All I Ever Wanted

Spencer was beyond shocked when I showed up at the car with Harry by my side. He was even more shocked when I told him that I’d be staying at Harry’s while we were here, instead of the hotel. It was Harry’s idea and I liked it. The thought of getting to spend so much time with him was thrilling.

“Can we please just cuddle all day?” Harry sat on the couch as I stood by the window of his gorgeous flat. The rain was pouring down and Harry had taken the day off of rehearsals to surprise me at the airport. “I’ve missed you so much.”

“Yeah, we can.” I spoke quietly.

I didn't know where this thing with Harry was going. We'd talked about it and decided to take things slow. We'd be on tour together so we'd just let this thing run its course.

He had gotten up from the couch and had wrapped his arms around me from behind. “Isn’t the rain so beautiful, relaxing, and cozy?” I leaned back into his chest and he pulled me as close as I could possibly be.

“It is. Kind of like you.” He whispered into my ear.

I loosened myself from his grip and turned around to face him. He leaned down and kissed me on the tip of my nose, causing me to giggle. He slowly made his way down to my lips, leaving little kisses down my face. It was our first real kiss. It was warm, wet, perfect, and it made me want to scream. I playfully pulled away from him and ran to the kitchen.

“Put in a movie and I’ll grab some snacks! Let’s get to cuddling!!” I yelled out to him. I swung open the pantry door to find shelves stacked with donuts. All kinds. I shit you not. Mini donuts, normal donuts, big donuts, chocolate donuts, powdered donuts, donuts with sprinkles, you name it, it was there.

“What is this?!” I turned around and Harry was standing in the door way with a cheeky grin on his face.

“It’s for you. I know your crazy addiction to donuts so I wanted to have enough here to keep you happy.” He looked so proud.

I put my hands on my hips. “Now what would you have done if I’d said no to you?”

“I guess I would have had to eat my feelings.” He shrugged his shoulders and his eyes sparkled.

I giggled and ran to hug him. He kissed me again and this time it was more playful. He grabbed a bag of mini chocolate donuts.

“Race you to the couch!” He took off running and I was hot on his heels. He jumped over the back of the couch and yelled, “I win!”

But I was right behind him and I jumped on top of him, planting kisses on his face, laughing. He pushed me off of him and held me down while he turned on the TV and started the movie. He let me go and laid on his back.

“Come cuddle.” He demanded as he patted his chest.

I grabbed the bag of donuts and laid belly down on his chest. He stroked my hair as the movie begain. I took a bite of a donut and let myself completely relax.

I have Harry and a bag of donuts. What more could I need?

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“Now it’d be best if you stood here and we’ll work with the lighting effects and the fire effects to make the set look like it’s on fire. It’ll be perfect.”

A small man named Ronnie was the stage director for my tour and he was walking me through the plan for each of my songs.

“Okay, do I need to sing through the song now, or will we do that later?” I asked.

“Later, hon. You can leave for now. I’m done with you. But be back in an hour!” Ronnie literally pushed me off of the stage. I went to a room off to the side of backstage where I’d kept my things.

Meet me out back. xx –Harry

He’d sent it three minutes ago.

How did he know I’d be on break?! Creep.

I grabbed my bag and rushed for the back door. I pushed the door open and looked for Harry. But there was no one around. I looked back at his text to be sure I’d read it right.

It says what I thought. Where is he?

I looked up at the sound of a car and sure enough, his Range Rover whipped around the side of the building.

“Sorry, babe. Traffic was a little worse that I thought. Hop in!” said Harry, patting his hand on the passenger seat.

“Where are we going and how did you know I was on break?” I looked at him with a puzzled look on my face.

“Let’s just say that Ronnie and I are pals.” He winked at me. “Gemma is in town and wanted to get lunch. So we’re going to meet her.”

“Oh my God, Harry! I can’t meet Gemma. Not yet!” I panicked.

“She’s dying to meet you. She and Louis are the only two I ever really get advice from about you. She knows our whole story.” He grinned.

Hmm.. Maybe that's why Louis was so hesitant of me when we met.

“Oh God, she knows everything?”

“Yep!” Harry grinned, clicked on the radio, and drove to the local café to meet Gemma while I freaked out and tried to come up with a speech in the passenger seat.

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“Gemma, I’ve missed you!” Harry said as he hugged his sister.

They're so perfect. Oh my God, I'm standing here, breathing the same air as Harry and Gemma Styles. And I'm not even hiding in bushes. They both actually want to talk to me. Someone kick me.

“I’ve missed you too, little brother!” She quickly wiggled out of his hug and pushed him aside to face me.

“And you must be Leah! It’s so good to finally meet you! You’re all Harry ever talks about!” She exclaimed as she hugged me. “And the prettiest girlfriend on his record, might I add.”

Girlfriend? That has such a good ring to it.

“Oh, thank you!” I blushed. “It’s so nice to meet you!” We took a seat at the reserved table and ordered drinks.

“So, how do you like London so far?” Gemma asked.

“I’m absolutely in love with it! There’s so much more here to do and see. I’m dying to go shopping!”

“Oh my God, let me take you! I can show you all the best shops! Please?” Gemma asked.

“Gem-“ Harry started to say.

“Of course!” I cut in. “I have Wednesday off! Let’s go then!”

“Perfect! We’re going to have so much fun. And Harry, it’s a girl’s day so don’t try to tag along.” Gemma warned.

Harry rolled his eyes. For the rest of lunch Gemma and I talked about everything from things to do in London to Harry as a kid. Poor Harry barely got to catch up with his sister because she and I were talking so much.

“You handled her really well.” Harry said as we got back into his car.

“She’s a lot like you.” I smiled.

“Well we both obviously like you, so we have that in common.” Harry laughed. “And you’ve had a lot of practice with putting up with me, so I guess that made it easier to handle her.”.

“Yeah, sure have.” I giggled, poking him in the side.

My feelings were becoming more and more serious by the minute. We pulled up at the back door of the studio and I slid out of the seat.

“Just call me when you’re done and I’ll pick you up. I’ll be at Louis’ with everyone.” Harry smiled and then blew me a kiss.

“Okay see you in a bit!” I waved, and pretended to catch his kiss.

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