Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Louis POV

I hate how school just started... I didn't even get to do anything except spend time with Harry. Not that It's a bad thing, I love him. Its just that I was hoping to do something out of town. For like a few days of course. Ever since that kiss, me and Harry have been inseparable. As I was walking to Calculus with Lex, It had occurred to me that we haven't actually had a conversation.

"So how are you and Niall going?" I ask her. They have been going out for a year now, and they have so much in common. Lex just hasn't experienced the 'dirty' things in life yet. Lets just say she doesn't know what the term "Orgy" means...

"Okay I guess, He just had a fist fight with my dad the other day." Okay, so, Lex's family is horrible, and Lex would agree. Her dad abuses her, her mum doesn't give two shits about her, and her older sister is turning into them. Niall tries to protect her from her family by letting her stay at his house, but her father claims that he "loves" her, and would call the cops to say she's missing. Its happened before, and Niall's family almost got arrested. Yet, she's still pristine as a wine glass when it comes to sex, and swearing.

"Really? Is he ok?" I ask with concern on my face.

"He's fine... Im worried about him though. He won't stop fighting for me, and Im scared he's gonna get killed one day. I shouldn't worry about that too much though." She said the last sentence with a smile on her face. This girl is a fighter I'll tell you that.

"How about you and Harry?" She had a smirk on her face. That sneaky little devil...

"Great, thank you for asking..." I come up close to her ear so no one else will hear. "Just don't talk about our relationship just anywhere okay? You know how my family is." I move away from her ear and she nods her head, agreeing to keep the secret from my family.

As we reach Calculus, someone grabbed my shoulder. Not again...

"Hey baby..." It was Harry, and my cheeks turned red at his choice of words.

"Hello sir, I have to get to class, and I believe yours is on the other side of the school." I say and I try to sound professional. Harry grins and takes my hand. He pulls me into the janitors closet.

"What class?" Harry says to me in the dark room. His voice sends chills down my spine. And not being able to hear his voice makes my heart beat a mile a minute.

"Ca-Calculus." I stutter and His hand train up my neck to my face. he crashes his lips into mine. The bell rings and I let go. If my parents find out I cut class they'll ask me 'Where were you?' and ain't nobody got time for that. As I'm about to open the door Harry's hand stops me.

"Where are you going?" The beam of light hit Harry's face and I could tell, he really didn't want me to leave.

"I have to get to class love, I'm already late. I'll see you right after-" Harry's hand shuts the door once more, and pins me against the shelf and several things fall.

"You're smart enough already, don't leave me." He starts sucking on my neck, and my eye's rolled to the back of my head. It felt so good. And an involuntary moan escaped my lips. Harry let go and it made a popping sound.

"You like this don't you..." Harry unbuttons my pants, and starts to feel my hard member. He plays with it through my briefs as he kisses my slowly. I can't wait till we're ready to have sex, cause I want him inside me now... I moan again and he pulls my dick from my underwear. He starts pumping my penis slowly and my breathing gets heavier. He stops and Im urging him to continue. I hear him unzip his pants, and I think he's pumping his own as well. He grabs mine again and starts pumping.

"Yes..." I say without even thinking. He starts to moan and I feel some pre cum dripping down my hard cock. He moans even louder and my dick starts to twitch.

"Fuck..." Harry says between gritted teeth. I couldn't see it, but I could hear it.

"I'm almost there..." To my surprise, I feel warm goo on my cock but It wasn't mine. I heard a deep groan from his throat. It was Harry's. He had cum before me, and I had thought that I was going to explode before he was even close. He starts to unbutton my polo and starts to suck my nipples. If this wasn't going to make me cum, nothing would.

"Cum for me baby..." Just as he said that my eyes shut tight, and my cock sprayed liquid all over the place. As I was coming to from my orgasm, I hear the bell ring. Harry zippers my pants for me, and he zippers his own. He opened the closet door and looked back at me, sitting on the floor.

"See you tomorrow baby." He shut the door and left me sitting in the dark. To be honest, Im glad he didn't pick me up and drag me out of the janitors closet. A) To much work, B) It would raise suspicion, and C) I didn't want to go home and face my parents. If I did, I would have to keep living my life as a lie, and lying leads to guilt. I have to come out of this stupid closet some time...

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I'm on the bus now heading home, and Im scared as shit. I don't want to go home and lie again. It's eating away at my holy flesh. Or maybe I don't even have any... I'm gay, I lie all the time, I have sexual thoughts, Hell, I've said 'Oh my God!" before... I don't even think god loves me any more.

I open the front door and both of my parents are staring at me. Aw shit, Im in trouble. My mother is tapping her foot, and my father has his arms crossed. At least Ernest's and Lottie's school ends later, this would have been even more embarrassing...

"Louis William Tomlinson..." Oh no, full names... The horror. I rest my book bag on the floor next to me and close the front door. This is gonna be a looooong talk.

"Where were you in fifth period at school?" Ain't nobody got time for that... In my head Im rolling my eyes, and walking upstairs. But in reality, I just stand there not doing anything like a dumb arse.

"Let me repeat that..." My father said walking closer to me. "...Where in gods name were you at 12:45 to 2:00pm today?!" His voice boomed around the house and I cried inside. I tried to think up a lie as quick as my brain could.

"I went to the Library and forgot to give my pass to the teacher before." Good, good, no body suspects a thing.

"Oh, really?" I nod my head "Wheres the book?" Fuuuuuuuuuuuck why did you ask me that? now I have to lie again!

"I couldn't find what I was looking for." My heart is in my throat right now and I think Im about to throw up. My father walked a bit closer to me, actually in my face and staring into my eyes. He steps back again shaking his head. "One day, I'll get a lie detector, and Im 100% sure that it will always go off on you." Harsh much... My mother's foot isn't tapping any more but I can tell she's eager to tell me something.

"Okay... Lou we're going on vacation!" What?

"To where? How long?" I'm hoping spain, and a week.

"Florida and... 5 months!" Five months?!? Five months without friends? Five months without London? Five months without Harry?

"Five months? But what about school?"

"You're going to school in florida! we already registered you in Tampa high!" My mother looked so excited, and I looked depressed compared to her. I can't do that! I just started a relationship with someone I love! I can't just leave for five mother fucking months! Is this my punishment? Huh God?! Do I really have to go through this?

"But mum, I have friends here! I can't just go.."

"You're not... Were leaving in a week. You have plenty of time!" I ran upstairs and tried to call Harry. His phone went straight to voice mail. Knowing him, his phones probably died. He always forgets to charge it. The only other person I know who doesn't have plans is Liam... I try calling him and he answers.

"Ello?"

"Hey Liam, Whats up?"

"I'm on a date right now Lou..." Liam has a date?

"No fucking way... With who?"

"Emma... You don't know her." I have to make sure she's real before I start to feel proud of him...

"Last name?"

"Roth."

"Hair colour?"

"Brown."

"Height?"

"Louis, she's real okay? I can't just sit here and play twenty questions with you..." My boy's on a date... He grows up so fast!

"Okay, Okay... Call me whenever you get the chance alright?"

"Why what's wrong?"

"Its not that Important... I'll tell you when you call me. Now get back to your date with Emma..."

We say our good byes and I lay back in my bed trying to go to sleep, even though its only 3:00pm.

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I wake up to my ring tone booming in my ears. I look at the time, its 2:00 am. I slept for a long time.

"Hello?" My voice is raspy from just waking up.

"I'm sorry Louis, did I wake you?" Its Liam and he sounds concerned. I shank my head even though I know he can't see it.

"No it's fine."

"So what's the matter?" I stand up from my bed and close my door. After I lay back down and sigh.

"I'm going on Vacation."

"That's wonderful news! For how long?" A tear falls from my eyes and I start to breath weirdly.

"5 months..." Liam gasps from the phone and I start to cry even more. I don't like the feeling of making someone else feel bad.

"That's almost the whole school year!"

"I know! I'm going to miss all of you guys.. especially Harry..."

"Did you tell him yet?"

"His phone's dead... No. I should actually try to tell him now, I should go." Liam sniffled into the phone and I could tell he was crying.

"Alright, bye..." I hung up the phone and quickly dialed Harry's number.

"I was sleeping babe..." He sounds pissed and now I feel like a jerk. Thanks.

"I'm so sorry but I have to tell you something."

"Go on..."

"I'm going on Vacation for 5 months."

"What?" It sounded like I woke him up a bit more.

"My mum planned the whole family to go to Florida in a week. I'm staying for five months."

"But what about us?"

"We'll have to long distance..."

"Can't you stay home? I love you to mu-" Holy fucking shit... Did he just tell me what I think he said? He said I love you!

"I'm sorry I-"

"I love you too..." I slightly feel better about the situation. Harry giggled and sighed. We stayed on the phone in comfortable silence for about a half hour, until Harry broke the silence.

"When are you leaving Love?"

"A week."

"Don't Leave me until you have to go, got it?" I like sassy Harry, Ive never seen that side of him!

"I promise..." I stayed on the phone until I hear soft snores on Harry's end. I don't know whether I'm Insanely happy, or overwhelmingly sad. God I'm gonna miss him so much.

Notes

Ello! Im Irish btw... just sayin. I felt like telling you guys stuff about me... if you wanna know more, just ask. Im an open book, really.... If you liked it comment/rate/subscribe. yea, Im talking to the ones who read my story and not subscribe... yea I see you... hehehe Bye I LUV YERS!!!!