Princess

›Liam POV›

She was asleep. Tomorrow is my mother’s funeral and it's going to break my heart. Watching her go down in the dark, cold, ground. She was the best thing that has ever happened to me and it’s sad to think I will never see her again. Esmie reminds me a little of her. She has a kind heart and I think that anyone would be lucky to have her. He's going to be in luck. I have to remind myself why I brought her here. The first time I saw her she was happy, care free, perfect. The months that passed she started to lose sight of herself. She looked horrible. She looked like she was hurting. I knew I had to go to her ball and take her.

I stare at her for awhile trying to sleep. I hope she has fun I don't think I could hurt her. Even though I know she will hurt me soon. I get up and walk out the room. I go to my stairs and walk up them. I need to clear my head for a little. I need to think about tomorrow. What I would do with Esmie she is a nice girl with a good heart and hell of a good smile I wish she never had a bad life, I wish she could live free. I wish her grandmother never died. I know it pained her to tell me that story but I’m glad she did because now I understand her better. I hope when she leaves she won’t be as sad as she came here.

I walked around for an hour just thinking of what may happen soon in the months sure to come. I hope when she will be happy when she leaves that’s all I want for her right now is to be happy. She will get that.

I walk to my flower bed and looked around. I remember the first time I picked a flower from here and that was for her. She was that special I had to pick the most perfect one from here and I did. I could tell she loved it, and that made me happy. She was a person you wanted to be happy. Even if you were sad she would brighten your day. I know I have to go back but I don’t want to its peaceful here. Now I know why she loves coming out side. I would love to be out here all the time but I have a job that keeps me in side (No it’s not keeping the Princess in side at all.).

I know that it’s like three in the morning and I do need to rest for the god awful day but I just can’t. Questions running though my mind and I want answers but it’s hard for me to get them when you don’t even know which one to start with I hate thinking about it. One day all of this is going to be gone I’m going to be old and everyone that I love is going to be dead. I wish that wasn’t the fact but it is I love them do much. I even love Esmie because she brightens up my day.

The story she told me about how she felt when her grandmother died was sad. I think that is why she was sad and her parents didn’t even care about that. They probably just went to it and told her she was going into the ground any way right not now. If anyone did that to me I would be mad and heartbroken. Someone I love just died and they want me to forget about it but I won’t. I know she will never forget her grandmother. Still that is why she is important to me. Esmie will fight for what’s right and if that doesn’t happen then she will find another way.
I start to walk closer to my house. I know that I will sleep knowing I have her right by me but it won’t be a good one like it was before.

When she first came I slept with her I held her close. She never woke up and I was happy about that. She only cuddled in more to me. I know when she would wake up so I had to leave but it was nice to feel her so close to me, even if she didn’t know I was doing it right then. I don’t think I will ever tell her what I did it would be a real pervert move. She would hate me forever if she knew that. I bet now she knows that I’ve been sleeping with her but I don’t mind it. She doesn’t even mind it she lets me so I think its ok.

Right when I got to my door step I took one last look at the moon and smiled it look amazing it just looked right. I pushed the door open and walked in. I need a glass of water or maybe even tea to cheer me up even just a little. I went straight for the kitchen to make a good cup of tea. I took out the pot, honey, tea bags. I got some water in the pot to boil. I didn’t do it in one that whistles because that might wake her way. I went straight to my room with the cup. I hated anyone bringing a cup to my room but right now I know I’m going to knock out right when I finish this. Tea always makes me a little sleepy and all I wanted was to knock out right now.

I went in and sat down. Esmie started to turn a little so I held her. I sipped my tea but then I heard Esmie sat something I will never forget. “I’m always scared and it’s never going to go away.” I looked down a little sad. I could see that she was shaking and I seen tears run down her cheeks. I know I had to sing but I don’t know what. So I sang 5 seconds of summer they always made me happy.

Started out like in the movies
But it ended like a bad dream
Curtain opened, heard the crowd roar
This one's a repeat, seen it before
Rewind to the start before it all went wrong
What's going on?
Fast forward to the end, after everyone's gone home
And they've forgotten it all
This ain't a movie that I wanna see
A tragic story, starring you and me
Yell "cut", we're stuck inside this scene
This is heartache on the big screen
The clock is ticking, and I'm out of time
The camera's rolling, and I forgot my lines
My script is ripped and now I see
This is heartache on the big screen
This is heartache on the big screen
Curtain closes on this cliché
A good story of a bad day
Back to square one where I started
As I stand here broken-hearted
Fast forward to the end, after everyone's gone home
And they've forgotten it all
This ain't a movie that I wanna see
A tragic story, starring you and me
Yell "cut", we're stuck inside this scene
This is heartache on the big screen
The clock is ticking, and I'm out of time
The camera's rolling, and I forgot my lines
My script is ripped and now I see
This is heartache on the big screen
If Hollywood could see me now
I'd get the starring role
But they won't so I'll just keep on acting a fool
This ain't a movie that I wanna see
A tragic story, starring you and me
Yell "cut", we're stuck inside this scene
Yeah
The clock is ticking, and I'm out of time
The camera's rolling, and I forgot my lines
My script is ripped and now I see
This is heartache on the big screen
This is heartache on the big screen
This is heartache on the big screenup and I didn’t want to wake her up at this time in the morning.
After ten minutes the water was hot so I poured it into a cup and put my tea bag in there so I could get so really good tea. After I knew it was good and ready I put my honey in and walked a

After I sung that she was fast asleep and I knew I needed to sleep. I closed my eyes and drifted in to a deep slumber. Nothing on my mind. I was happy.

Notes

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