivy broke up the kiss once more while trying to catch her breath. “O.K.….oak…..I am sorry that you are such a kissable person,” I rest my forehead on hers while trying to catch my own breath.
“Harry…...” she giggled as I give her one last peck while getting up to change.
“Don’t peek,” I joked. “Even if I was not blind….I would never….ever peek,” she said dramatically which made me laugh. “You are so sure about it aye…..we will see…..we will see….I just hope you will remember your words Miss Jones,” I chuckled.
I’ve always love Ivy’s presence….ever since I met her and as I spent more time with her I feel more connected to her. That two week of ignoring her was like a torture. I guess it made me realize in a way that Ivy has become something important to me…something special to me.
“They died in a car accident,” Ivy blurted as I finish of changing. “What? Who did?” I asked curiously. “My parents…..it was my entire fault Harry….if it wasn’t for me they would still be here,” Ivy started to sob. I quickly went and engulfed her in a tight hug. “Hey….I am sure it wasn’t your fault love,” I cooed in her ear while rocking her side to side.
“It was Harry….I am a terrible person….if I-I d-didn’t force them to go to the awards night w-with me……t-they w-would s-still be here,” she cried even more in my chest. I hate seeing her cry and my heart feels like it’s been stabbed while seeing her cry.
“Hey…..it wasn’t your fault….you didn’t want the car accident to happen….you didn’t want any of it to happen ….so you can’t blame it on yourself,” I said truthfully. It was true and she didn’t know her parents were going to end up in car cash.
If she did, she would never ask them to go. Just like if I knew that I would cause problem for being born….I would never want to be born. I hate seeing my mum being lifeless all the time, even before she was very sick. I tried everything….I mean everything just to see her smile and the closest it got was when I was eight years old.
I remember drawing a family portrait of us for mother’s day and I included what I thought my dad would be like in the portrait. She saw the hand drawn photo and I could see that she wanted to smile, badly, but her mouth only twitched a little. That night she cried and cried. I had no idea what I did wrong and from that day and onwards life for me was never the same again.
“I know it wasn’t technically my fault because a drunk driver crashed into us…..but y-you just f-feel g-guilty you know?” she asked quietly. “I know love….I know,” I breath out while hugging her tighter.
I know exactly how she feels. This is the first time Ivy has open up to me…..her nightmares must have been about the accident because I remember briefly of what she was screaming about. If only I could erase these horrible memories from her…..I would try anything to make her forget the horrible memories and just treasure the good ones.
My phone started to ring breaking up the emotional silence but I just ignored it and hope it will stop ringing. But that wasn’t happening because it started to wring again. “Harry you should pick it up it might be important…” Ivy stated while wiping her tears away.
I look at the caller ID and it shows Alex so I just declined it. “Who was it?” Ivy asked. “No one important,” I assured her. “Just pick up the phone,” Ivy chuckled as the phone started to wring again.
** (On Phone) **
“What do you want?” I groaned.
“Where the hell did you go? I’ve been waiting for you for hours…” Alex shouted.
“The ball was boring….so I left,” I stated.
“You went home with that blind mutant didn’t you?” she screamed.
“No I didn’t Alex and shut the hell up,” I yelled back and hang up.
** (End of phone call) **
The phone ring again and I picked up without looking at the ID because I thought it was Alex again. “Can you stop fucking calling me,” I stated angrily. “Wow…..calm down…..is Ivy with you?” Zayn asked. “Oh….sorry….yeah she’s with me don’t worry,” I breathe out.
“Are you bringing her home or what?” he asked curiously. “No…..it’s pretty stormy outside….I will take her home tomorrow,” I explained and it was true. It is raining heavily outside and of course I want to spend more time with Ivy.
“So you are staying at your dome with her…..the whole night?” he questioned sternly. “Yeah…..so what?,” I smirked even though he can’t see me. “If you end up hurting her…..I swear Harry….” he warned and I chuckled. I know there are more meaning to his statement but his threat is quite funny really.
“Calm down big boy…..I haven’t tried anything alright,” I lied. “Tell her I said goodnight,” he informed me and I told him that I will before hanging up. “Zayn said goodnight,” I smiled at Ivy. “Oh my God…..Harry…..I left Tom….he is going to hate me” she started to freak out.
Who cares about that shithead anyway? “Don’t worry about him…..he can just deal with it,” I told her. “No…..do you have his number so I can ring him or something?” she asked frantically. Ugggghhhh……why do she have to mention his name? “Um….you see Tom and I aren’t really friends…..so sorry I don’t have his number,” I lied. I tried to sound as disappointing as possible.
“I just hope he will let me explain on Monday…” she sighed sadly and lay down on my bed.
Notes
Ohhhhh......you guys thought it was about to get dirty didn't you?....Don't lie....hahahha .....you dirty minded people :P - Sorry to disappoint you I guess :D Also it was a bit boring I guess.....at least they are starting to open up to each other right and getting along right? :)
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6/20/16