Lemons
May #3 The Conclusion (Part 3)
*Susan’s POV (Morning, Tuesday the 10th)
I wake up without an alarm. I look at my phone and it’s only 6:30am. My classes are finished but Hannah isn’t done until Thursday so I figured I could wait a little longer to pack up and go back home. This also means I have no reason to be awake at 6:30 in the morning! This has sadly become a regular occurrence since Liam broke up with me. That’s on my mind but so are a few other things.
Em and Kenz 3-way called us Sunday night and told us that Niall’s dad found out about him and Kenz officially that day and that he made her choose between him and her career. We were all shocked when Kenz told us that Niall told her to choose her career and even more so when she said she’s kinda fine with it now. “It won’t be forever.” she said.
The other girls don’t know this, but over a month ago Sammie called me from a hotel room. She had Luke and Louis meet each other and it went really badly. She and Louis got in a fight and then she told me what he said that caused her to leave and go there. Really that was an awful thing for him to say to her but he probably wished he never said it as soon as he did.
The very next day she told me she went back, but she hasn’t spoken to Louis unless she had to. That fight must have really hit her hard. I’m hoping they can make up soon, they’re such a good pair. I know that her and Luke are still together so that’s great. She’s also still struggling with what to study in college next year but we all believe in her. She’s more talented than she thinks.
Then there’s Hannah and Harry. I really can’t believe that they broke up. After what he’s done for her I’m finding it hard to believe that Harry wasn’t loyal to her. He seems like a better guy than Liam was, that’s for sure. I haven’t heard Hannah so much as say his name since the day they apparently split. She’s been acting all happy and totally normal but I know she’s putting on an act; it’s what she’s always done.
On the inside, she’s probably feeling a lot like I am: miserable. I guess both our relationships are just another statistic like all other failed long distance attempts. I was really hoping though that even though mine and Liam’s failed like all the others, Hannah and Harry’s would pull through. There was something different about them that I couldn’t put my finger on.
I roll over and look at the phone again. 6:35. Great, it’s only been 5 minutes. Now what do I do? I suppose I could get up and busy myself with packing more of my stuff. Lord knows I won’t be able to go back to sleep now. Way too much going on inside my head. Along with all this stuff going on with the girls I have my own things swirling around.
Yesterday I finalized my plans for helping out at the New York dance company who will hopefully end up wanting me after graduation next year. They’re called Synthesis Dance. They do performances of all different styles so I’m glad my training at AMDA for the last 3 years has been really extensive and comprehensive.
Since I told them I like to dance and choreograph, they’re going to have me try and come up with a dance of a certain style to teach everyone. I’ll have to do that and juggle my last year of school but I’m ready to take it on. They said if I prove to be a good choreographer, I could join the company as a dancer and choreographer! That would really be making my dreams come true. I’d be living in New York and Hannah will be too for her acting career so we already worked it out that after we graduate, we’re gonna officially move here and get an apartment together.
That’s also something strange. Hannah has always been more close to Emily and I’ve always been closest to Mackenzie. Ever since we both had long distance to deal with, Hannah and I have become really close too. I can probably say the same about Emily and Mackenzie since they’ve been living together in LA with Niall’s family for a while.
It’s been a strange shift over the last several months but I think it’s ultimately making our bond as a group even stronger. Poor Sammie still seems like the odd one out because she’s years behind us, but I can still say that she’s the closest to me out of everyone. We’re all hoping that she’ll make friends at college so that she isn’t so lonely while the four of us are really involved with our careers.
Then for the last thing on my mind that’s never left: Liam. I know that he hurt me but I still miss him and unfortunately still love him. Trust me, I never want to get back together with him because after what he pulled I’ll never be able to completely trust him again. But maybe one day I’ll resume speaking to him. I’ll only be able to if he reaches out to me since I still have him deleted.
The girls think that’s the smartest move I made. This way I won’t be tempted. After 1 month and 10 days, I still can’t wrap my head around it. He lied to me about his feelings. For the last 3 months of our relationship, he said he loved me without meaning it. How is he able to live with himself? He better be just as miserable as I am over there. This is for the best. No matter how I feel about him still, it’s for the best. I’ll meet someone new eventually and I’ll make sure they’re tons better than him.
I’ve now packed most of my stuff except for bedding and toiletries and a couple outfits for the next few days. Another year at AMDA done, but definitely the wackiest one yet. It’s funny how in only 1 year, my life and Hannah’s, Emily’s, Mackenzie’s, even Sammie’s, turned upside down. Never would I have thought 1 year ago that all of these crazy things with careers and boys would have happened. It feels like so much more than a year has passed.
But I can say that through the good and the bad of the past year, I’m glad that all of it happened. The 5 of us have celebrated through the good times, and grown through the bad. It’s also funny that throughout all of my packing and thinking, Hannah’s still been asleep. …Actually I spoke too soon. I don’t know exactly what is gonna happen in the future for us, but if the past year is any indication, I expect it to get even happier, even more successful, and even crazier.
I wake up without an alarm. I look at my phone and it’s only 6:30am. My classes are finished but Hannah isn’t done until Thursday so I figured I could wait a little longer to pack up and go back home. This also means I have no reason to be awake at 6:30 in the morning! This has sadly become a regular occurrence since Liam broke up with me. That’s on my mind but so are a few other things.
Em and Kenz 3-way called us Sunday night and told us that Niall’s dad found out about him and Kenz officially that day and that he made her choose between him and her career. We were all shocked when Kenz told us that Niall told her to choose her career and even more so when she said she’s kinda fine with it now. “It won’t be forever.” she said.
The other girls don’t know this, but over a month ago Sammie called me from a hotel room. She had Luke and Louis meet each other and it went really badly. She and Louis got in a fight and then she told me what he said that caused her to leave and go there. Really that was an awful thing for him to say to her but he probably wished he never said it as soon as he did.
The very next day she told me she went back, but she hasn’t spoken to Louis unless she had to. That fight must have really hit her hard. I’m hoping they can make up soon, they’re such a good pair. I know that her and Luke are still together so that’s great. She’s also still struggling with what to study in college next year but we all believe in her. She’s more talented than she thinks.
Then there’s Hannah and Harry. I really can’t believe that they broke up. After what he’s done for her I’m finding it hard to believe that Harry wasn’t loyal to her. He seems like a better guy than Liam was, that’s for sure. I haven’t heard Hannah so much as say his name since the day they apparently split. She’s been acting all happy and totally normal but I know she’s putting on an act; it’s what she’s always done.
On the inside, she’s probably feeling a lot like I am: miserable. I guess both our relationships are just another statistic like all other failed long distance attempts. I was really hoping though that even though mine and Liam’s failed like all the others, Hannah and Harry’s would pull through. There was something different about them that I couldn’t put my finger on.
I roll over and look at the phone again. 6:35. Great, it’s only been 5 minutes. Now what do I do? I suppose I could get up and busy myself with packing more of my stuff. Lord knows I won’t be able to go back to sleep now. Way too much going on inside my head. Along with all this stuff going on with the girls I have my own things swirling around.
Yesterday I finalized my plans for helping out at the New York dance company who will hopefully end up wanting me after graduation next year. They’re called Synthesis Dance. They do performances of all different styles so I’m glad my training at AMDA for the last 3 years has been really extensive and comprehensive.
Since I told them I like to dance and choreograph, they’re going to have me try and come up with a dance of a certain style to teach everyone. I’ll have to do that and juggle my last year of school but I’m ready to take it on. They said if I prove to be a good choreographer, I could join the company as a dancer and choreographer! That would really be making my dreams come true. I’d be living in New York and Hannah will be too for her acting career so we already worked it out that after we graduate, we’re gonna officially move here and get an apartment together.
That’s also something strange. Hannah has always been more close to Emily and I’ve always been closest to Mackenzie. Ever since we both had long distance to deal with, Hannah and I have become really close too. I can probably say the same about Emily and Mackenzie since they’ve been living together in LA with Niall’s family for a while.
It’s been a strange shift over the last several months but I think it’s ultimately making our bond as a group even stronger. Poor Sammie still seems like the odd one out because she’s years behind us, but I can still say that she’s the closest to me out of everyone. We’re all hoping that she’ll make friends at college so that she isn’t so lonely while the four of us are really involved with our careers.
Then for the last thing on my mind that’s never left: Liam. I know that he hurt me but I still miss him and unfortunately still love him. Trust me, I never want to get back together with him because after what he pulled I’ll never be able to completely trust him again. But maybe one day I’ll resume speaking to him. I’ll only be able to if he reaches out to me since I still have him deleted.
The girls think that’s the smartest move I made. This way I won’t be tempted. After 1 month and 10 days, I still can’t wrap my head around it. He lied to me about his feelings. For the last 3 months of our relationship, he said he loved me without meaning it. How is he able to live with himself? He better be just as miserable as I am over there. This is for the best. No matter how I feel about him still, it’s for the best. I’ll meet someone new eventually and I’ll make sure they’re tons better than him.
I’ve now packed most of my stuff except for bedding and toiletries and a couple outfits for the next few days. Another year at AMDA done, but definitely the wackiest one yet. It’s funny how in only 1 year, my life and Hannah’s, Emily’s, Mackenzie’s, even Sammie’s, turned upside down. Never would I have thought 1 year ago that all of these crazy things with careers and boys would have happened. It feels like so much more than a year has passed.
But I can say that through the good and the bad of the past year, I’m glad that all of it happened. The 5 of us have celebrated through the good times, and grown through the bad. It’s also funny that throughout all of my packing and thinking, Hannah’s still been asleep. …Actually I spoke too soon. I don’t know exactly what is gonna happen in the future for us, but if the past year is any indication, I expect it to get even happier, even more successful, and even crazier.
Notes
It's up super early today! Surprise :D My internet connection is being an angel today. 2 more chapters in this section, you guys. Almost wrapped up. I hope you're liking everything for the ending so far. Until tomorrow, or perhaps later today, take care lovelies! ;) <3
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