"Hey..Luke." I wiped my tears, and answered the phone.

"Vinnie..Words can't explain how sorry I am. My manager made me leave straight away when we got to the hotel, and I did'nt get enough time to call you until today-"

I cut him off "Luke it's fine."

"Huh?"

"It's fine, I kinda have my eye on someone else." I shook my head and frowned "Look, I gotta go."

"Okay," He said, sadness was in his voice "Bye."


"Bye" I hung up, dropping my phone onto the ground.

Yesterday, Louis had said awful things that stung.

But, also some of the nicest things anyone had ever said to me.

Louis had said to me, I would wake up today and realise I did'nt love him. But, that was 100% wrong. My whole life just feels rushed right now. From the moment I met the boys in the tour bus to this moment. But....it doesn't feel the same.

I don't feel the same.

The way Louis told me everything...was just so sincere. It changed me, it changed the way I feel. It made me feel weird. A happy, sad, guilty, weird.

But, above all, guilty. Without even trying I ignored Louis and the way he just wanted to love me. And now, this is just a taste of my own medicine.

The only thing that doesn't add up is how Louis is going after a girl who he doesn't love. At least, he says he loves me, not her. But, who knows, right? My life is just fucked up right now, and I'm confused.

I got another text from Liam

From: Liam

Sorry I JUST looked at my phone...Your mom hasn't told you yet? You should...get down here...and love, prepare for the worst

To: Liam

Uh...okay? I'll be there in an hour

From: Liam

Alright, babe

I didn't quite feel like getting up yet, so I rolled over onto my back again and picked up my ipad. I noticed the bed rock a bit, so I looked down. My hand was.....shaking.

Until, now I didn't realize...or I didn't want to realize...how scared I am to find out why I had to see my mom. Come to think of it, yesterday when Natalie was getting me an outifit to wear on my date with....He Who Shall Not Be Named..Mom called and wanted to see her.

I'm probably just freaking myself out right?

.....r-right?

I slipped on some clothes that would make me look 'presentable' and walked down into my puppy nursery. I made sure I fed each baby panda through a bottle and placed them back carefully.

I took a deep breath, stepped out the front door and texted Liam once more.

To: Liam

Im on my way. Promise me its nothing bad?

From: Liam

I....I can't promise that, Vinnie

Notes

I KNOW...I KNOW. SHORT CHAPTER! I get it....don't hurt me.

DONT WAKE ME UPPPPPPPPPP UHHHHHHP. don't wake me up up up up up up.

Hehehe

Any guesses on what it is?