Only Reason
Chapter 30: Finally Home
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Niall’s POV
I could have swore we would never get home. We had to stay in the hospital for four fucking days. I’m already losing my mind. Tori’s been driving me crazy. Harry, yes Harry, Has been driving me crazy. Jana and the baby’s needs are driving me insane. I have officially lost my mind.
‘’Ni.. can you come here, baby?’’ I hear Jana call from the kitchen, we just got home. I don’t reply, I just hurry in there. Even though I complain, it doesn’t matter. Because I’m happy to be home. I’m happy to meet the needs of my family, and Harry. Its all good, just sometimes, I need a break.
‘’Can you.. get a bottle.. from the cabinet?’’ She asks me as she sits the car seat on the kitchen counter. ‘’Are you gonna use that thing?’’ I ask, curiously as I grab a bottle for her. I take it to her and she nods as she gives me a, what I like to call a “thank you” kiss, on my cheek. Its not like a normal kiss she would give. Its quick, fast and gentle.
I leave the kitchen, I want her to be comfortable while she does that, and plus she told me earlier when I can and can’t watch her do it. I’d rather watch her feed him straight than from a bottle. Is that weird? No.. not at all. I’m just being a dad. I think?
“Daddy!’’ Tori yells as she runs down the stairs. ‘’Don’t run down the stairs, babe.’’ I sigh, I’m sick of telling her the same stuff over and over again. She doesn’t want to listen to me though. Which I guess is normal?
‘’What?’’ I add. ‘’Harry said c’mere.’’ She says. I roll my eyes as I nod and follow her upstairs. I get to the guest room to see him sitting on the bed, confused looking. I raise my eyebrows as he stands up and runs over to me.
‘’What’s.. going on?’’ I ask as he gets a little too close. ‘’I need to ask you something.’’ He sighs out as he steps back some, noticing my lake of security with him so close like that. ‘’What is it?’’ I ask, curious to know what’s confusing him, and so I can laugh at him, probably I will though.
‘’Are you guys.. sure its okay.. if I stay here?’’ He asks, looking up at me. ‘’Yeah.. its fine. We need some help anyways.’’ I say, nodding. ‘’Okay.. Liam said they’re on their way over here.’’ He mumbles. ‘’Just him and Sophia, right?’’ I ask, hoping. ‘’Yeah.’’ He nods before I nod back and leave the room, going back downstairs.
“Shh.. Daddy’s got you.. don’t cry.’’ I say, trying to get Taylor to stop crying as I change him. Its.. confusing really. ‘’Jana!’’ I yell, knowing she’s right next door in our room. ‘’What?’’ She yells back loudly. ‘’C’mere!’’ I don’t want to yell, he just keeps crying!
She comes in with just her bra and panties on. She was in the middle of changing since Liam and Sophia were here already. I don’t have to say anything, she runs over to us and shoves me out the way. I sigh as I watch her shush him. Perfectly..
Why can’t I do that? Why can’t I make my baby stop crying?! ‘’You guys need some bonding time.’’ She whispers as she looks over at me. ‘’Why don’t you change him? He’s gotten a little milk spilled on him. I’ll have a bottle ready downstairs, okay?’’ She says, giving me a soft kiss as I return to the changing table.
She leaves the room, shutting the door behind her. ‘’Okay.. lets see.’’ I mumble as I pick Taylor up and hold him gently in my arms as I walk to the closet. Its around 7, so I might wanna go ahead and put something he can sleep in on him.
I grab a onesie and some socks from the closet and hurry back to the changing table. Carefully and slowly, I take off the dirty onesie and put the clean one on him. ‘’Shh.’’ I shush as he begins to squirm around and lightly whine. I stick the pacifier in his mouth, softly. That seems to hush him.
He stares up at me as I button the onesie and slide the socks on him. I grab a blanket from the shelf on the bottom of the changing table. I get a toy type thing and pick him up. I wrap him in the blanket before picking him up all the way and holding him in my arms. ‘’Okay, lets go downstairs.’’ I say as I leave the room and flick the light off.
I get downstairs, finally. I walked so slow. I didn’t want to drop him. I know its bad to think that, but oh well. At least I care.
‘’Hey babe.’’ Jana says as I sit down beside her. ‘’Hey.’’ I mumble, looking down at Taylor’s face. He looks so much like me. Its crazy, really, just to think I made him. He’s mine. He’s really mine. Forever. And no one can change that. No one.
‘’Is this your first time feeding him?’’ Sophia asks me from the other couch. She sits by Liam, who sits by Harry. ‘’Yeah.’’ I nod as she smiles at me. ‘’You look different holding a baby.’’ Harry says as he props his feet up on the stool that goes with the end of the couch he’s on.
‘’Thanks..’’ I say, laughing little at his awkward comments.
Sometimes Harry’s just… ya know.. there. ‘’Here..’’ Jana hands me the bottle and I smile lightly as she leans to me, kissing my lips gently. She leans down and gives Taylor a kiss on his forehead, gentle and soft.
‘’He might not.. want it at first, but he’ll realize it’s the same stuff.’’ She mumbles, referring to the bottle. I nod as I stick it in his mouth after removing the pacifier. He beings to drink it as if Jana was giving it straight to him.
Its amazing that they just are born knowing how to do this. I guess God is great at everything. Like blessing with me the best family and friends in the world. I wouldn’t change for all the money in the world. Because, really, if you think about it..
Money is paper. People are worth more than money.
Niall’s POV
I could have swore we would never get home. We had to stay in the hospital for four fucking days. I’m already losing my mind. Tori’s been driving me crazy. Harry, yes Harry, Has been driving me crazy. Jana and the baby’s needs are driving me insane. I have officially lost my mind.
‘’Ni.. can you come here, baby?’’ I hear Jana call from the kitchen, we just got home. I don’t reply, I just hurry in there. Even though I complain, it doesn’t matter. Because I’m happy to be home. I’m happy to meet the needs of my family, and Harry. Its all good, just sometimes, I need a break.
‘’Can you.. get a bottle.. from the cabinet?’’ She asks me as she sits the car seat on the kitchen counter. ‘’Are you gonna use that thing?’’ I ask, curiously as I grab a bottle for her. I take it to her and she nods as she gives me a, what I like to call a “thank you” kiss, on my cheek. Its not like a normal kiss she would give. Its quick, fast and gentle.
I leave the kitchen, I want her to be comfortable while she does that, and plus she told me earlier when I can and can’t watch her do it. I’d rather watch her feed him straight than from a bottle. Is that weird? No.. not at all. I’m just being a dad. I think?
“Daddy!’’ Tori yells as she runs down the stairs. ‘’Don’t run down the stairs, babe.’’ I sigh, I’m sick of telling her the same stuff over and over again. She doesn’t want to listen to me though. Which I guess is normal?
‘’What?’’ I add. ‘’Harry said c’mere.’’ She says. I roll my eyes as I nod and follow her upstairs. I get to the guest room to see him sitting on the bed, confused looking. I raise my eyebrows as he stands up and runs over to me.
‘’What’s.. going on?’’ I ask as he gets a little too close. ‘’I need to ask you something.’’ He sighs out as he steps back some, noticing my lake of security with him so close like that. ‘’What is it?’’ I ask, curious to know what’s confusing him, and so I can laugh at him, probably I will though.
‘’Are you guys.. sure its okay.. if I stay here?’’ He asks, looking up at me. ‘’Yeah.. its fine. We need some help anyways.’’ I say, nodding. ‘’Okay.. Liam said they’re on their way over here.’’ He mumbles. ‘’Just him and Sophia, right?’’ I ask, hoping. ‘’Yeah.’’ He nods before I nod back and leave the room, going back downstairs.
“Shh.. Daddy’s got you.. don’t cry.’’ I say, trying to get Taylor to stop crying as I change him. Its.. confusing really. ‘’Jana!’’ I yell, knowing she’s right next door in our room. ‘’What?’’ She yells back loudly. ‘’C’mere!’’ I don’t want to yell, he just keeps crying!
She comes in with just her bra and panties on. She was in the middle of changing since Liam and Sophia were here already. I don’t have to say anything, she runs over to us and shoves me out the way. I sigh as I watch her shush him. Perfectly..
Why can’t I do that? Why can’t I make my baby stop crying?! ‘’You guys need some bonding time.’’ She whispers as she looks over at me. ‘’Why don’t you change him? He’s gotten a little milk spilled on him. I’ll have a bottle ready downstairs, okay?’’ She says, giving me a soft kiss as I return to the changing table.
She leaves the room, shutting the door behind her. ‘’Okay.. lets see.’’ I mumble as I pick Taylor up and hold him gently in my arms as I walk to the closet. Its around 7, so I might wanna go ahead and put something he can sleep in on him.
I grab a onesie and some socks from the closet and hurry back to the changing table. Carefully and slowly, I take off the dirty onesie and put the clean one on him. ‘’Shh.’’ I shush as he begins to squirm around and lightly whine. I stick the pacifier in his mouth, softly. That seems to hush him.
He stares up at me as I button the onesie and slide the socks on him. I grab a blanket from the shelf on the bottom of the changing table. I get a toy type thing and pick him up. I wrap him in the blanket before picking him up all the way and holding him in my arms. ‘’Okay, lets go downstairs.’’ I say as I leave the room and flick the light off.
I get downstairs, finally. I walked so slow. I didn’t want to drop him. I know its bad to think that, but oh well. At least I care.
‘’Hey babe.’’ Jana says as I sit down beside her. ‘’Hey.’’ I mumble, looking down at Taylor’s face. He looks so much like me. Its crazy, really, just to think I made him. He’s mine. He’s really mine. Forever. And no one can change that. No one.
‘’Is this your first time feeding him?’’ Sophia asks me from the other couch. She sits by Liam, who sits by Harry. ‘’Yeah.’’ I nod as she smiles at me. ‘’You look different holding a baby.’’ Harry says as he props his feet up on the stool that goes with the end of the couch he’s on.
‘’Thanks..’’ I say, laughing little at his awkward comments.
Sometimes Harry’s just… ya know.. there. ‘’Here..’’ Jana hands me the bottle and I smile lightly as she leans to me, kissing my lips gently. She leans down and gives Taylor a kiss on his forehead, gentle and soft.
‘’He might not.. want it at first, but he’ll realize it’s the same stuff.’’ She mumbles, referring to the bottle. I nod as I stick it in his mouth after removing the pacifier. He beings to drink it as if Jana was giving it straight to him.
Its amazing that they just are born knowing how to do this. I guess God is great at everything. Like blessing with me the best family and friends in the world. I wouldn’t change for all the money in the world. Because, really, if you think about it..
Money is paper. People are worth more than money.
Notes
//I will update later!! who's loving niall as a new daddy? I enjoy writing his confusion.. :)
hope you guys are loving it!!
COMMMENT
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4/17/15