Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Harry's POV

I can't believe Louis leaving in 6 days... He told me he loves me and I can't take it! Sure, I could spend my time being with him, until the dreadful Thursday comes. But, I can't even think about him without crying... I can't bare to see him go. I have to act strong though. I can't let my feelings get the best of me. I'm going over to his house now, and I'm hoping his parents aren't home.

I knock on his door 7 times, and Louis answers the door.

"Hey Ha-" His face looks concerned. My eyes are glossy and red from crying and my face is probably all shiny. My hair is in a mess, I should have at least brushed it.

"Hazz, what's wrong?" He pulls me in a hug and I stop crying. I lean in for a kiss but he backs away. "Harry my, parents..." He whispers to me and points to the living room couch. His parents are sitting there discussing the trip. Fucking hell, I can't even kiss him? Really? He pulls me in and closes the door. His mother looks up from the conversation and smiles.

"Hello Harold!" She runs up to me and kisses me on my cheek. Eww, cooties... She hugs me and sways back and forth. Please, let go of me. She finally releases her choke hold and she's still smiling.

"Were you crying?" She asks me in a concerned tone of voice. "No Mrs.Tomlinson, I'm just tired. I didn't sleep well last night." She still doesn't stop smiling. It's getting creepy.

"Well, maybe you should pray, and ask God for a good nights sleep tonight..." Is that all they ever talk about? No offense to Lou, but I would hate them as my parents. "Did Louis tell you about the trip?" Right as she said that, I'm already holding back tears. To be honest, That's all I've been thinking about for the past day.

"Yea... Is there a way that he could stay home?" When I came here, I didn't mean to start this conversation. I just really hate seeing him leave, I know he doesn't want to go. His father gets up from his seat and starts walking towards me... What the hell did I just start?

"Louis is coming whether he likes it or not. He's obviously having trouble here. He's almost 19 and has only had one girlfriend. Plus, we need to spend time together as a family, less friends means less time out. He can make new friends while he's there, and probably not going to want to leave afterwards."

Just hearing that made me want to burst into tears. How could his father be this insensitive? He's always been like this, even when he was a toddler.

FLASHBACK: 2001

"I like you..." Louis has been playing with this other kid in our class. I miss when we played together. I would never tell him I liked him though. My mummy would be mad at me. The last time I told her I liked Louis, she told me that I didn't. She said that I liked him as a friend, and that I'm way too young to say things like that. She also said, God didn't want us to like the same gender. She's been really said lately after daddy went on That trip to America. I should tell her again, when she's less sad.

"I like you too." The boy Louis has been playing with kissed him on the mouth. I may be 4, but I've watched every movie known to man. I know what a kiss is. I'm probably the smartest kid in the world. Teacher pulled Louis away from the boy and started talking to him.

"Louis, you're too young to be doing those kinds of things? Where did you learn to do that from? I have to call your mother..." Louis pulled on the teachers dress. "No! no, please Mrs. don't call my daddy!" She called his parents anyway and we both had to be picked up. According to Louis' mum, my mum is'Drunk'. Still don't know what the heck that's supposed to mean.

His is dad was driving all crazily, and yelling at Louis. "Why are you doing things like that?! It's disgusting! You can't kiss boys! It's wrong... You're a boy! You have to be with girls! It's Gods law! Do you want to die? Do you want to spend eternity in hell?!"

Louis was crying and shook his head. I feel bad for him. It's not fair. I like boys too, and my mum says God loves me. He loves Louis too.

"Don't ever do that again! Got it?!" Louis nodded his head and looked at the floor.

"Johanna, we can't let our son be gay." Louis mummy nodded she looked at Louis and back at his dad. "What if it's just a phase?" Louis dad whipped his head at Mrs. Tomlinson with anger written all over his face.

"A phase?! He's 5 Jo! Phases are in teens... And he's over and done with the terrible 2's." His father looked at Louis, with his head slumping down, sitting in his car seat. "I'm disappointed in you son. When you're older, you're marrying a woman. Not a boy. This better never happen again." Louis sat there nodding his head. Seeing him sad makes me want to cry.

END OF FLASHBACK: 2015

His dad smiles and crosses his arms on his chest. "Don't worry, we're not staying permanently." He pouches me lightly on my shoulder. "So kiddo, got any girlfriend yet?" I shook my head no. I wasn't as sad as I was anymore, reminding myself that he's coming back. His father was shocked.

"What? No girlfriend? Guess the ladies just to shy to approach you! Go ask someone out. Then maybe you'll forget about Louis..." Did he just forget how he was talking to me five seconds ago? He was literally just yelling at my face, and now he's making small talk. Bipolar much... I faked a smile and chuckled. "Yea maybe..." Louis pulled me upstairs into his room, without even letting me say goodbye to his parents.

He grabs my face and starts kissing me slowly. He raises his arms above my shoulders. I wrap my arms around his waist and smile against his lips. Louis then let's go of the kiss, but I'm still in his embrace.

"I've been waiting to do that the whole time you were downstairs." Lou says smiling.

"I have too..." I pull his face to mine and we start to kiss again. Our lips are moving together in a rhythm, never off beat. "I want to spend the rest of my Saturday with you babe." I say against his lips. He let's go of the kiss again.

"Then stay love." I nod and let go of the embrace. I then walk to his bed and lay in it. Louis comes and lays next to me on my arm.

"Guess what." Louis says out of nowhere.

"What?"

"Liam has a girlfriend." No fucking way...

"No fucking way..." I speak my mind if it's nothing bad, you can see.

"Yes way... Her name is Emma, and he says she' really fun."

"I'll have to meet this Emma. Have you?" Lou shook his head.

"No, but I'm gonna ask when all of us can meet her." I nodded and Louis rolled on top of me.

"What are you doing?" He tilts his head down and kisses me with passion slipping his hand up my shirt. He starts teasing my nipple and I nibble on his lip. We break apart the kiss and look into each others eyes.

"I love you." I smiled as his words hummed in my ears. "I love you too."

"Stay the night?" My smile grew larger.

"I'm staying lover... " He smiled back and crashed our lips together again. I'm never leaving his side until I have to. I love him more than life itself.

Notes

HI! I was a little iffy on if I should update today, but I did! It's sad Louis going away.... *cries dramatically* but he's coming back in the future. There's still a couple chapters till he leaves though... And they have Lex, Niall, Liam and Emma all packed in there! Next chapter is Niall's POV cause Larry will be in church that day. Be excited! You get to know their side of the story!!! In the sequel I'm making (spoiler) will be them narrating the story instead of Larry. But the sequel is a loooooooong time away. So stay tuned :3 BYE YERS!!!!