**Saturday**

(Tasman P.O.V)

“It hurts so much you know…I know what I did was wrong but he wouldn’t even give me the chance to apologise,” I sobbed as I explain to the beautiful unconscious woman, “now he h-hates me…he was right though…everything was so much easier before he came into my life…I guess his life was easier before he met me as well…but since…I have met him now….I don’t want to go back… I wouldn’t change a thing about the past…” I went on.

I have been crying here since this morning and now it’s already lunch time, I have been ranting pretty much the whole morning. Since I haven’t told anyone with Harry and me, well I can’t really tell my friends because they won’t understand unless anything I explain everything from the top. I haven’t told my mum or my dad, so I can’t show them any type of emotions or they will think I am crazy. I pretty much cried myself to sleep last night, I don’t know how people can deal with relationships…I mean Harry and I are not even in one…yet it hurts soo much once we reach a point where we have nothing left but to be against each other.

“Haha you know what’s funny….I tell you pretty much everything about me… from my life to my day to day activity….I haven’t even told my best friends or my parents everything….but I have told you…pretty much everything … it’s like I am talking to myself I guess…but you are actually there…I guess you could say you are a really special person to me…even though I know nothing about you….and you pretty much know me from inside out….well if you could hear me that is…,” I told her still crying.

My eyes are probably all swollen from crying way too much…I have never cry this much before…not even when my granddad from my mum side past away….my crying now is like a whole new level of being depress….

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while his got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

I stared to sing ‘Breakeven’ by the script, it is one of my favorite song…I know this song is written in a boys point of view by even for a girl it is very relatable because at the moment the lyrics of the song relates to every emotions that I am feeling now. Since I am the one singing this song I decided to sing it like how I felt….I wonder if Harry feels the same?

Of course not…He made it clear that he doesn’t even want to see your face remember Tass?

His best days were some of my worst
He finally met a woman that's gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake his no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

The lyrics is what hit me the most because it was true, I am falling to pieces… the lyrics of this song speaks on behalf of me but through beautiful melodies…

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
‘Cause his moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

(Harry P.O.V)

No one girl has slapped me before, heck not even my mum, but yes, Tasman has to slap me when I wasn’t even being rude towards her but I was being rude to the sick bastard. My statement was one hundred percent true because who knows what the dog will do, hearing him rapping a girl wouldn’t surprise me at all.

What was she doing at my house on Wednesday night anyway? She could have talked to me when we were at school…

Since I work on weekdays, I decided to not work on weekends anymore so that I can come visit my mum at least two days a week. Mr Lee understands my situation very well without me needing to go into details which I am really grateful.

I have seen the beautiful white roses every time I visit my mum now, I don’t know who brings them but somehow I feel like I own this person gratitude because I am pretty sure no one else knows my mum in this town. Whoever is doing it must be a really great person, I mean you don’t just go around and give flowers to people you don’t know but apparently this person does and this person does it every week as well.

As I got closer to my mum’s room I could hear a beautiful singing, that’s very unusual because normally these wards are very quiet. This ward doesn’t even feel like anyone exist in here, but here I am hearing this angelic female voice singing to a very depressing song?

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

As I got closer to my mum’s room, I could hear the lyrics a lot better now, I know this song…it’s a great song by the Script….I have been through this…the lyrics brings back so many memories of what I used to feel after SHE (A/n: a girl you will find out later in the story)left… gosh I hated feeling so broken…. Who could be possibly singing this song? Is she just as broken as I was three years ago?

I'm falling to pieces,
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

I am now right outside my mum’s room, the voice was definitely from my mum’s room and funny thing is? I know that voice, I know that voice from anywhere but I had to make sure that I am not hearing things. I open the door slowly and what I see in front of me makes my eyes want to pop out of its place, my fingers curled up into a fist and my bloods is boiled with anger.

Tasman….

Notes

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