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Tainted rose. ((Niall Horan))

I guess that's love?

Rose POV

What the fuck, I can’t hold my tears back from the frustration, ‘I wanted to see you, Rose.’’ He says almost apologies.

‘’So you make Harry kidnap me from Matthew’s house!’’ I snap, furious at his childish behavior. It hurt that Emily had helped them.

‘’I was desperate, I didn’t know what else to do!’’ he tried to explain, getting all worked up because of me.
I sigh ‘’there wasn’t anything you could do.’’ I mutter remembering the picture of him and that groupie.
‘’I’m sorry, I know your mad.’’ He pleads, eyeing me ‘’I wonder why.’’ I almost whisper to myself avoiding his piercing gaze.

‘’I trusted you.’’ I finally say looking up at him, ‘’I cared for you.’’ I continue ‘’I only wanted you.’’ I feel my voice breaking as a tear roll down my cheek ‘’I needed you.’’

I quickly dries the tears with the palm of my hand wanting to run away but not knowing to where.
‘’How could you do it?’’ I finally ask, looking up at him.

‘’I was blinded by anger, I was stupid!’’ he pleads, my heart breaks by the look on his face. He looked so helpless so innocent.

‘’I didn’t mean it!’’ He continues, ‘’If you didn’t mean it then why in the world would you do it!’’ I yell back at him.

‘’I waited all night.’’ I whisper as he steps closer to me, I quickly stand up taking one step back needing some distance between me and him.
‘’I’ve messed up!’’ He sighs, running one hand through his hair. ‘’ If I could back, believe me I would.’’ He says looking down on the ground.

‘’I can’t do it!’’ I try to explain ‘’you used my trust.’’ How could I trust him again?

When he doesn’t answer I look up to find him crying, trying to hide it he quickly dries them with his sleeve.
‘’Rose’’ He begins but his voice breaks.

I looked at him sighing, I was usually the weak one but this boy in front me looked so helpless. I wanted him to be happy, heck I even put his happiness in front of mine. I guess that’s love?

I walk towards him slowly, wrapping my arms around his neck, ‘’It’s going to be okay.’’ I whisper trying to calm him. I wanted the happy Niall back.

‘’I’m a fuck up.’’ He sniffles in my hair.
‘’So am I.’’ I reply back, because he had no idea how messed up I was on the inside really. How messed up I in general really was.

‘’Can you just please try to forgive me?’’ He begs, pulling me closer afraid I would disappear any moment.
I knew I shouldn’t, I couldn’t afford getting hurt like that again. I wasn’t stable enough to live through with it, not with everything I been through but I hear myself say a weak yes. I nod.
I don’t know if I actually believed it was going to get better, or if I was doing it for him or me. Maybe simply it was just love.

‘’You have no idea how sorry I am.’’ He looks at me with teary eyes making me shush him with a gentle kiss, ‘’I’m here now and so are you.’’ I smile weakly.

‘’Can we head back to my place?’’ He asks me, not sure if I really meant it when I said I’d give it another try heck I wasn’t even sure if I meant it.

‘’Let us do that, it’s getting cold.’’ I smile getting in the car.

After 30 minutes Niall locks me into his house, the tension in the air is still there.

He suddenly stretches his arm around me, as soon as the door closes.

His arms are wrapped around me, and he’s pulling me to him, hard, fast, gripping my ponytail to tilt my head up, kissing me like his life depends on it.

He drags the hair tie painfully out of my hair, but I don’t care. He needs me, for whatever reason, at this point in time, and I have never felt so desired before. I never wanted him as bad as I did now.

He kept holding on to me, not letting me go or breaking our kiss. Showing me into his bedroom pushing me gently down on his bed.

‘’I need you.’’ He whispers so sexually, spreading my legs placing himself between them.
I help him showing my shirt of, letting his hands explore my body as it had done so many times before. I’m quick to take his shirt off.

I gasp when he uses one hand to cup my breast, squeezing softly making me moan softly. He was quick to get my bra off exposing my breasts to him completely. I had to fight my urge not to cover myself, I had to trust him. Letting him glance all over my body.

I look at his neck seeing the hickey, I was about to back out when he looks me in the eyes. ‘’Please.’’ He begs.
I starts sucking on his hickey, marking what was mine. ‘’Better.’’ I grin studying the bigger hickey on his neck now. He was mine. He is mine.

I let him slip my jeans off, caressing my legs. I can feel him kicking his own pants off after some struggle.
He goes down kissing my leg, kissing every part of me making me feel so cherished. I was aching for him now.

‘’Niall.’’ I mutter, my voice overwhelmed by lust that it almost surprises me. His eyes are filled with lust, lust for me.
He shoves my panties off, and gets his boxers off. We are now completely exposed to each other.

He flexes his hips so his erection pushes against me, yes. Right there. He don’t push yet, just letting his tip tease me for a bit.

He runs his teeth along my chin, eases back, then finally slides into me again so slow, so sweet, so tender
His body pressing down on me, his elbows and his hands on either side of my face. ‘Oh, Rose,’ he breathes as he lets go, my name a benediction on his lips as he finds his release. Not long after I join him, crying out his name.

His arms wrapped around me, resting.
I just want to enjoy the quiet serene afterglow of making love with Niall, because that’s what we’ve done: gentle, sweet lovemaking. Not sex, just complete bliss. No matter how cheesy that sounded, it was the truth.

Niall POV

I was laying in my bed, with her finally. I was so close to losing her. I caress her back feeling her shiver by my touch.

‘’I’m tired Niall.’’ She mumbles down on the pillow, chuckling-
‘’I wonder why.’’ I wink, planting kisses all over her back, I turn my head to look out of the window seeing how the sun sets.

I pull the cover over her naked body, I was just going to lay and enjoy her company completely tonight.
Enjoy every bit of her, besides I found a girl that even can handle my snoring. I can’t help but laugh a bit by the thought causing her to sigh, ‘’Shut up.’’ She teases, snuggling closer to me.

I was about to say something when she turns her head and kisses me, ‘’now sleep.’’ She smiles closing her eyes.
I pull her closer, soon joining her in her sleep.


Things got a little hot in there haha, what do you think? What will happen? Will rose finally agree on being his girlfriend, or cant she forget.
What about matthew? :o

Please vote, and comment if you like it! i love knowing someone enjoys my writing.<3


Omg. I loved the story c: this was the first fanfiction to make me cry!
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ok thank :)
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Sorry I can't log into this account anymore so I didn't see it before now! Vampire diaries xxx
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I cried wow I love this story :). And what are the show or movie was the clips from?
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Thank you so much dear. x
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