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Gabriella's P.O.V.

First thing I do when I wake up in the morning is text Harry and wait for a reply.
All I can think about is them two. Doesn't he love me anymore? Maybe she is better than me...He looked happy on these pictures I saw on twitter. I feel like I have been replaced. Is
that how he feels too? Does he feel replaced as I do? Does he feel any sort of guilt?

Harry's P.O.V.

I see her text and guilt overtakes me. I look towards the lightly drunk Oakley and then back at my phone screen.

Does Gabriella really deserve this? Who knows what is she doing now...Crying, being sad, maybe even cutting.

"She chose Niall over you, she is not yours anymore." My subconscious whispered to me. That's right though, Niall should be concerned from now on. She will always be my everything.
I want her. I sigh. I have a hot girl who likes me right here. Oakley trips over herself. I smile at her stupidity, shes just like me.

I left my drink on the bar and joined Oakley on the dance floor. She reached her hands around my neck while I stood behind her and held her waist.
The alcohol was getting to me. I just closed my eyes and left the nice feeling overtake me.

"Stop thinking. Just live in the moment with me Harry." Oakley says sounding like her..

"I'm sorry. I just keep thinking about her." I frown.

"Well didn't she choose that other guy?" She asks.

"Yeah.. Wait, how did you know about that?" I ask.

"You told me the night we met. In your hotel room after we.." She pauses.

"Oh. I guess you know more about me than I thought." I smile.

"Lets go get more drinks! This night shouldn't be so serious." Oakley smiles.

She drags me to the bar and everything feels complete.

(Harry forgot all about Gabriella.)

Gabriella's P.O.V.

I texted him 3 hours ago and still no reply. This was it.

I threw my phone towards the wall and watched it part in pieces. Tears ran down my cheeks this time. I ran in the bathroom and realized I hadn't taken a blade. I only splashed my face with cold water and washed the tears away. How? How did he replace me so fast, so easy? Did I mean so less for him? He told me I was his everything...I want to die...just disappear.

I couldn't take it. I ran to my room, quickly got a blade and ran back in the bathroom. I locked the door and pulled my sleeves up. No space for cutting. I growled in frustration, then pulled down my pjs and watched my legs for a minute. It could do. I slid the blade over the skin. I put a lot of pressure, making the cuts deep. When I was done I sat on the floor and enjoyed the feeling of the blood draining out of my body. After I felt my head spinning lightly I took off my clothes and went under the shower. The water stinged over the place where the cuts were made and when it washed away the blood, I gasped, seeing the shape of the cuts.
They were shaped as the letter H.
I will never be able to get over him.

I couldn't shake the feeling of being dizzy.

Soon everything went dark.

Notes

So my new friend wrote a lot of this chapter because I was having some trouble. I told you this chapter was going to be special! She is an amazing writer and you should check out her story Have You Forgotten?. I have big things planned for this next chapter so subscribe so you wont miss the next chapter! Comment down below to tell me how you liked the story so far! Okei bai guys I love you!