What Goes Around Comes Back Around

I couldn't believe Kara, she was nothing but a lying selfish bitch. I could have been happily with Willow but no! Kara made me think that I didn't need anyone apart from her, she brain washed me.

I stormed out of Nando's letting Kara pay for everything and storming to the car. Slamming the door shut and driving off. Willow was right, It wasn't good knowing Kara is not alright. I got lost in my train of thought all the way to the Hotel and tossed the keys to the valet and walking fast into the elevator,

'Calum!!' Screams Rose's voice coming from Calum and my room,

'Yes Rosa?' Calum ask innocent,

'I am going to get you!' Rose laugh/scream. I slowly open the door to see Rose hitting Calum with a pillow and I laugh to myself. Rose screams playfully as Calum drops his pillow and goes and scoops Rose of the ground and spinning her in the air and then laying her on his bed. Her arms goes around his neck and she smiles softly,

'Rose?' Cal says uncertainly

'Yea Cal?' she asks entwining her hand into his hair,

'I love you' he whispers and a small smile forms on her face,

'I love you to Cal' she whispers back and his face lights up like a kid who got a puppy for christmas. He leans down to kiss her, at this moment I close the door softly and leave them to it. Cal deserves to be happy with Rose and I don't want to ruin this moment for them both of them,

'Lucas!' Ashton yells down the hall and I tell him to shush then glare at him,

'Shut up Ash!' I whisper/yell at him and lead him into his and Michaels room,

'Wassup Lukey?' he asks grabbing an apple and going over to their lounge were Mikey was sitting,

'Umm not much' I decide not to tell them about Cal,

'Hmm okay then..'

'Where is Wills?' I ask trying to play it cool but Michael laughs,

'She and Peyton ran off to get away from here' Ash laughs with Mikey,

'Oh...' I say and random lyrics start flowing to my head...

Wait, don't tell me, heaven is a place on earth
I wish I could rewind all the times that I didn't
Shown you what you're really worth

'What you thinking bout?' Michael asks curiously,

'Michael do you know what Willows book looks like?' I ask with a plan in my head,

'Yea....' he says uncertain,

'Do you know where she keeps it?' I ask again,

'She just chucks it on her bed, Luke don't even think about going through it!' he yells but I'm outta the door once he says my name. I run down to their room to find Rose hasn't closed the door properly. I swing it open and run to were Willow sleeps and I see her book laying on her bed. I dive for it where a pen lays inside and flip close back, going through all of the written pages and start writing more lyrics coming to my mind,

The way, you held me, I wish that I had put you first
I was wrong I admit, numb from your kiss
While you were slipping through my fingertips

Taking every breath away
With all of the mistakes I made
From all the letters that I saved
This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could of made you stay
And I'm the only one to blame
I know that it's a little too late
This is everything I didn't say

I finish the song, happy with myself. I wrote about Willow. Everything I didn't say is in there. I was about to put the book away until I turn to the back where i find is full, I read through a bit and then realise... It is another song,

Throwing rocks at your window at midnight
You met me in your backyard that night
In the moonlight you looked just like an angel in disguise
My whole life seemed like a postcard

You were mine for a night
I was out of my mind
You were mine for a night
I don't know how to say goodbye

Her own lyrics, a song no one knows about and I am reading it, her lyrics drawing my in as i hum to it ,

Making all our plans in the Santa Cruz sand that night
Thought I had you in the palm of my hand that night
Screaming at the top of my lungs til my chest felt tight
I told myself that I'm never gonna be alright

You had me wrapped around your finger
I'm wrapped around your finger

She was wrapped around someones finger and it was killing in the inside. I feel for her but I could never comfort her about it because she would kill me if she found out i read this song.... It was obviously not meant for anyone to see because it was at the back of the book when there was space at the front..

I don't know about her... But I am wrapped around her finger yet she will never forgive me for what I did back then

Notes

Hey guys! I updated and I really love this update (even if it went quite fast)

Love ya

Ari x