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Her (Louis Tomlinson Punk)

Chapter 10 - Nearly Lost it

The next morning, I got up to clean the kitchen up. Our clothes were everywhere and you could tell what Lilly and I did on the kitchen counter. I then made Lilly and I a simple lunch before Liam and Sophia got there. What surprised me was Lilly. Couple minutes after we finished our food. She dropped to her knees and gave me a head job. I wasn’t going to stop her. I like it too much.

After I came Lilly and I got dressed. I just put on a pair of track pants not caring that I wasn’t wearing any boxers. I didn’t want anything constricting down there for a little bit. I could still feel Lilly’s tongue on me. I also put my piercings back in and Lilly look disappointed for some reason. Lilly got dressed in my t-shirt and track pants. She was still wearing my boxers from last night.

When Liam and Sophia got to my house. The girls started on the cake. Liam and I went out the back to have a smoke, “did you and Lilly have a good night?” Liam questioned. I smiled as I nodded my head, “it was fantastic,” I say. Liam looked at me for more information, “and that’s all you’re going to know,” I added. Liam nodded his head slowly, “so you went to second base,” he teased. I rolled my eyes, “still got more than you last night,” I pointed out.

“But Sophia not just another girl I want to bang,” he tells me. I smiled as I nodded my head, “but maybe tonight. I get more than one kiss,” he added. We watched the girls as they started to bake, “maybe we should leave them, so they can talk about us,” I suggested. Liam nodded his head, “I think Harry and Zayn might like help setting up,” Liam says.

As we were going back inside. I grabbed a clean top from the laundry. I felt like I should cover up around Sophia. Maybe because she Liam girl. When we walked into the kitchen the girls were laughing, “need any help ladies?” I asked. They both shook their heads no, “so can Liam and I go help Harry and Zayn set up?” I wondered.

“You can go when you find me the baking tins,” Lilly smiled. I smiled back before I started going through the cupboards. I know we had some since Troy kept say his kitchen comes with everything. I found them in the last cupboard. There was all different shapes and sizes, “there all in there in all shapes and sizes. They even still have the labels on them,” I tell her. Lilly smiled as I came over to her, “now don’t burn the house down when we’re gone. If you need anything just call me,” I say. I kissed her lightly, but really wanted to kiss her over and over again. Liam kissed Sophia cheek, “have fun,” I added. I kissed her nose before I left with Liam.

Once we were in the car and Liam driving us to Zayn’s. My mind was on Lilly and if she was going to be alright. I started laughing at myself at how stupid I sound, “you ok Lou?” Liam questioned. I nodded my head, “just laughing at myself,” I smiled. Liam shook his head, “are you wondering if Lil going to be alright?” he teased. I nodded my head, “it’s sad. I know,” I say.

“It crossed my mind with Soph, but they should be fine,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “so did Lil drop to her knees for you?” he wondered. I playfully punched him in arm, “not telling you,” I say. Liam looked at me as we stop at some lights, “oh she so did,” he smirked. I pointed to the road, so he could start driving again, “not telling you,” I repeated.

The whole way to Zayn’s Liam kept saying that Lilly gave me a blowjob. It’s not a lie, but I don’t want Harry to find out. Because he will kill me and if he doesn’t kill me. Lilly would, “Liam buddy,” I started as I stopped him. He looked at me, “don’t tell Harry what you know or I might not see Niall’s birthday,” I begged. Liam smirked at me which was not a good sign, “if I keep my mouth shut. I want you to do a favour for me,” he says.

“What kind of favour?” I questioned. Liam started thinking, “I want you to get rid of my ex. She meant to be coming tonight and she wants to talk to me,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “but what if she wants to tell you something serious?” I wondered. Liam laughed, “like what?” he asked. I just looked at him, “what about if she is carrying a little Liam,” I pointed out. Liam shook his head quickly, “she can’t be. We broke up five months ago. I think she would have told me before tonight. I think she just wants to get back together,” Liam says. Liam looked worried, “that’s probably it,” I reassured him.

As soon as we walked into Zayn’s house Harry came straight up to us. He looked like his been running around, “ok I’ve done the lounge room while Zayn has sat on his ass. I need to run out and get more stuff. I also need to do something with mum, so I’ll be a while,” he tells us. He quickly hugged me and Liam, “I promise I’ll be back,” he added. He ran out the front door, “Harry just lied to us. He has a booty call and she must be great,” I say.

“What make you say that?” Liam questioned. I started walking to find Zayn, “because Harry said that his mum was going away this weekend with Marcel,” I remembered. Liam nodded his head, “does Lilly know about Gemma?” Liam wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “she hasn’t mentioned it to me,” I say. Liam nodded his head, “I don’t think so or I can’t remember,” I admitted. Liam laughed a little bit, “just don’t say anything about and you should be fine,” Liam tells me.

We found Zayn having a smoke in the backyard, “so according to Harry. You sat on your ass while he did all the work,” I smiled. Zayn nodded his head, “he was panicking. Like everything must be perfect tonight. Niall not going to notice,” Zayn says. Harry probably wants everything perfect for Niall since they are fighting, “just give Harry a break he has a lot on his mind right now and maybe he needs this,” I tell him. Zayn slowly nodded his head, “plus his about to get some,” I added.

“Who the lucky girl? She must have Harry wrapped around her little finger,” Zayn wondered. Both Liam and I shrugged our shoulders, “maybe she going to be here tonight,” Zayn added. Liam and I shrugged our shoulders again, “we will have to wait and see, but right now we have things to do,” I smiled. Zayn sighed, “do we have too?” he whined. I nodded my head, “got to keep the girls and Harry happy,” I say. Zayn nodded his head, “but first. I have to drop Perrie off at your place,” Zayn smiled.

After I put most of the birthday decorations up around the house. Liam came into me, “Perrie called Zayn. Something about girl trouble,” he started. Why would Perrie call Zayn? She was with the girls, “so I thought we could message our girls. I don’t think we need to call them,” he tells me. I quickly got my phone out of my pocket and messaged Lilly:

Hi :) it girlfriend break. Zayn talking to Perrie on the phone. So, Liam and me decided to message you girl’s xo

I purposely put girlfriend just to see what she would say:

Beautiful Lilly Belle
Hi :* what Harry doing? Xo

I noticed the kissy face:

Don’t you wanna know what I’m doing? :( Harry gone out to get more stuff xo

Beautiful Lilly Belle

What you doing? Xoxo

Liam was smiling at his phone, “what could you and Sophia be talking about?” I asked. Liam looked at me, “everything and anything,” he smiled. I just looked at him, “she told me that Perrie had a dig at Lil for drinking,” he tells me. I know what he was talking about:

Nothing. Just talking to you. Is everything alright there? Xo

Beautiful Lilly Belle

Yeah it just Pear said something about regretting things we do when were drunk. So Soph told her not all the time and Pear didn’t like that. I think Pear wants us to be like her and Zayn xo

Not this shit again:

But we’re not them. We are us and doing things how we want. I will admit we shouldn’t done what we did that night, because we were drunk. I just thought when we did that for the first time it would have been like Sunday night. You just had the confidence that night and you wanted it. By the way it was so hot when you did that ;) what does Soph think about us? Xo

Beautiful Lilly Belle

She alright with it. She says were stuck between relationship and fuck buddies. She also says it up to us what we do together since you’re a nice guy and I’m a smart girl. She asked me if she was easy since she already wants to suck Liam off. P.S she wants you. She said something about swapping ;) xoxo

“Li-Li I know something about Sophia,” I smirked. He looked confused at me, “you going to tell me?” he questioned. I nodded my head, “she already wants to give you a headjob,” I say. Liam looked shocked, so I messaged Lilly back:

Lol for now no. Liam would tear you into two ;) (He has a big dick) but I like how she knows it’s up to us two and she alright with it. Did you learn from her on how to give a blow job? Xo

Beautiful Lilly Belle

Yes. She wouldn’t tell me if she didn’t think I was ready. Oh I’m a giver not a receiver ;)

Zayn came inside as he was still on the phone. He grabbed his keys, “I know. Hey babe I have another call, so you need to hang on,” he says into the phone. He muted his call, “we need to get to your house Lou. I know it’s really nothing, but our girls tend to overreact,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “well Louis done most of the decorations. So, we can go,” Liam says.

“Cool,” Zayn smiled. He went back talking to Perrie, “if the girls start fighting. I’m going to throw water on them,” Liam says. I laughed as I nodded my head, “they need to be wearing tight white t-shits with no bra on underneath,” he added. I nodded my head as I remembered Lilly messaged me. So, I reread her message:

Good and you’re not a receiver yet. When I go down on you and I will. You’ll beg me to do it all the time ;) because for you baby I’m a giver xo

Beautiful Lilly Belle

Really? Because I heard that you like getting head, but don’t like to go down xo

We all got in my car and I made Liam drive, so I could keep messaging Lilly:

But for you I will baby. I want to taste you so bad. I want my tongue deep inside you. I want you to squirm under my mouth. I want you to cum into my mouth as you scream my name ;) xoxo

I knew I was turning Lilly on:

Are you turned on babe? ;) xo

We were nearly there when Lilly messaged me back:

Beautiful Lilly Belle

I’m so turned on that I can’t calm down. P.S I’m in your room and going to have a cold shower xo

Please don’t do that:

Don’t have a cold shower babe. Just get on my bed and have fun ;)

Beautiful Lilly Belle

I don’t know if I can. This feels wrong xo

I jumped out of the car as soon as Liam parked. I quickly grabbed my keys and opened the front door. I ran passed the girls straight up the stairs to my room:

That because your meant to be spending time with girls. It just adds to the hype what you’re about to do ;)

I quietly opened my door to see Lilly knelt on it facing away from me:

Beautiful Lilly Belle

How do you know I’m still going to do it?

I shut my door after I moved into my room. I moved in closer to Lilly without her knowing:


I moved behind her, “because I’m behind you,” I whispered in her ear. I quickly put my hand over her mouth, so she wouldn’t scream, “no noise babe,” I added. I left my hand over her mouth as my other hand went down her pants. I moved her legs apart, so I could stick my hand down her boxers. She was wet as I ran my fingers up and down her slit, “one message got you this wet babe,” I growled in her ear. Lilly took in a sharp breath as I rub her clit, “I bet you want me to go down on you right now,” I continued. I pushed her closer to me, so I could feel her body response to my touch. Lilly nodded her head, “but I’m not. I want to hear you scream,” I tell her. I got faster with her clit. Lilly grabbed both of my thighs desperately. I slowly entered two fingers into her and she moaned into my hand. I moved them in and out of her making sure that I was getting the right spot. Lilly started grinding against my member, “fuck babe,” I puffed. Lilly moved to the side a little, so she could stick her hand down my track pants. She wrapped her hand around me before she started moving up and down, “fuck babe,” I repeated.

After a little bit, Lilly moved her hand back to my thigh as she tightened around my fingers. I thrust my fingers deep inside her and she came on my fingers. I could feel her screaming into my hand as she rode out her high, “that it babe,” I whispered in her ear. I moved my hand away so she could catch her breath.

When Lilly finally caught her breath, she pushed me down on the bed. She quickly took my track pants off and threw them somewhere. Lilly moved to the place I need her the most as I took my top off. I leant on my elbows and I could see what she was about to do, “remember your deal babe,” I reminded her.

“No noise,” she ordered. A smirked played on my face at her trying to be all bossy. Lilly took my member into her hand. She gave me a couple pumps before she put the tip in her mouth. I bit my lip trying to stop me from moaning, “babe you only came once,” I groaned. Lilly just looked at me as she put more of me in her mouth. I swear from the look in her eye, I could have easily cum then.

Soon as Lilly started going up and down on me, I closed my eyes, “I’m going to make you pay babe,” I moaned. Lilly took me out of her mouth, “I said no noise,” she tells me strictly. I was loving this new side of Lilly. I could get used to it. I felt Lilly move around the bed before she stuffed something in my mouth. I opened my eyes to see it was her top. I was so shocked, but so turned on at the same time. Lilly kissed my nose as I was still in shock. She moved back down me and put my member in her mouth. I quickly sat up to take off her bra before she could do anything. I ran my hand down her bare back after I threw her bra on the floor.

As she was going up and down. I stuck my hand down her pants and undies to grab her arse. I squeezed it tight and Lilly moaned around me. I couldn’t help, but moan at the feeling that it sent through me. Lilly pushed me back down, however I got straight back up. I ran my fingers through her hair as she got faster. I was moaning uncontrollably now and I was lucky I had Lilly top in my mouth. Because I swear everyone downstairs could hear me and that might not be a good thing. I let go of Lilly’s hair after griped it tight and grabbed her hand. I squeezed her hand as I came into her mouth. I would have warned her, but I couldn’t speak.

I laid back down trying to catch my breath through my nose. Lilly licked me clean before she moved up the bed to take her top out of my mouth. I took a couple of deep breaths as I looked at her. She just looks so beautiful with her cheeks red. I pulled her down and kissed her, “I should send you more dirty messages,” I smirked against her lips. Lilly shook her head as I kissed her again, “why are you back?” she wondered as she rested her chin on my chest.

“I can’t wear track pants to a party and you need a ride,” I pointed out. Lilly fingers played with my chin in a cute way. I wrapped my arm around her as I moved some of her hair out of her face, “sorry if I was a bit rough with you. Especially your hair,” I apologized. Lilly smiled at me, “I’m alright,” she tells me. I leant forward to kiss her forehead, “but babe I didn’t know you could be kinky with gagging me. It made me hope that you were going to spank me next,” I smiled. Lilly laughed a little bit, “don’t laugh. I’m telling the truth,” I pouted. Lilly raised an eyebrow at me, “I’m a kinky bastard babe,” I admitted.

“What other kinky stuff you like?” she wondered. I shook my head since I didn’t want to get into it, but Lilly gave me a stern look. However, I kept shaking my head no until she bit my chest. That was another one of my kinks, “ok I tell you, because if you keep biting me were staying in tonight. So, I can make sure you don’t walk tomorrow,” I warned her. She kissed the bite mark, “ok I have done none of these, but I do want to try them. First is tied up for me and you,” I started. she stopped me, “me?” she questioned. I bit my bottom lip as I nodded my head. I knew she would questioned it, “why me?” she wondered.

“You’re the first person that comes to my mind. You’re also the only one I can trust too,” I confessed. She smiled as she kissed me, “I’m not saying we will do them. It just fantasies I have,” I added. I didn’t need to scare her just yet. Lilly nodded her head, “well I said tied up. Then there gagging which you just did and I kinda did to you, but next time use your knickers. Especially after I made you cum in them,” I tell her. Lilly face looked it didn’t know if it should be disgusted or shocked. I started laughing, “babe one day soon I’m going to go down on you. So really you putting your knickers in my mouth is no different,” I pointed out. Lilly nodded her head before I continued with my sex fantasies.

I told her that I wanted to try gagging again, slave and master, tied up, blind folding, sex toys and spanking. I didn’t want to tell her about my fantasy that I had at the cabin. I made sure that she knew that we would never do any. Unless she wanted to.

We laid there for a bit after the conversation we had. My mind was thinking about doing them with her. I know they might never happen, but that won’t stop the images in my head, “well I better get in the shower, so I can finish getting ready,” Lilly says as I came out of my day dream. I kissed her nose, “yeah we should,” I smirked. Lilly shook her head, “I need to hurry up, so no round two,” she tells me.

“But you gave me a blowjob and I only made you cum once,” I pouted. Lilly kissed my forehead before she got up, “another time,” she says. I ignored he as I wrapped my arm around her to bring her back to me. I started sucking on her nipple, “god Lou. You need to stop,” she begged. I smirked at her begging me to stop. I took her nipple out of my mouth before she pushed me. She got off the bed, “come back babe. I was not finished,” I smiled as I sat up. Lilly ran into the bathroom and I heard her lock the door. I laughed a little bit as I heard the shower come on. I got off the bed and picked up my keys, but as I was walking to the bathroom. I thought maybe I was pushing it with her. She said no and I ignored it. I sighed as I unlocked the bathroom door.

When I got in there Lilly was already in the shower standing under the water. I wrapped my arms around her, “I’m pushing it aren’t I?” I asked. Lilly nodded her head, “sorry,” I apologized. I kissed her cheek, “I’m alright,” she says. I pushed her into me to reassure her, “but do you have keys or something to get into your bedroom and bathroom? Because I swear I locked them both,” she wondered. I smile, “I have keys,” I replied. Lilly looked at me, “so last week after your party when you told me that I could lock the door. You could have still came in?” she remembered.

“Yeah. I said it more so you’ll feel safe. I won’t lie that I wanted to join you, but that the first day I met you. I didn’t want you to scream the house down,” I admitted. Lilly smiled at me, “you need to learn to control yourself and learn personal space,” she joked. I laughed, but it felt like she was telling the truth, “do you want personal space right now?” I wondered. Lilly bit her lip, “well I do want to shave my legs,” she says. I ran my hands down her legs and I could feel a little bit, but nothing to worry about. I also knew she was going to worry about it, “I feel nothing, but I’ll let you have your personal time,” I tell her. Lilly raised an eyebrow, “if you couldn’t feel anything. Then why are you letting me have personal time?” she pointed out.

“Because you want personal time. I just quickly wash myself and I’ll get out,” I smiled. I moved away from Lilly and started washing myself, “Lou what if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me against the wall right now?” she asked. I looked at her as my mind was going hundred miles an hour. What’s going on with her, “I would tell you no. Babe why do you keep asking me?” I questioned.

“Because like you I have fantasies too,” she tells me. I turned all my attention on to her, “well don’t voice them just yet. I’m going to wash my hair and get out,” I slightly snapped. I was angry at her right this second. I can’t keep up when she does this shit. I was being playful before and I pushed it with her. However, she thinks it’s fun about me fucking her, “Lou did I just push it with you?” Lilly wondered. I gave her a small nod, “I’m sorry,” she apologized. I kissed her forehead, “don’t be. It just you been talking about sex a lot with me lately. I’m a bit worried since it makes you worry and brings bad stuff back. I’m just wondering what going through your head when you say stuff like this?” I questioned.

“I promised myself what happened with me won’t affect us. I really can’t help that I want you like that. I trust you Lou,” she confessed as she looked down. I was so shocked that she trusted me so much already, “but babe you just have to wait six weeks for that. I not going to do it any sooner. I promised you. I really want you ready physical and mental. I understand that what happened to you is going to cause trouble for us, but I told you that we get through it together,” I confessed. Lilly kissed me, “ok,” she whispered. I ran my thumb over her cheek. I could tell that she was thinking about it, “just don’t worry about it babe,” I reassured her.

When I got out of the shower, Lilly went into my room to grab her bag. I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed that I needed a shave. I got my shaver out as Lilly came back in with her shaver. She got straight back into the shower without saying anything to me. As I was shaving, I watched Lilly wash her hair. She looked like she was thinking about something, “babe you’re over thinking about what I just said. Don’t babe. I’m alright. We’re alright. Just finish you shower and then we can join the others,” I rambled. I just need her to know that everything going to be alright. She gave me a small nod before she went back to washing her hair.

When I got out of the bathroom and put on a pair of boxers. I paced around my room thinking about tonight. What if she tries something? I can’t believe I’m thinking like this. I should have my own self-control, but if she runs into someone else’s arms tonight? I think that would kill me. No. Lilly would never do that to me. I trust her.

As soon as Lilly came out of the bathroom. I hugged her, “I have decided we’re not going tonight,” I tell her. Lilly shook her head no as she hugged me back, “yes we are. It’s Niall’s eighteenth birthday. Not all the money in the world would stop me going,” she tells me. I smile, “not even if I said I wanted to do naughty things to you all night?” I questioned. Lilly stepped away from and I wondered if I just pushed her again, “that makes me want to go more,” she joked. I pouted to continue this playfully mood she was in. She walked over to her bag, “that’s mean babe, but then again you might like to walk,” I smirked.

“That what it is,” she teased. I noticed that she was holding a very sexy pair of undies. So, I went over to her and smack her arse, “attitude,” I say. Lilly stuck her arse out, “oh please again babe,” she smirked. I shook my head as I walked away from her, but really wanted to do it again. I was just worried that I was going to push her, “get dressed babe,” I tell her. Lilly shook her head, “I’m not going to spank you again, so just get dressed,” I ordered.

“But I like it when you spank me,” Lilly says. I ignored her as I went into my wardrobe, “just get ready babe,” I tell her again. I put on a pair of boxers before I started going through my clothes. Lilly came in the wardrobe already in her undies. She grabbed a pair of track pants, “babe track pants to a party?” I questioned. Lilly put them on before she started going through her tops, “Soph got a dress for me and I still need to get my hair and make-up done,” she replied. I picked up a button up shit and threw it at her, “thanks,” she smiled. Lilly put it on, “don’t want the girl’s hard work to be ruined,” I smiled back. I got out a pair of black skinny jeans. I noticed my dark blue with little white polka dot short sleeved button up shirt, “babe do you know how to iron?” I asked as I put on my jeans. I grabbed it, “yeah,” she replied.

When we went downstairs we only found Liam, “took your time you two,” Liam smirked. Lilly hugged him, “oh the cake looks amazing Lil,” he added. Lilly kissed his cheek and it didn’t upset me, “Soph helped,” she reminded him. Liam smiled at her and still didn’t care, “Lou put a shirt on. Don’t want you to scare my girlfriend off,” Liam joked.

“I will when my girl… irons it for me,” I says. Shit I nearly said girlfriend. Liam laughed a little bit and he knew what I really was going to say, “do it yourself, because when Perrie, May and my girlfriend see her. There taking her,” Liam smiled. I knew Liam said girlfriend on purpose. Harry walked in, “I do it for you hunny,” Harry smiled. Lilly hugged Harry and Harry whispered something in her ear. Lilly nodded her head, “there she is,” we heard May say. We all turned to see the girls, “hi,” Lilly smiled. I saw Sophia smirk at her, “where the birthday boy?” Lilly wondered. She looked around for him, “he’s hanging out with his family,” Liam tells her. Perrie grabbed Lilly from Harry, “Lou were using your room,” Perrie tells me.

“Ok,” I whispered. Harry was looking straight at me, “so what happened on your date last night?” Harry asked. I started walking with Harry behind me, “we went into town to eat and see a movie,” I tell him. I walked into the laundry as I threw Harry my shirt. He caught it, “is that all you’re going to tell me?” he questioned. I nodded my head and Harry threw my shirt back at me, “then iron your shirt yourself,” he says. I grabbed him before he could leave, “what do you want to know?” I wondered.

“If you and Lilly enjoyed yourself,” he tells me. He took my shirt off of me, “yeah we did. We never done anything like it, so it was new for the both of us,” I started. Harry helped me get out the iron and the ironing board, “we went to that restaurant that Troy likes. You know the one that cost fifty pounds for a bit of steak,” I continued. Harry nodded his head as he started ironing, “so I actually think I lost points there. I think Lilly would have liked to eat somewhere cheaper,” I kept going.

“Flower the type of girl. That would love to stay home and you cook for her. And she wouldn’t mind helping,” Harry interrupted. I nodded my head, “I thought so. Anyway, after we ate we saw a movie and we came back here,” I tell him. Harry raised an eyebrow at me, “and what did you do when you came back here?” he questioned. I rubbed the back of my neck, “made out,” I say. Harry kept looking at me, “and things we already done,” I added. I hoped Harry would get what I’m saying, “oh ok,” he mumbled.

“But she wanted to,” I tell him. Harry gave me nod as he went back to ironing my shirt, “so who did you just fuck tho?” I wondered. Harry was confused as he looked at me, but his cheeks were turning red, “what are you talking about?” he questioned. I crossed my arms over my chest, “Harry your mum and Marcel went out of town,” I smiled. Harry cheeks went a deeper red, “but that doesn’t mean I got laid. I could be doing something else,” he pointed out.

“Like what?” I asked. Harry ignored me as he kept ironing my shirt, “who is it Harry?” I wondered. Harry shook his head, “it’s no one. I just thought I meant something to them, but I don’t,” he says. I could hear the sadness in his voice, “you going to be alright?” I questioned. He nodded his head, “not the first time they broke me,” he admitted. He held my shirt up, “I think that’s done,” he faked smiled. I hugged him, “have fun tonight. Go wild. Let lose,” I tell him.

After I put my shirt on, I was in the kitchen making everyone a cup of tea, “so Ashton messaged me. He’ll be here soon,” Zayn informs us. We all gave him a small nod, “Lou do you think he the one that Lilly talks about?” Liam wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “what if he is? What you going to do?” Harry questioned. I shrugged my shoulders again, “breathe,” Zayn tells me. I took in a deep breath, “I’m fine guys,” I say. They all nodded their heads, “well his here,” Zayn smirked.

After we let Ashton in we sat outside to have a smoke, “so what’s up with the cups of tea?” he asked. What does he have that I don’t? Why would Lilly fall for such a dickhead, “we don’t drink without Niall,” Harry replied. Ashton rolled his eyes, but I couldn’t be bothered doing anything about it, “plus we all got to drive. The party not here. It’s at my house,” Zayn tells him. Ashton gave him a small nod, but he really didn’t care, “so what have you been doing since the last time we seen you?” Harry asked. I zoned out when he started talking and it wasn’t because of Lilly. This guy was always a tosser. He travels the world with his dad and fucks a chick where ever he goes. Well that’s what he says, “Lou do you still have my black jacket?” Harry asked me.

“Yeah. I think it’s in the laundry,” I say. Harry got up and went inside, “you still with Perrie?” Ashton asked Zayn. He nodded his head, “Louis and Liam have girlfriends now,” Zayn tells him. Ashton looked straight at me before he started laughing, “bullshit,” he swore. Liam shook his head, “you can meet them. They should be done by now,” he suggested. Ashton nodded his head, “I need to see if their real,” he smirked. I rolled my eyes as I went inside, but my eyes straight away landed on Lilly. She was just so beautiful in a green off the shoulder dress with back high heels. Her green eyes were sticking out due to thick eye-liner. Her hair was curly and her fringe was pin back. I wanted to do so many things to her, but we had somewhere to go and people were around, “why did you stop Lou?” Liam asked me. Liam moved next to me and he looked at Sophia, “yes she beautiful, but you need to stop drooling. Ashton behind us,” Liam whispered in my ear. We both turned around to look at him and Zayn laughing at something. They stood next to us and looked at the girls, “wow these must be your beautiful girlfriends,” Ashton smiled. I could tell by Lilly face that it was the Ashton that he had a crush on. I then found my shoes interesting to look out, “are you going to introduce me?” Ashton wondered.


“You know my girlfriend Perrie,” I heard Zayn say. I zoned out lost in my own thoughts, “Lou are you going to introduce your girl to Ash?” Harry asked me. I walked over to Lilly, “Ash you should already know my girl Lilly. You went to school together,” I reminded him. Ashton looked over Lilly and that voice came into my head. Would Lilly leave me for Ashton, “Lilly you were my science partner back when we were fourteen. I didn’t recognize you. So, your Louis girlfriend?” he asked. Lilly smiled as she nodded her head and she looked happy to be call my girlfriend, “so Lou is tied down. I bet you miss the single life and all the girls going after you. Having them do what you asked,” Ashton rambled. I wrapped my arm around Lilly, “nope. I’m really happy with Lilly Belle,” I tell him. Ashton seemed surprised, but it felt like he was up to something, “well we better be going. Got some finishing touches to do on the house before Niall gets there,” Harry says.

Liam and Zayn put Niall’s birthday cake in Liam’s car. I was making sure the whole house was locked up as everyone left part from Lilly, “do we have to go now?” Lilly asked me. I wondered what changed her mind, “what happened to all the money in the world wouldn’t stop me going?” I questioned. Lilly shrugged her shoulders, “is it because your crush Ashton back?” I wondered. I quickly made sure the backdoor was locked, “it was a stupid crush. I don’t even know why I had one. He was mean to me,” she mumbled. The last bit was quiet, but I heard it, “he was mean to you?” I questioned. Lilly sighed as she nodded her head, “he was nice to me in science, because I did most of the work. But when he was around other people he was mean,” she explained. I went over to her, “if he says anything to night. I will kill him,” I reassured her. I pushed her against the was as I kissed her, “because no one hurts my Lilly Belle,” I added. I kissed her again as I pulled her thigh up to my waist. My hand went up higher on her thigh and her dress rod up. I could already feel myself getting hard, “you know your legs feel the same as before,” I smiled against her lips.

“I don’t like it when you shave. Your stubble drives me crazy,” she smirked against my lips. I laughed a little bit since I already knew that, “guys what are you… oh god,” we heard Ashton say. I let go of Lilly’s leg, but kept her close. Lilly pulled her dress down, “I live here and what do you want Ash?” I snapped. Ashton just stared at me which worried me a little bit, “left my phone outside,” he smiled. Ashton ran outside, “he going to tell Harry and he is going to say we were fucking,” I say. Lilly shook her head as Ashton came back in, “would you two hurry up with your quickie and get to the party,” Ashton smirked.

As soon as he left it felt like I could relax. I took a deep breath in and stepped away from Lilly. I knew by Lilly’s face she noticed the bulge in my pants, “fuck we have no time for anything now,” I groaned. I ran off to check the back door to see if Ashton locked it, but he didn’t. I was telling myself gross things to get rid of my hard on, “babe tell me something gross,” I begged as I stood in front of her. Lilly was confused until I pointed to the bulge in my pants, “my mother naked and all over you,” she smiled. I straight away screwed my face up and felt myself get soft, “it worked, but don’t ever say that again. I don’t want to picture it,” I smiled back.

When we got to Zayn’s house Lilly was looking at it, “he has a pool too. Wanna go for a swim later?” I teased. Lilly smiled as we started walking in. Well that wasn’t a no. I could finally kiss her in the pool and no one was going to stop me for once. Maybe we should have had the party at my house. We could have gone in the treehouse after having fun in the pool.

Once we were inside Lilly was looking at all the decorations that we put up. I grabbed her hand, “did we do alright?” I asked. Lilly nodded her head as she kissed me, “you seem happy when I do things for Niall,” I pointed out. I noticed it more than once. Lilly kissed me again, “because Niall like me. He is a category three,” she tells me. I smiled as I kissed her.

When we joined everyone in the lounger room no one looked happy, “Ashton tells me that you two were having a quickie before you got here,” Liam says. I knew he would say that, “we were just making out. Have you seen how beautiful she looks tonight? I would have jumped her in front of you guys,” I smiled. Lilly left with the girls suddenly. I don’t blame them, “so what is she like in bed?” Ashton asked. I shook my head, “I don’t talk about that,” I tell him. Ashton rolled his eyes and it took a lot of will power not to hit him, “Lou don’t talk about Lil in front of Harry,” Zayn says.

“Why? Was she Harry’s girl?” Ashton questioned. He was loving this, “no. She my sister and there are somethings I don’t need to know,” Harry slightly snapped. I knew Harry couldn’t keep his cool much longer. I think what happened today is catching up to him, “so I would like you to stop talking about her,” he added. Harry walked out of the room, “so since his gone. You can tell me,” Ashton tells me. I shook my head at him, “Lou the girls need help,” Liam lied. I knew he was trying to get me away from Ashton. I nodded my head since it was a good idea, “well I’ll be back with my mates that I have to pick up from the airport. Let me know when the real party starts. I don’t fit in with the lovey dovey group,” he says. Zayn showed him out.

We found all the girls in the kitchen and they just had a shot of vodka, “pour us one,” Liam tells Sophia. Lilly gave Sophia her shot glass for me. Sophia poured us one and Lilly gave me my shot, “Ash is pissing me off,” I mumbled before I took my shot. Lilly rubbed my back and I started relaxing, “he going to the airport to pick up his mates. He said he be back later for the real party,” Liam tells them. I kissed the side of Lilly’s head, “his gone for now,” Zayn tells us as him and Harry walked in. They both filled up a shot glass and drank it. Harry looked at Lilly and I, “you two were just making out right?” Harry questioned. We both nodded our heads, “good. Was Ashton ever mean to you Flower? Because he called you Godzilla. Well he tried to tell us that it was everyone else,” Harry wondered. As soon as Lilly cringed at that name. I knew it was true, “yeah. They used to call me it when I was bigger,” she confessed. I kissed the side of her head again to reassure her, “well I’m not letting Ashton back in,” Sophia says. I wish we could, “We can’t his Niall’s friend and we can’t tell him what Ashton used to do to Lil on his birthday. We just got to stay away from him,” Zayn tells us. We all nodded before we finished getting the house ready.

We all sat around waiting for Niall to show up. I looked at the time, “it eight. The party starts at ten and I feel bad if we start without him,” I say. I just need for this party to start before my head gets to me. Everyone nodded in agreement until we heard a car out the front. All of us boys got up and ran to the door. The girls were laughing at us as we were hugging him and wishing him a happy birthday. The girls also hugged him and wished him a happy birthday. Niall was looking the girls up and down, “you’re all pretty for me and you look like the Irish flag,” he smiled. He had a good look at May, “get over your tantrum?” Niall smirked. May shook her head, “I’m here with the girls,” she tells him. Niall looked around, “feels like home,” he says.

The girls dragged him the kitchen, so we could get this party started, “Ni check out the cake the girls made you,” Liam beamed. Niall looked at the cake and he looked really happy at all of this. I noticed Lilly was also really happy about all of this, “you girls are amazing. I know the guys could never come up with this. There the muscle not the beauty and the brains,” Niall says as he wrapped an arm around Lilly and Perrie. I took in a deep breath since I sometimes forget to breath. Niall looked at the girl’s hands, “is that my name?” he asked in shock. The girls nodded their heads, “all us girls have it,” Perrie tells him. Niall got excited, “so does that mean your all mine tonight?” he smirked.

“Maybe buddy since you didn’t tell us what you wanted for your birthday,” Zayn smiled. Niall kissed Lilly’s and Perrie’s cheeks, “where are my other two beautiful girls?” Niall asked. Sophia walked over to Niall so he could kiss her cheek, “you not going to upset the birthday boy are you May?” Niall teased. May rolled her eyes before she walked over to Niall. He kissed her cheek before he whispered something in her ear. And that was my breaking point. I pulled Lilly closer to me and wrapped my arm around her, “Lil not yours tonight. She is mine. My name on her,” Niall smiled. I knew Niall was trying to get to me. I shook my head, “I never agreed to it. Zayn did, so Perrie yours. But Lilly Belle still mine,” I pointed out. Niall pouted as he hugged Perrie, “Lou won’t give me my birthday present” Niall faked cried. I just hoped Lilly wouldn’t give in to him. I shook my head again, “I got you something else,” I tell him. I ran off to get his present out of my car.

When I came back I handed him a small gift box, “here mate. You’ll love it more than my girl,” Louis smiled. I grabbed a beer that was on the side as Niall opened the box, “no way. You got me season tickets to Derby County. Oh, my god Lou you’re the best,” Niall rambled. Niall hugged me tight, “but I still get your girl,” Niall smirked. He quickly kissed Lilly’s lips before he ran off. I put my beer down and ran after him. I think I was actually going to kill the birthday boy.

I chased Niall around the house, “Louis William Tomlinson will you stop chasing after Niall!” Harry shouted. I ignored him as I kept chasing after him, “every hit you give me. That how many times I’m going to kiss Lil,” Niall teased. Niall ran passed Harry and Lilly and Harry grabbed him. Lilly stopped me going anywhere near Niall, “Louis don’t and Niall apologize to Flower for kissing her without her permission. Then let’s party,” Harry tells us. Niall apologized to Lilly before him and Harry went back into the kitchen, “just kiss me,” Lilly tells me. I kissed her, “feel better?” she wondered. I smiled as I nodded my head. I feel so much better.

When we got back into that kitchen. I straight away picked up my beer, “game of beer pong with a twist again?” Zayn suggested. We all agreed before explained to Sophia and May the rules of the game. We changed it to, when the ball lands in you cup you’re out after you answered your question. We didn’t want to get drunk straight away.

After we made sure we all had a full cup. We all went into the dining room to play. It was girl’s verses boys. I was liking the team set up since whoever won got control over the other team. Zayn went first and got it in Sophia cup, “how long have you wanted Liam?” he questioned as Sophia drank her drink. Sophia looked at Liam, “since I started at Eden,” she admitted. Sophia stepped back as May had her turn and missed. Niall tried to get it into May’s cup, but also missed. Perrie got it into Harry cup, “is it true that you fucked Mrs. Baker our home ec teacher?” Perrie asked. Harry smirked as he drank his drink, “no, but she did give me a blowjob,” Harry tells us. I think most of us were shocked, “Niall is that why you joined creative writing?” Lilly asked him.

“Hey, you didn’t get the ball in my drink, so I don’t have to answer,” Niall tells her. Lilly raised an eyebrow at him and I knew he was going to give into her, “but no. I didn’t know about it until Perrie asked,” he added. Niall didn’t look happy to find out about Harry and Mrs. Baker. I threw the ball and tried to get it’s in Lilly’s cup. It missed, “what do you want to know?” she asked mer. I just smiled at her as I shook my head. I really didn’t want to know anything. Lilly threw the ball and it landed in Liam’s cups, “would you ever swap Soph for me. Just for one night to do anything to me?” she wondered. Sophia hit her and Lilly just smiled at her. What do these girls talk about, “only if I get my girlfriend back in one piece,” Liam says after his drank his drink. Everyone was looking at me, “not going to say anything,” I say. Lilly smiled at me, so I smiled back at her. I knew she was happy that I didn’t get jealous. Zayn and May threw the ball, but they both missed. Niall got it into Perrie cup and I could tell that is was an accident, “have you and Zayn ever done it at school?” he asked

“Yep in the equipment room in the gym,” she smiled. Lilly threw the ball and it landed in my drink. It felt like she wanted someone else, “two in a row,” Zayn points out. Lilly looked at the girls for a question to ask me. May whispered something in her ear, “what the most sexual thing you want to do to me?” She asked. Lilly already knew the answer, “I don’t want to hear,” Harry says as he put his fingers in his ears.

“At the moment is to go down on her. Like she goes down on me,” I winked at Lilly. Everyone was looking at us to see if I was telling the truth, “is she any good?” Liam wondered. I nodded my head, “she learnt from your girlfriend,” I inform him. Liam looked at Sophia, “fucken hell,” he mumbled. I stood next to Harry and took his finger out of his ears. He looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders, “kinda clean,” I whispered to him. He gave me a small nod as Zayn missed. May also missed, but Niall got it into May cup, “does your boyfriend know you’re not a virgin?” Niall questioned. May shook her head as she drank her drink. I noticed Harry rolled his eyes, “he doesn’t believe in sex before marriage,” she confessed.

“Do you miss it?” Perrie asked her. May nodded her head, “he doesn’t even touch me and when I touch myself he says it wrong,” she rambled. Perrie hugged her tight and I actually felt sorry for her, “I hate you. If we didn’t do what we did. I wouldn’t have these urges,” May snapped at Niall. We were all looking at May, “I’m fine now. I finally got over my tantrum,” she says.

After May kept saying that she was alright and we should continue the game. Lilly threw the ball and it went into Zayn cup. He drank it, “what your most kinky fantasy?” Lilly asked. Zayn raised an eyebrow out of surprised, but I wasn’t. I think Lilly would like to see if I’m a freak or not, “I don’t know if I can answer that question,” Zayn mumbled. All us boys looked at him since we already knew most of them. However, if he doesn’t answer we lose, “you have to or we lose. It just Lil left,” Niall begged. Zayn looked at Perrie, “um her tied up,” Zayn says. Lilly knew that wasn’t what he really wanted to do, but she let it go, Niall picked up the ball, “now Ni. Lil hasn’t missed yet. You need to get this in or you could be out,” Liam tells him. Niall threw the ball and it bounced off Lilly’s cup. When Lilly threw the ball, she missed on purpose. Why would she do that, “come on Ni,” Zayn encouraged him. Niall took a deep breath before he threw the ball. It landed right in Lilly’s cup. She just smiled as she drank her drink. I knew she was up to something, “if you weren’t with Louis. Who would you pick out of us to take your virginity? You can leave Harry out,” Niall asked.

“You Ni,” Lilly says. I’m kinda glad that it was Niall that she picked, but it still doesn’t help my fucked-up mind, “really? You’re not just saying that because it my birthday,” Niall questioned. Lilly shook her head, “I told you last week that I wanted to keep you,” she smiled. Niall smiled a little bit and I could tell he was getting embarrassed, “she says you’re cute and cuddly,” I added. Niall blushed a deep red, “I think she right,” Sophia says. Niall went into the kitchen, “aw did we embarrass him,” Perrie teased. Niall mumble something, “so ladies you have to do what we say tonight,” Liam smirked. Everyone started walking into kitchen, but I stopped Lilly, “really Niall babe?” I questioned. She nodded her head, “but that if I weren’t with you,” she reminded me. I kissed her, “you also lost on purpose. Why?” I wondered. Lilly smiled as she placed her hands on my chest, “because I know you boys will make it fun,” she flirted. My fingers traced the outline of her knickers on her arse. My mind had load of dirty thoughts, but I would have to wait until we were alone. I squeezed her arse to bring my attention back to her, “a lot things just came to my mind,” I smirked.

When we got into the kitchen May straight away handed us a shot of vodka. We all then wished Niall a happy birthday and clinked our shot glasses together. I downed my quickly, “I think I’m going to be drunk tonight,” Lilly whispered to me. I couldn’t help but laugh a little bit, “means no fun later,” I whispered back. Lilly kissed my cheek, “I already gave you two blowjobs today,” she says. I placed my hand on her arse, “but I can never have enough of you,” I smiled. Lilly shook her head and I knew she was being playful, “ok we still have an hour. So, truth or dare?” Niall suggested. We all agreed, but I really could stay in the kitchen with Lilly and have some fun with her. We all got new drinks before we went into the lounge room.

I sat down on the floor near Niall while Lilly took her shoes off. She bent over and I could nearly see her knickers. I stopped looking when Zayn sat down next to me with Perrie. He was smiling at me, but I ignored him. Lilly sat down between Niall and I as May sat down on the other side of Niall. Sophia sat down next to May with Liam at her side. Harry just sat down between Liam and Perrie looking at Niall. I could feel sadness coming from Harry, “ok I’ll start. Liam truth or dare?” Perrie asked him.

“Dare,” he smiled. Perrie smirked at him and I knew she was up to something, “I dare you to strip off completely,” she tells him. Liam groaned as he stood up. I wondered why Perrie dared him to do that, “um can I girls? I don’t feel like three shots,” Liam asked. All the girls nodded their heads before Liam started to take his clothes off, “don’t cover my eyes,” Lilly tells me. She looked at me, “you will ruin my make-up,” she added. I laughed a little and now I really wanted to cover her eyes, “but you know I hate make-up on you,” I smiled. I noticed that Liam was completely naked, so I pointed to him for Lilly. She was looking him up and down, “told you he tear you into two,” I whispered in her ear. Lilly looked scared as she was looking at Liam’s member, “ok Soph truth or dare?” Niall asked her. Sophia picked truth as she was still looking at Liam, “do you like what you see on Liam?” Niall wondered. Sophia nodded, but her eyes still never leaving Liam’s body, “um May truth or dare?” Sophia says. Sophia final looked away as Liam sat down. I noticed that Sophia started moving in her spot as May also picked truth, “was Niall any good?” Zayn asked her. May blushed a deep red, but Harry rolled his eyes, “um yeah, but I got nothing to compare him too,” she tells us. Niall smiled big as he chose dare, “I dare you to make out with Louis,” Harry smirked.

“God you’re as bad as Lil. I can see where she gets it from,” Zayn laughed. But why does it have to be me? Why can’t it be Zayn or Liam? Niall was glaring at Harry, but Harry looked happy with his dare, “I’m in. I don’t want to be drunk yet,” I say. I really didn’t want to be drunk yet. Lilly is being all flirty with me. Niall was looking at me to see if I was joking, “I’m in if no one speaks about it,” Niall tells us. We all agreed with him, but who were we going to tell? Lilly leant back on her hand, so Niall and I could reach each other. I kissed Niall right in front of Lilly and by the looks of it she was enjoying it. Niall and I sat back down and Lilly was still in a daze, “your turn babe,” I tell her. Lilly sat back up, “dare, but I’m giving no one a lap dance,” she says.

“I dare you to kiss Zayn,” Liam smiled. Now that was to push my buttons, but I gave Lilly the ok to do it “just remember his mine,” Perrie says. Lilly just smiled at Perrie as Zayn came over to her. Zayn pushed his lips to Lilly’s and I nearly lost my shit. This wasn’t right to me, so I pulled Lilly back to me. I kissed her as I held her face in my hands. I noticed that Zayn kissed Perrie so, he must have felt the same as me, “dose he kiss better than me?” I asked me as I ran my thumb over her cheek. Lilly shook her head no, “you two done with your moment? Because it your turn Lou,” May interrupted. I knew everyone just watched me and Lilly and I felt my cheek heat up a little bit, “truth,” I say.

“What do you like about Lil?” Sophia asked. I couldn’t hide my smile, so I looked down. Why did Sophia ask this question, “truthfully everything. I can’t find anything wrong,” I confessed. I noticed Lilly smiling at me and I really wanted to kiss her again and again, “but something’s that come out of her mouth is dirty,” I added. I winked at her and she pushed me, “I learnt that from you,” she says. I wrapped my arm around her and she leant into me. Zayn chose dare, “I dare you to sit on Liam’s lap,” Lilly smiled. Without a word, Zayn got and sat down on Liam’s lap, “god this reminds me of the other night,” Liam joked. We all laughed at them as Perrie picked dare, “suck Soph nipple,” I tell her. Perrie gave me you’re a bitch face. I guess she doesn’t want the girls knowing about her other side. Perrie crawled all the way over to Sophia, “we’re really dirty tonight,” Lilly says. Niall and I agreed with her as we all watched Perrie suck Sophia nipple, but it wasn’t doing anything for me. Perrie moved back, “Harold your turn,” Lilly tells him. Harry glared at her, “truth,” he says.

“Man, I have two questions,” May sighed. Harry faked laughed a little bit. He really must not like her, “then ask them both,” he tells her. May smiled at him, “have you ever tasted you own cum?” she asked. Harry slowly nodded his head, “not purpose tho. It went too far one time,” he tells us. We all laughed, but Niall laughed really hard, “when you’re playing with yourself?” Niall asked, but it really didn’t sound like a question. It sounded like he already knew about it. Harry nodded his head again, “ok my second question is have you ever had anal sex?” May wondered. I pulled Lilly closer to me. Just in case she had questions on the matter, “yes, I have given anal sex, but never received it. It was that not long ago actually. She was scared to get pregnant,” Harry explained. Oh, that’s what he did today. Lilly phone started ringing, so she got up and grabbed it, “hello,” she says as she answered it. I couldn’t hear who she was talking to, but I knew who it was, “mother,” Lilly faked smiled. I quickly got up and rushed to her side. I placed my hand on her back, “out with my boyfriend Lou,” Lilly tells her. Well she isn’t lying to her, “ok, yep, bye,” Lilly says. When Lilly looked at her eye looked worried, “is everything alright?” I asked. She gave me another fake smile as she nodded her head, “I think this calls for a smoke break,” Zayn says as he stood up.

We all went outside after Liam put his clothes on and Lilly put her shoes back on. Lilly was looking around Zayn’s big backyard as I got my smokes out. I lit up two smokes and gave one to Lilly, “I’m disappointed there no treehouse,” she tells me. I smiled as all the memories from my treehouse came to mind. I took a drag of my smoke, “so Ni enjoying your birthday?” May asked him. Niall nodded his head, “and the night still young,” he says. Harry came over to Lilly and I, “can I talk to you for a minute Flower?” he wondered. I knew Harry could tell something was wrong with that phone call. Lilly nodded her head and left with Harry.

They stood on the other side of the yard, “I wonder what that’s about?” Niall questioned. I nodded my head, “probably fighting over you,” I joked. Niall didn’t laugh. He was just staring at them, “Harry actually worried about her. He thinks something going on at home with her. Like she got this big secret,” Niall started. He looked at me, “I told him that you won’t let anything bad happen to her. That you would look after her. Harry has so much stress in his life right now. So, he needs her to be happy, because it makes him happy,” Niall tells me.

“I’m trying my best, but she is a lot like Harry. She doesn’t like asking for help,” I say. Niall patted me on the back, “you’ll find away,” he smiled. I laughed a little as I realized that nothing would come between Harry and Niall. Harry started laughing really loudly, “I’m so sorry Flower, but it is funny tho,” he laughed. Lilly didn’t look happy, “Niall, Louis. Harry has a picture of you kissing!” she shouted. Did she say what I think she said, “she is lying. She trying to get me back for sending Liam a picture of her,” Harry tried to defend himself. Harry started running and I knew that he really did have a picture of me and Niall kissing, “I can’t believe you did that Flower. What happened to family before hoes?” Harry yelled. Niall and I chased after Harry around the backyard, “birthday boy! Picture with the girls!” Liam shouted. Niall ran over to where the girls were to get his picture taken. I still chased after Harry, “boys together,” Perrie says. Harry and I ran over to them and posed for the picture, “your lucky Styles,” I whispered.

“Liam and Soph,” Perrie smiled. We all moved away, so Liam and Sophia could take a photo. I stood next to Lilly, “come on pose bitches,” May tells them. I can see why Niall likes her. Liam smiled as he dipped Sophia. He kissed her, “I dare you to top that Lou and Lil,” May smiled. I dragged Lilly over to Liam and Sophia was. I pushed Lilly into with one hand as my other hand cupped her face. I kissed her and Lilly place her hands on my chest, “simple, but I like it. Zayn lets show them how it done,” Perrie says. Lilly and I stood next to May as Perrie and Zayn took the spotlight. Zayn lifted Perrie up as she kissed him, “May do you think you and Niall can top that?” I smirked. I think Niall and May should kiss and makeup. Lilly was looking at me, “Ni do you think we can top that?” May asked him. May looked drunk as she dragged Niall to where we all been standing, “what going on?” Perrie asked as they stood next to us. Lilly pointed to me and I just smiled, “I think May drunk,” Zayn says. Lilly nodded her head, “well one thing for sure. She still likes Ni,” Perrie says. May wrapped her arms around Niall’s neck as he picked her up. May then wrapped her legs around him and Niall grabbed her arse. They kept making out even after Liam too the photo. Liam took a picture of Harry kissing a tree, “didn’t know you’re into wood,” Liam joked. Harry stuck his middle finger at him, “there still going,” Sophia says as she pointed to May and Niall.

“You two we took the picture a while ago,” I tell them. May quickly got off of Niall and ran inside with Perrie behind her. Niall had a big smile on his face, so Liam took a photo of him, “Ni I think you enjoyed that too much,” Harry tells him. Harry pointed to Niall’s crotch and he had a bulge, “you got that from making out,” Liam teased. That was pretty bad for Niall. It normally takes a lot for him, “she not wearing a bra,” Niall smiled. Liam slowly nodded his head, “well you got ten minutes to get rid of it,” Liam tells him. Niall ran inside, “reminds me of you earlier,” Lilly says to me. I shook my head, “but Ni gets to toss off. Where I didn’t,” I pouted. Lilly smiled at me, “yeah all by himself. Where you have me,” she reminded me. I kissed her, “we got ten minutes,” I started. Lilly shook her head to stop me, “not right now,” she tells me. I kissed her again, “you’re all mine later then,” I smirked. Perrie and May came back out, “so people be here soon and the party can start,” May smiled.

“I thought the party already started for you,” I teased her. May shook her head, “where is the birthday boy?” Perrie wondered. Zayn whispered in Perrie’s ear, “no way. Really?” Perrie says. Zayn nodded his head, “just remember we got to play nice with Ash. When we don’t want to,” Harry reminds us. Thanks for reminding us. Ashton lucky that I don’t just punch him right in the face. We all nodded our heads, “don’t be alone with him and if you are get away. Ash the type of person that will try to spilt us up,” I warn Lilly. She nodded her head, “just remember what happens tonight. You’re the only one I want,” she promised. I kissed her, “and you’re the only one I want,” I smiled against her lips. Lilly kissed me as she smiled as well, “love birds. You ready to party or go home to have your own private party?” May asked. We look at everyone and they were all smiling at us, “we’re ready to party with everyone,” I say.

As soon as we got a new drink and turned the music on. People started showing up and Sophia took Lilly away from me. So, Liam thought it was a good idea to hang around me for a while, “why haven’t you beaten the crap out of Ashton?” Liam wondered. I sighed as I had some of my drink, “because when Niall happy, Lilly happy and Harry happy that Lilly happy,” I say. Liam nodded his head, “suck up,” he whispered. I nodded my head, “I bet Soph wants to suck something on you. Did you see her face when she saw you naked?” I teased.

“Yes, I did. I think I’m in for a goodnight with her,” Liam smiled. I laughed a little bit, “but since Soph taught Lil. Is there anything I should know?” he questioned. I just smiled at him, “I can’t give away the secret,” I say. Liam shook his head, “but Lilly must have been good. You seemed really happy when we came around today,” Liam tells me. I nodded my head, “well in the past twenty-four hours. I had three blowjobs,” I smiled. Liam laughed a little bit until something caught his eyes, “Ashton back and with his friends. They’re also talking to our girls,” he informs me.

As soon as I noticed them we went straight over there. Michael, Luke and Calum are good guys. It’s just they hang around Ashton, “lads. I’ve see you met our girls,” I smiled. Liam and I hugged the guys, “your lucky boys. Their so beautiful,” Michael says. Luke hit him in the back of the head, “manners,” he tells him. Michael just looked at him since he really did nothing wrong, “I gave them a complement jerk,” Michael snapped. Calum smiled at us, “so where is the birthday boy?” he wondered. We looked around and I couldn’t find Niall anywhere, “somewhere,” I say. I wrapped my arm around Lilly, “well we better find him. See you guys around,” Luke smiled. They all left us, “they seem nice,” Sophia smiled.

As Lilly and I were heading to the kitchen to get another drink. Liam and Sophia went to go dance. Lilly seemed disappointed that we didn’t follow them. I stopped when I heard a slow song come on, “instead of another drink. Do you wanna dance?” I asked. Lilly smiled big as she nodded her head, so I grabbed her hand and lead her to the dancefloor.

Once we were on the dancefloor, I pulled her close to me. I kept our hand together on my chest as I wrapped my other arm around her hips. Lilly placed her hand on my back under my arm. I swayed us to the music as I sang along to it. Lilly rested her head on my shoulder as she listened to me. I kiss the side of her head before I leant my head against hers. I kept singing as we both were enjoying the music. I knew people were watching us, but the most important thing to me now was Lilly.

When the song finished, and turned into this fast-upbeat song. Lilly and I decided to go get a drink. Once we were in the kitchen we noticed Luke talking to May, “hey guys,” May smiled. I got Lilly and I a new drink, “have you met Luke? His from Australia,” May said quickly. I had to do a double take on May. She seemed really hyper, “May have you taken anything?” I wondered. May shook her head, “too much sugar,” she says. She ran off before I could ask her again, “she is a funny drunk,” Luke smirked. We laughed a little bit, “she taken mate,” I tell him. Luke seemed disappointed, but she is kinda Niall’s girl and I think she might be on something, “by who? Are all you guys taken?” Luke asked. I shook my head, “Niall and Harry are still single. May’s boyfriend at home, because his a good boy,” I say. Luke laughed, “does he know she’s here?” her wondered. Lilly shook her head, “do you think she’ll kiss me?” Luke questioned.

“I wouldn’t try. She kinda Niall’s girl as well,” I tell him. I gave Lilly her drink, “is Niall going after her?” Luke wondered. I nodded my head, “oh Harry getting some. So, don’t look for him,” Luke tells us before he left the kitchen. Lilly shook her head at Luke, “didn’t need to know that,” she mumbled. I put my drink down, so I could put my hands on her waist, “on the subject of Harry. Does he really have a picture of me and Niall kissing?” I asked. Lilly nodded her head as she put her drink down. She put her hands on my chest, “I’m not going to lie. I was turned on by you and Niall kissing,” she admitted.

“Might have to find Niall again since you’re not giving me anything,” I smirked. Lilly shook her head quickly, “you kiss Niall again and I will make sure you don’t get anything for a while,” she threated. I moved my face just centimetres away from hers, “it be worth it to see you jealous,” I say. Lilly kissed me, “I wouldn’t be jealous. I would be turned on,” She whispered in my ear. Lilly stepped away from me and a really naughty thought about me, Lilly and Niall came into my head. I watched Lilly as I grabbed my drink. We both drank it in one go before I quickly went over to her. I pulled her closer to me and she kissed me, “I’m starting to think you don’t want me to go anywhere near Niall,” I say. I think my drink went straight to my head, because it didn’t sound like bad idea. About me, her and Niall, “babe it your choice. You can go find Niall or you can take me somewhere private?” she smirked.

I quickly grabbed her and took her out of the kitchen. We went down a hallway before we went into Zayn’s dad office, “why is there no one in here?” Lilly wondered. I pushed her against the wall, “because it Zayn’s dad office. If Zayn catches you in here. He will kill you,” I explained. I kissed up her neck as one of my hands played with her boob. I felt Lilly undoing my top, so I pulled her dress down a little bit. I pushed her bra away with my chin, so I could suck on her nipple. Lilly pushed my shirt off my shoulders and I let it fall to the floor. I manged to pin both of her arms above her head in one of my hands. I pulled her dress up with my other hand, “make as much noise you want babe. No one can here you,” I smirked. I rubbed her through her knickers, “fuck Lou. No teasing please,” she begged. I unzipped her dress and pulled it down. It fell to her feet and she just looked sexy standing there, “fuck you look so hot in just heels and your underwear. It makes me wanna fuck you against the wall,” I growled.

“Then do it,” she tells me. I kissed her as my mind wasn’t making any sense. Lilly undid my jeans and pulled the down a bit with my boxers. I pulled Lilly’s knickers down and she stepped out of them. I kissed her again as I was about to pick her up the door handle started moving. Lilly and I quickly picked our clothes up and hid in the wardrobe full of filing cabinets. I got the door closed in time before whoever walked in saw us. I pulled my jeans and boxers back up as Lilly put her knickers on, “Niall won’t someone catch us?” we heard May ask. We got closer to the door as Lilly looked at me, “no baby. No one comes in here,” Niall reassured her. We heard a thud, “Ni just hurry up please,” May begged. I quickly covered Lilly’s ears, so she couldn’t hear what comes next. I could hear what’s happing and May really loud. I moved us away from the door to the other side of wardrobe. I moved my hand away from one of her ears, “there having sex,” I whispered in her ear. I cover her ear back up and she covered mine. I smiled at how cute she is, “you don’t need to cover mine babe. I have heard Niall before,” I say in her ear. Lilly moved in closer to me, “so,” she smiled. I moved my hands away, so she could hear May moan. She also moved her hands away from me, “you know this makes me want to continue what we were doing,” she smirked. I shook my head as I wrapped my arms around her. I just realized that we were going to have sex, “babe I think we were about to have sex. So, I don’t want to continue that,” I admitted. Lilly froze, so I grabbed her dress and put that on her, “you alright babe?” I wondered as I zipped up her dress. she shrugged her shoulders as she had a blank look on her face, “it going to be alright. I’m so sorry babe,” I apologized.

After I made sure her dress was alright. I sat down on the floor against a filling cabinet, “come here,” I smiled. Lilly sat down between my legs. I got my phone out of my pocket with my earbuds. I put them in her ears before I plugged them into my phone. I found hunter Hayes in my music and pressed play. Lilly looked at me and she was shocked. I kissed her as she smiled at me. Lilly put her head on my chest as she listened to the music. I ran my fingers up and down her back as I kept listing to Niall and May. It’s not like I wanted to listen, but it’s all I can hear.

I don’t know how much timed passed, but I knew it wasn’t that much. I heard Niall and May stop, “what’s wrong Niall?” May asked him. I knew something went wrong, “I just can’t finish,” Niall snapped. I heard movement, “I’m sorry May, but I have to go,” he apologized. I heard the door open and close. I heard some more movement, but Lilly put an earbud in my ear. It was her favourite song Wanted. Lilly put her head back against my chest. I leant my head into hers, so I could her the song. This song reminds me of us and our relationship. I think her favourite song is our song.

I stayed with her for a couple more songs, before I moved head away from her, “I think there gone,” I say. I knew they left ages ago, but it was nice to just sit with her, “I think your right,” she tells me. Lilly gave me my earbud before I stood up. I put my phone and earbuds in my pocket. I went over the door and opened it to make sure May was gone, “there gone,” I smiled. I helped Lilly up, “Lou can we talk about what just happened later?” she wondered. Lilly gave me my top, “what bit? Niall and May or us?” I questioned. It was meant to be a joke, but it really was a questioned. I put my shirt back on, “both. I just want to go back to the party,” she tells me. I nodded my head since I didn’t want to get into an argument with her. I grabbed her hand as I looked her up and down. Lilly caught me, “just making sure you still look beautiful for everyone,” I smiled. I kissed her before we left and joined the party again.

We were just in time for Niall’s birthday cake. Liam and Harry put on the dining room table in front of Niall. Lilly and I stood close to them, “I want to thank everyone for coming,” Niall started. I wrapped my arms around Lilly from behind, “I really want to thank my best friends which are more like family to me. I also want to thank our girls for putting this together and making the cake,” Niall smiled. Niall smiled at everyone, so we sang happy birthday to him and he blew his candles out.

Not long after that I lost Lilly in the crowd, but I knew she was going to be safe. She would find Sophia or Niall. I picked up a small bottle of vodka from the kitchen side and went outside. I sat down on the grass and got my smokes out. I lit one up before I took a drink. I started think about what just happened between Lilly and me. Why wasn’t I thinking? I took another drink, “so Lou where is Lilly?” I heard Ashton wondered. I looked up to see he had a smug look on his face, “hanging out with her friends,” I tell him.

“And what are you doing?” he questioned. I took another drink, “having a smoke,” I say. Ashton shrugged his shoulders before he walked away. I had some more vodka as Harry came over, “Lou I think you should go find Lilly,” he tells me. I took a drag of my smoke, “why?” I asked. Harry looked worried, “I think Ashton going to do something,” he admitted. I took another drink of vodka, “Lou. I’m being fucken serious,” he snapped. Harry grabbed the bottle out of my hand and threw it away. I looked at him and he was pissed, “what if she wants him?” I mumbled. Harry pulled me up off the ground, “you fucken go find her!” He spat. He pushed me towards the house until I started walking.

I looked around Zayn’s house and didn't find her until I walked down the hallway to Zayn’s dad’s office. I saw Lilly, but Ashton lips were on hers. I just lost it. I ripped Ashton on her, “what the fuck do you think you’re doing with my girlfriend!” I shouted. I started to punch him and I didn't want to stop, “she came onto me,” Ashton lied. Two people pulled me from him, but I wanted more. I noticed that it was Liam and Zayn that had a hold of me, “I don’t believe you for a fucken second. You better fucken run,” I spat. Ashton ran off, so Liam and Zayn followed him out.

I waited for them to disappear, “what did I tell you about being alone with him? I told you to get away!” I yelled. I saw tears in her beautiful green eyes as she stumbled back, “and your fucken drunk too!” I added. I slammed my hand on the wall next to her head. Her tears started falling, “how can you be so stupid after what I told you about him. God, you make my life hard,” I spat. Lilly pushed me away, “then I’ll make it easy for you. We are over Louis,” shesnapped.

As soon as Lilly was gone. I collapsed to my knees, “what the fuck have I done?” I swore. She just broke up with me, but it was my fault. Why did I say all those things? Fucken Ashton forced himself onto her and I yelled at her for it. I knew I had to make things right with her any way I can.

I looked for Lilly, but I ran into Liam and Ashton. Liam had Ashton pin against the wall. Ashton had a cut above his eye and on his bottom lip. Liam punched him in the stomach, “you fucken touch her again and I will make sure you never see the light of day again,” Liam threatened. Ashton just stared at him, but then looked at me, “Lilly so easy to get into bed with. I can see why you’re with her,” he smirked.

“You shut the fuck up,” I spat. Before I could launch myself at him someone stopped me, “get rid of him Liam,” Harry tells him. I looked at him and he looked so angry. I was actually scared of how mad he was, “now Louis you shut the fuck up and listen to me,” Harry snapped. I nodded my head slowly, “what the fuck happened between you and Lilly? Why did you fucken say that stuff?” Harry questioned.

“I just saw her and Ashton and I completely lost it,” I admitted. My vision went blurry, “I know I shouldn't have said that stuff to her. I feel like fucken shit talking to her like that. I just need to find her and apologize. I would get on my hands knees and beg her,” I continued. I knew I was crying now, “Lou calm down,” Harry reassured me. I shook my head, but Harry nodded his head, “I'll tell you where she is, but you got promise me something,” he started. I nodded my head, “you get actual help for your mood swings. I'm not talking about seeing Veronica. I'm talking about a doctor. Your moods are changing so quickly and you’re not having healthy thoughts. Did they help you in hospital with that?” He wondered.

“They gave me some pills that I don't take. They make me feel funny and take too long to work,” I tell him. Harry nodded his head, “I'm taking you to the doctors and you can fight me all you like, but you’re going,” Harry demanded. I gave him a small nod, “can you not tell Lilly? I want too when I'm ready, but then again she might not talk to me again,” I asked. Harry smiled as he nodded his head, “she wants you and Perrie took her to Zayn's bedroom,” he says. Harry hugged me tight, “we are going to get you better,” he promised.

As I was on the way to Zayn's room I bumped into to Perrie. She pushed me against the wall, “you fucken stuffed up. She told me what nearly happened tonight. What were you thinking?” Perrie snapped. I looked down, “I wasn’t thinking,” I sighed. I looked at Perrie and she slowly nodded her head, “I’m a dickhead and I could lose the girl that I love,” I continued. Perrie face was shocked, “you love her? But whatever happened to I don’t believe in love?” Perrie questioned. I shrugged my shoulders, “I met a girl called Lilly,” I say. Perrie laughed a little bit as she hugged me.

When I pulled myself together and got up to Zayn’s room. Lilly was lying in bed with her back to me. I just got in next to her without taking off my clothes. I noticed that she wasn’t wearing her dress any more, but a big t-shirt. So that meant it was Zayn’s, “took your time Pear,” Lilly mumbled. I wrapped my arm around her, “Louis?” she questioned. I nodded my head against her, “I’ll leave if you want me too,” I tell her. Lilly shook her head and I knew she was crying again. I pulled her closer to me, “hey don’t cry. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry,” I apologized. I kissed the side of her head, “I’m the stupid one not you. The only stupid thing you have ever done is saying yes to me. I’m the one that keeps hurting you,” I confessed. Lilly turned around to face me and her beautiful green eyes were red from too much crying. I made sure to keep my arm around her, “then we’re stupid together,” she smiled. I kissed her, “no you’re the smart one sometimes,” I smiled back. I sat up, “let’s go to sleep,” I say. Lilly nodded her head as I got undressed until I was down to my boxers. I motioned for Lilly to sit up, so she did. I couldn’t have her wearing Zayn’s t-shirt, “arms up,” I tell her.

“Why?” she wondered. I pulled on her top, “because that Zayn’s top,” I replied. Lilly put her arms up slowly. I took off her top and then her bra. I didn’t look at her boobs. I didn’t want to push her with what has happened tonight. I put my button top on her before we laid back down, “you sure you’re alright with my arse sticking out?” she asked. I placed my hand on her arse, “yeah as long as no one pulls the blanket away,” I smiled. I moved my fingers up and down on her arse as I was thinking to myself, “babe,” I started. Lilly shook her head, “I don’t want to talk about it right now Louis. I just want to go to sleep and get the alcohol out of me. We can talk about later,” she begged. I know what happed to night was going through her head. I pulled her closer as I kissed her head. Lilly buried her face into my chest and closed her eyes, “goodnight my stupid boy,” she smiled against me. I kissed her as I smiled, “goodnight my smart girl,” I say. We both fell asleep not long after that.

I woke-up about five o’clock in the morning to find everyone was in bed. Part from Lilly and Harry. I knew they couldn’t be far, so I got out of bed. I rubbed my face as I walked to the bedroom door, “go easy on them,” I heard Niall whispered. I gave him the thumbs up as I kept walking.

I found them at the backyard talking just dressed in jackets, “but I’m starting to get Louis,” Lilly tells Harry. Harry hugged her, “what about me?” I wondered. They both looked at me, “just how this is the third time that you two broken up and got back together,” Harry smiled. I stuck my finger up at him, “well guys it five in the morning. So, get back into bed,” I ordered. They both smiled at me, “we don’t want to,” Lilly tells me. I shook my head, “you two probably still drunk,” I started. Lilly looked at Harry and he shrugged his shoulders, “I am also older than the both of you, so what I say goes. So, get back into bed,” I ordered again. They walked over to me, “now Louis Flower needs some tender loving care for a bit after what happened tonight,” Harry tells him before he ran inside. I looked at Lilly and I knew what Harry was talking about, “what happened with Ash brought those memories back?” I wondered. Lilly nodded her head, so I hugged her tight, “fuck I’m going to New York for a couple of weeks with Troy,” I remembered.

“I’ll be alright. When do you leave?” she asked me. I looked at her trying to work out how to tell her, “Monday morning,” I replied. She tried to put on a smile for me, “why are you going there?” she wondered. I sighed, “Troy trying to get a deal with a business man, but the man loves family. So, Troy wants me to go, so the guy sees that we’re a happy family. I have to go,” I explained. I couldn’t tell her the deal that I made with Troy. Lilly kissed me and it felt like she was telling me that it was going to be alright. I kissed her forehead, but I left my lips against her skin, “Harry will look after me when you’re gone,” she reassured me. I didn’t move, “but are you going to talk to him if something troubling you?” I asked against her forehead. Lilly placed her hands on my waist, “maybe, but I can’t tell him about my mother tho,” she replied. I nodded my head, “I’m going to make sure Zayn and Perrie keep an eye on you too,” I tell her. Lilly looked at me, “Lou you’re going away for two weeks. I’ll be fine,” she reassured me again. I kissed her, “it makes me feel better about leaving you,” I smiled. Lilly nodded her head, but I knew she was going to talk to no one, “just for you tho,” she says.

When we got back up to Zayn’s room to go back to bed. Harry was already asleep, so I got in next to him. I held my arms open for Lilly as she took off the jacket. I think if we were alone. I would have my way with Lilly. She looked so beautiful with only just the moonlight coming in through the window. Lilly got in next to me and I straight away wrapped my arms around her, “now back to sleep,” I ordered. Lilly smiled as she kissed me. She closed her eyes and fell straight to sleep. I kissed her forehead, “I love you,” I whispered.

The next morning, I woke when I felt Lilly moving around. I felt an arm around me and I knew it was Harry. He also had his morning wood in my back. I didn’t want to make a scene since it would have embarrassed him. However, Lilly quickly got off the bed and ran for Zayn’s bathroom. I quickly followed her as she started throwing up, “babe are you alright?” I asked. Lilly shook her head before she threw up. I knelt beside her and held her hair back. I rubbed her back as she kept going. I know she did this to herself, but this is her first hangover and it’s bad. I heard a couple more people run out of the room, “that what you get for doing shots,” Zayn laughed. Lilly must of had shots last night, “Lou can you make it stop please,” she begged. I kissed the side of her head, “I’m sorry babe I can’t,” I cooed.

When Lilly stopped throwing up. She washed her face and she look drained, “spare toothbrushes are in the bottom draw,” Zayn tells us. I grabbed one out and put toothpaste on it. I brushed my teeth first before I gave it to Lilly.

After I put Lilly back to bed. I went down to get her a drink of water and some painkillers. I noticed Niall throwing up in the downstairs bathroom, “you ok in there?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, “your girlfriend can drink,” he mumbled. I laughed as he threw up again. I put down the glass of water and the painkillers next to him, “it be ok,” I say. I rubbed his back before I left.

When I got another glass of water and some painkillers. I went back up to Zayn’s bedroom and gave them to Lilly, “should help the head,” I tell her. Lilly smiled a little, “where mine?” Harry pouted. I Just looked at him, “get it yourself. Lazy git,” I playfully snapped. Lilly took the painkillers as Sophia came back in with Liam. Sophia crawled right next to Lilly, “why did we do shots?” Sophia whined. So how many shot did they do, because Niall can hold his liquor. I sat on the side of the bed near Lilly feet. Lilly was talking to Sophia about something, but I couldn’t hear them. Niall came back in and fell onto the bed, “Lil your evil, but that was the best birthday ever,” Niall mumbled. Lilly laughed at him as Zayn took a picture of Sophia, “you happy now that you got everyone?” Lilly asked Zayn. Zayn must have taken a picture, because they have a hangover. May put her head in Sophia lap, “I’m not moving. My legs are sore,” she says. Niall smirked and Perrie hit him in the back of the head. Does Perrie know what Niall and May got up to, “why does your legs hurt?” I asked. I crossed my legs, so I could put Lilly’s feet in my lap, “party to hard,” she tells me. I played with Lilly’s feet waiting for her to tell me to stop, “or you had something hard in you,” I pointed out. May looked at me before she looked at Niall, “did you tell him?” she questioned Niall.

“No,” Niall replied. May looked at me and I swear she was going to kill me, “did you and Niall fuck last night?” Harry wondered. May hid her face in Sophia lap, “it alright. We all have urges,” Sophia cooed. May shook her head, “but I have a boyfriend,” she says. I shook my head this time, “and his a dick. I’m not saying he don’t have the right to save sex for marriage, but he should at least touch you. Touching someone can bring people closer and it more intimate then sex sometimes,” I admitted. I ran my fingers up Lilly’s leg, “because look at what happened. You just wanted to be touched, but you fucked Niall. You built it up so much that you exploded and Niall gave you what you wanted. If I was you May I would step back from your relationship and have a good look at it. Your boyfriend maybe be a nice guy, but his not giving you what you want or need,” I added.

“You might be right,” May whispered. I knew everyone was looking at me. May laid on her back looking up at the ceiling, “we don’t even do this. I’m closer to Soph physical than I am my own boyfriend. I would love what Lou is doing to Lil right now. She with us girls, but his close and touching her,” May rambled. I actually feel sorry for this girl. I know some people wait until marriage to do anything and there nothing wrong with it. However, May wants something from her boyfriend, “then leave him,” Niall tells her. May sat up, “what and be with you? We all know you can’t commit Niall,” May tells him. Niall sighed, “well clearly you’re not happy with him,” Niall spat. That must have really hurt Niall’s feelings, “forget it. Stay with him, but don’t come to me again,” Niall added. Niall moved away from May to be closer to me.

We all started talking about the party to change the subject on Niall and May, “Lil you kissed Soph twice. You’re only meant to kiss me,” Perrie pouted. Wait when did Lilly kiss Sophia twice? Where was I? Sophia laughed, “Niall kissed Michael,” Sophia tells us. Niall glared at her and it looked he was going to kill her, “we said we weren’t going to talk about that,” he reminded her. Sophia grabbed her phone to show everyone the picture of Niall kissing Michael. Niall grabbed his phone and show everyone Lilly and Sophia kissing. Harry then also grabbed his phone to show the picture of Niall and me kissing, “told you he did,” Lilly smiled. Harry went to push Lilly, but I quickly grabbed him, “now Harold no violence,” I warned him. Harry just smiled at me, “so Niall got lucky last night with a girl and two guys. I think your meant to have more girls mate,” Zayn teased. Niall stuck his finger up, “Zayn turn your TV on,” Liam tells him.

After Zayn turned his TV on. Liam got his phone out and connected to the TV. He started going through the pictures that he took last night. We saw all the pictures of us kissing before the party started. When the picture of Lilly and I kissing. I couldn’t help, but smile at it. I smiled bigger when Liam put on a picture of me and Lilly dancing last night. She looked so happy, “oh my god Louis can dance,” Zayn teased. I ignored him as I laid down on the bed between Lilly’s. I placed my head on her hip, “and it not grinding,” Harry added. The next picture was some random girl grinding on Harry, “Harry you’re making Louis look like a good boy, but I know his not. Because I know what they did last night,” Niall says. I looked at Niall. Then at Lilly and I knew she told him what was about to happen, “well about to anyway, but May and I stopped them,” Niall added.

“What are you on about Ni?” Harry wondered. Niall looked at Harry, “Lou was going to go down on her,” Niall lied. Why did Niall have to say that? Harry hit me, but it wasn’t that hard, “wait we stopped you guys, but we didn’t see you,” May says. I smiled at her, “we were in the wardrobe. Thank god for earphones,” I smirked. May went bright red, “May did Luke come on to you?” Lilly asked. I knew Lilly was changing the subject for May, “yeah. He told me he wanted a kiss before he goes back to Australia. I told him no,” May tells her.

“Lou why did you beat the crap out of Ash?” Niall wondered. I grabbed Lilly’s hand, “he was mean to Lilly Belle and he kissed her forcibly when Lilly Belle tried to get away. He was a jerk to her all night,” I explained to him. Niall nodded his head slowly, “why didn’t you tell me? I pick Lil over him anytime. He also tried with May last night and she kept telling him no. I told him to back off, but as soon as I left May he tried again,” Niall tells us.

“Michael wanted Lil last night too. He kept looking for her,” Zayn tells us. Lilly looked surprised, but I was pissed, “he said something about green makes your eyes stand out,” Zayn added. Lilly shook her head as Liam made us pay attention to the pictures again.

About ten minutes later Lilly and Sophia were asleep again, “last night took a lot out of them,” Liam says. I nodded my head as I slowly sat up, “I’m still up and I did shots with them,” Niall pointed out. I got of the bed and tried to lay Lilly down, but Sophia wrapped her arms around her tight, “but your Niall. You can handle your hangovers. This is Lil first ever one,” Zayn tells him. Liam help me move both Lilly and Sophia, so they would be more comfortable.

We all spent the rest of the day lazy about Zayn’s house until we all decided to go home. I gave Lilly some of my clothes out of my car, so she didn’t have to put Sophia’s dress back on. On the way home, I stopped to get something to eat. We sat in the car in the parking lot eating, “so why did you kiss Sophia twice?” I wondered. Lilly laughed a little bit, “I lost at shots and wasn’t going to kiss Michael. Then Niall told us to kiss since we lost at beer pong,” she explained.

“Dam right you’re not kissing Michael, but do I have to watch Soph with you?” I joked. Lilly shrugged her shoulders, “I’m started to feel like I get around with the girls,” she smiled. I laughed a little bit, but last night was still in my head, “we need to talk about last night tho,” I started. Lilly shook her head, “I don’t want to talk about it,” she slightly snapped. I sighed as I shook my head, “I’m not going to drink around you again,” I tell her.

“That’s bullshit,” she says. I shook my head, “how is that bullshit? Do you even remember what nearly happened last night?” I questioned. I knew we were both getting upset, “of course I do Lou,” she snapped. I took in a deep breath, “I can’t control myself around you when I’ve been drinking,” I confessed. Lilly looked at the window, “I know that,” she whispered. I started the car, “I think we should talk about this another time,” I tell her.

I dropped Lilly off home and the went to my house to start packing for my two-week trip with Troy. I made sure that I pack a lot of schoolwork just so I wouldn’t have to talk to him. I also called Zayn to tell him to keep an eye on Lilly. I’m going to be thinking of her this whole trip.


Sorry for the long wait. I'm going to try to update quicker


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