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Gabriella's POV

I kiss him.

I regret it.

I love it.

His lips fit mine perfectly.

I wrap my arms around his neck to pull his body closer. I sit on his lap and get closer. Niall's kisses comforting me. He pulls away.

"I can't do this." He looks away.

"I thought you loved me." I say.

"I do, but I'm not going to do this." He whispers.

"Why not?" I ask.

"I'm not going to take advantage of you." He looks me in the eye.

"How are you taking advantage of me?" I question, really not knowing.

"You kissed me because you know I love you. You want me to be Harry. You wish I was Harry." Niall says sadly.

"Harry is dead to me. He said he loved me when he never did. He ruined everything for me." I look out the window, " I liked the kiss. Loved it in fact."

"I loved it too but-" Niall says.

"It felt right." I interrupted.

"I ruined you. That's what I was going to say." Niall says.

"He did." I respond not even able to say his name anymore.

"I ruined your relationship." He takes my hand, "I did."

"You showed me how much he cared for me." I say with a tear coming down my face.

"He cared about you very much." Niall says.

"Yeah he cared about me so much that he dropped me for her in one night." I say my voice quivering. "I loved the kiss."

"Let's just watch the show." He says quietly.

I turn around and squirm back into his side. I wrap his arm around my waist. I need to cuddle or be cuddled with anyone or anything. He kisses my forehead.

"I love you." He tells me.

"I love you too." I say.

I really meant it, not in the romantic way, but I really do love him. He showed me the real him. He is always there for me, no matter what. He showed me who Harry really was. He is my forever and always. Niall.

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