Alyssa’s POV
I turn around quickly heading upstairs to my bathroom leaving Louis standing there tears forming in his eyes. I close the door and sink to the floor crying as I sit there for a few more minutes I begin to think. Maybe this world would be better off with out me? I mean, Louis can clearly move on so why can’t everyone else? I think to myself. I get up a few seconds later and turn the shower on so Louis wont suspect anything and come up here. I walk over to the sink and open the cabinet grabbing the sharpest thing and stand there making a few some slices on my arms. As the blood trickles down my arms and into the sink my tears begin to fall even harder falling into the sink and mixing in with the blood. After making a few more small cuts I clean those up a little and put the razor back deciding not to get in the shower I turn the water off and head back downstairs. When I get down there a small part of me hopes Louis is still there and the other wants to kick his ass if he is. But the part of me that wanted him here was let down of course. I walk into the kitchen and see the bottle of wine already cleaned up and a note on the table.

Alyssa,
I’m so sorry, I’m sorry for everything I put you through. I’m sorry for cheating on you with your sister, and I’m just sorry for everything. I’ll always love you and I hope that one day, I’ll be able to see you again. I know I will. Just not as soon as I wish I could.. But I guess that’s something I’ll have to deal with for what I did to you. I regret it so much but I can’t take anything back now. Anyways I got the stuff picked up and straightened up a bit. Goodbye Alyssa I’m sorry again,

XOXO Louis
Tears fall down my face as I finish reading it I put it back down on the table and walk over to the door walking down the street. It’s around 3 in the afternoon so it’s pretty busy in town but I walk over to the store anyways. I head in and grab some necessary things and then just a few extra things I want. I head up to the counter too pay and head back outside. Finally I arrive back to the house and put the groceries away. When I get back up to my room I notice something that wasn’t there when I left.
Alyssa,
I know, its my second note and you weren’t even here when I brought this but I wanted to give you this. I was going to give it to you next week on our anniversary but that obviously wont happen. Whether you keep it or get rid of it, it’s all up too you. I hope you like it
XOXO Louis.
Along with that note there is a teddy bear and a little box. I open up the box carefully and see the letters L & A connected. I close the box and put it on my dresser crying some more and falling too the bed. Suddenly the phone starts ringing. It’s a ring tone I’m hearing way too soon. Louis’. I hit ignore and turn my phone off closing my eyes.

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