Soulmates... It's funny how things turn out, really. God just puts us on this Earth, knowing how things with be in the end. Who we will end up with. I knew who I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. Someone who made me feel like I was the only man in the world. Someone with beautiful blue eyes that I could drown in. Someone who loves me for who I am, not what I did.

Not a she...

but a he.

Louis Tomlinson to be exact.

If being gay is a sin, then I'm going to hell. God put me with Louis. I know He did. He wouldn't just send him my way and not expect me to fall in love with him. His blue eyes, his perfect smile, his humor, his adoring personality. What is there not to love?

But get this. Louis has a girlfriend that management forces him to have to get his mind off of me. That pretty much means that he loves me, too. Right? If he needs a fake girlfriend to get away from me that has to mean he has to have some sort of feelings for me.

What kind of fantasy am I living in? I'm a man... in love with another man. It's wrong but right at the same time. Sometimes I just want to look away from Louis and be happy with a girl. The way things are supposed to be. I just can't. I never will be able to. Not now that I'm so deep.

I want to tell the world all about us. I want them to know the meaning behind the tattoos. I want them to know the real us. The Louis and Harry that act as if they're in love. The Louis and Harry that have to be separated at all times. The Louis and Harry that everyone thinks they know...

But they don't.

They don't know the struggle we have to go through. "Don't sit next to each other." "Don't stand there." "No eye contact." "You two aren't together." "You two aren't gay." Over and over again. Playing on and on. Everything is so jumbled up. I know I'm gay. I've figured that out. Louis thinks he's straight. But I do know that Louis has doubts on his heterosexuality.

So I'm going to tell you our story. From beginning to end. Sit tight. It's a wild ride

Notes

They don't know about the things we do. They don't know about the "I love you"s. But I bet you if they only knew they'd just be jealous of us.

Hey guys! New story. Really hope you like it. It's not the first chapter but I will upload it soon enough. Feedback ?? :)

Love ya xx

~Chelsea