Princess
Am I Insane
Esmie's POV:
I stared up at the sky. It was peaceful, quite and relaxing. Where I'm at I would love to here to stay here just in the moment. Life just seems so peaceful. There was one thing in the back of my mind I had to think of but I don't know if I want to think of it in this very moment. I wonder if one day I would be happy with who I am. Liam would he still be in my life or would he be put away for the crime he committed. I don't think I want to know that answer right now.
I look around a little more before getting up and walking around some more he has a big house and it's very pretty. I haven't seen Liam in a few hours. I wonder what he is doing right now? I went back inside to look for him. He was now apart of my life and I had to deal with it and I don't know how to. I used wonder how I would feel if I was away form home but now I don't know what to stay here or go back. I know im going to go back even if I don't want to.
I fund him and he was talking on the phone. He was facing, he put a finger to his mouth telling me to be quiet. I did what I was told. After a few minutes he hung up the phone.
"Who was that Liam." I ask.
"I just made plans for my moms funeral."
"Oh" Was all I could say this has to hurt him a lot. I know it's hard for him. walked away I don't know what he's thinking of but all I could see was sadness behind his eyes. It's going to be hard for him to get over this but I want to help him and I think I could make him happy again.
I walked back out side and sat down on the soft grass. This is the longest day ever. Am I insane or is this normal? I don't even know right now.
It started to get dark so I walked in side and went in to Liam's room. He wasn't there so I laid down I was about to drift off when I head Liam come in but he just lays down and pulls me closer. It kind of made me happy he didn't care but it was still wrong.
Notes
I finally updated I love you all so much.
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8/13/15