Damaged
I'm in Need of a Savior
I will say that Zayn made me want to kiss more. To be his and be the girl he tells he loves and means it. But that was not ever going to happen. When I pulled away Dawson had this gleam in his eye. And not a good one either.
"Hey love we should stay here at the shack tonight. Malik's gang is too right?" He muttered.
" yeah we are." Zayn smiled at me.
"Well it will be like a sleepover with all your friends." I answered.
Just in case your wondering the shack is a small place big enough for three small gangs, and a few stray people. The three major gangs here are uncle Vito, Zayn's, Dawson's. The shack is often a place to stay when it was storming. Like now.
The down side is the fact that we had to share rooms in the attic. This shack is uncle Vito's. he has laws and chooses who is with who. Tonight it is Dawson and Zayn. What the hell!
Ignore that, I am in hell. Zayn excused himself to go talk with the boys leaving me with Dawson. He sat on the edge of the mattress Nd was smoking.
"Come lay down Rayne." He spoke with venom in his voice.
I slowly walked over to the bed and payed down.
"You know your mine, I don't care if you kiss people but I saw way you two looked at each other. Not cool." He laughed rolling me over so I was on my back.
He began tying my hands so I could not fight back.
He lifted my shirt and I knew what he was doing. He had done it before, so many times I got used to it. He took the cigarette out of his mouth and pressed it to my skin. He repeated moving in a line making a design. I let out whimpers of pain, and pleads for him to stop. But to no prevail. Finally he pressed the cigarette harder into my skin. Now I screamed. He placed a bandana in my mouth and went back to his work. I kept crying and asking for Zayn to help me silently in my head.
Zayn pov-
I heard a scream. I walked into the shared room casually so if t was Rayne, Dawson wouldn't be so pissed. I walked in and was stunned. How could someone do that. Dawson stopped and I turned around and pretended not to have seen. I backed up then pretended I was just now walking in when Dawson walked out. He ran his hand through his hair, looked at me and stated.
"I'm not staying in here with her. You keep her warm but don't get too comfy, she is still mine."
"You can't own her, she is not an object she is a person asshole." I stated walking into the room. She was crying, her mascara smeared, and was holding her back.
I sat down next to her on the bed.
"Shhh you are safe now. Never again will I let him hurt you. Now let me look."
She lifted her shirt and there was a small circle. It would be easy to cover up, considering she cut herself but no one ever saw the scars.
"Ray love you will be ok. I promise." I soothed her. I pulled her into my lap and cradled her. I replayed this night over and over in my head. It was probably my fault. I let her slip away once and look where she was now. I don't know why I didn't bust in this door and stop him. All I knew it wasn't the beer in her hand that she gulped so easily, the tattoos, or the cigarette hanging loose in her fingers but it was the cuts on her wrists I knew about but can't see. I need to save her from that demon, and herself.
"Hey love we should stay here at the shack tonight. Malik's gang is too right?" He muttered.
" yeah we are." Zayn smiled at me.
"Well it will be like a sleepover with all your friends." I answered.
Just in case your wondering the shack is a small place big enough for three small gangs, and a few stray people. The three major gangs here are uncle Vito, Zayn's, Dawson's. The shack is often a place to stay when it was storming. Like now.
The down side is the fact that we had to share rooms in the attic. This shack is uncle Vito's. he has laws and chooses who is with who. Tonight it is Dawson and Zayn. What the hell!
Ignore that, I am in hell. Zayn excused himself to go talk with the boys leaving me with Dawson. He sat on the edge of the mattress Nd was smoking.
"Come lay down Rayne." He spoke with venom in his voice.
I slowly walked over to the bed and payed down.
"You know your mine, I don't care if you kiss people but I saw way you two looked at each other. Not cool." He laughed rolling me over so I was on my back.
He began tying my hands so I could not fight back.
He lifted my shirt and I knew what he was doing. He had done it before, so many times I got used to it. He took the cigarette out of his mouth and pressed it to my skin. He repeated moving in a line making a design. I let out whimpers of pain, and pleads for him to stop. But to no prevail. Finally he pressed the cigarette harder into my skin. Now I screamed. He placed a bandana in my mouth and went back to his work. I kept crying and asking for Zayn to help me silently in my head.
Zayn pov-
I heard a scream. I walked into the shared room casually so if t was Rayne, Dawson wouldn't be so pissed. I walked in and was stunned. How could someone do that. Dawson stopped and I turned around and pretended not to have seen. I backed up then pretended I was just now walking in when Dawson walked out. He ran his hand through his hair, looked at me and stated.
"I'm not staying in here with her. You keep her warm but don't get too comfy, she is still mine."
"You can't own her, she is not an object she is a person asshole." I stated walking into the room. She was crying, her mascara smeared, and was holding her back.
I sat down next to her on the bed.
"Shhh you are safe now. Never again will I let him hurt you. Now let me look."
She lifted her shirt and there was a small circle. It would be easy to cover up, considering she cut herself but no one ever saw the scars.
"Ray love you will be ok. I promise." I soothed her. I pulled her into my lap and cradled her. I replayed this night over and over in my head. It was probably my fault. I let her slip away once and look where she was now. I don't know why I didn't bust in this door and stop him. All I knew it wasn't the beer in her hand that she gulped so easily, the tattoos, or the cigarette hanging loose in her fingers but it was the cuts on her wrists I knew about but can't see. I need to save her from that demon, and herself.
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