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Jana’s POV

Thank god! We just landing and I’ve never been so happy in a long time than right now! Niall holds my hand tightly as we walk down the steps. We walk over to the actual airport, we got off in the runway. There, we will meet Steven, Niall’s personal body guard
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He’s been here a little longer. He’s got the rental car, so he’s gonna pick us up and take us to the motel. I decided it would be MY turn to book the hotel. But I wanted a motel. They’re easier to get out of.

They’re not so complicated and you don’t get bothered, plus none of those girls will know that we’re there, they expect us to be at the expensive and huge hotels.
I grip Ni’s hand tight as I realize we have made it inside, the guy behind us with our luggage lacks to keep up, but he speeds up so that’s fine I guess.

‘’Keep close, babe.’’ Niall mumbles as he squeezes my hand motions me closer with his head. We walk so close that I’m basically leaning on him and depending on him to keep me going, basically..

‘’Ni.. there’s girls here.’’ I sigh out as I notice the girls being pushed out of the way a little further close to the door. ‘’I know.’’ He huffs lightly. ‘’Just ignore them, baby.’’ I whisper as I rub his thumb with mine. ‘’I’ll try..’’ He sighs out as he nods lightly.

It went sorta well, we got past them pretty quickly and me and Niall didn’t pay attention to the comments. He didn’t sign anything, nor did he smile. He’s pissed off lately about them, so he doesn’t want anything to do with them at this time. Could you blame him though?

~Later that night~

Niall’s POV

Me and Jana are at the hospital where her dad is currently at. He mentioned the other day on the phone that’s going to have to stop going places. If something bad happens out of this, he’s going to stay in Miami so he can be with the doctor that found whatever it was that was wrong with him.

We go into the hospital room to see him with IVs in his arms, at least three that I can see so far. Jana runs over to him and hugs him gently, trying not to hurt him, just in case anything was wrong. ‘’Daddy.. are you okay?’’ She asks in a whisper as I walk over to her, putting my arm around her lower back and resting my hand on her waist, the way she likes it.

‘’No honey.. there’s serious things… and-‘’ he coughs, covering his mouth with his hands, ‘’they’ve given me… 2 months.. to live.. I’ve developed things.. that can’t be fixed.’’ He sighs as he looks up at her. ‘’No.. no.. you can’t.. no.. that’s..NO! You can’t.. leave me.. Daddy.. please..don’t.’’ She says, the beginning of her panic attacks.

‘’Honey.. I.. I’m sorry.. I really am.. I.. guess its my time.’’ He mumbles as she takes his hand. ‘’No.. its not.’’ She says, shaking her head lightly from left to right. ‘’you’ll have your mother.’’ He reminds her.

‘’My mother? Do you think I even care? She isn’t my mother.. she didn’t raise me.. she doesn’t know me.. she doesn’t.. understand me. Daddy… She’s not you..’’ Jana says, shocked to hear her father mention her mother in a way like that, as if she was the most dependable person in the world.

Jana starts to cry, her make up smearing. She doesn’t like for her eyeliner to get messed up. And she hasn’t said anything or tried to stop it, so this is definitely serious to her. It almost hurts to watch her stand here, knowing the time with her father is cutting down.

She cries more and more, trying to stop herself, but she can’t. ‘’Jana.. go.. go clean yourself up.. in the bathroom.. honey.. I don’t.. like.. seeing.. my angel.. crying.’’ Chad says, his words far apart from each other. Its almost as if he’s developed a speech problem over night or something like that.

Jana does as he asks, leaving me alone with him. I stand awkwardly as I stare at the heart monitor. That aren’t the normal lines, I know that for sure. Out of no where, he says something to me. ‘’Niall.. I need to tell you something.’’ He mumbles.

I look down, concerned in what it is he has to tell me. ‘’Yes sir?’’ I ask, respectively. ‘’They only gave me.. two weeks.’’ He whispers, so Jana can’t hear us. ‘’Why’d… you say two months?’’ I ask, sorta betrayed.

‘’Because.. Jana.. has so many.. panic attacks.. and I’ve noticed they had.. calmed down.. some.. but I just.. I just don’t want her… to grief.. I know its hard.. to understand.. I won’t be able.. to be here any more.. If I controlled it, I would never leave.. but I don’t.’’ He whispers. My feeling of betrayal is totally gone by now.

‘’I just want you.. to do a huge favor for me, okay?’’ He says, his eyes staring into mine. ‘’Okay.’’ I nod gently, waiting on him to tell me. I’m nervous that its something I won’t be able to fulfill, but yet, I hope it is something I can do.

‘’You know.. I don’t like you.’’ He smiles gently before continuing. ‘’But.. I only dislike you.. because you’re with my daughter. And I.. I know you love her.. and Tori, its just that… I want you to keep my daughter on track.. Don’t let her slide off the road.. okay? Take care of her. And take care of my grandkids.. I only had so little time with them.. I’m sorry to.. leave this way.. I.. I just.. I need you to do this for me.. Please.. Niall, its.. important..’’ He says.

‘’Okay.. I can..I can do that.’’ I nod, assuring him that I can do truly do this. ‘’Just.. make sure they have a nice life.. I need.. you to.. take care of them. And when the marriage comes.. I want you to know that I’ll be there.. in spirt. And.. I trust you with my angel, and the children. I just wants what’s best for them, and that’s you.’’ He tells me, sincerity in his eyes as he lies there, seeming so painful.

I nod as I hear the bathroom door open, I don’t want to make too much obvious hints that we were seriously talking.

Is it okay to.. hurt?

Notes

i felt horrible to do this, but its part of the story and I cant change it. Last update for the weekend, Love you guys. Might get a few in on sunday, depends on my personal plans. I will update asap, love you so much!!!

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