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Unexpected

Chapter Twenty Three - Little Voice

A/N possible triggers towards the end, just a warning.

(Ezra's POV)

Can I see him?

After I read those words on the screen I immediately felt sick to my stomach. How could she want to see him!? He put her here. He beat her so bad she can't move or talk. She fucking flatlined for Christ sake! This is not happening, I'm putting my foot down "No Anna" she starts typing again and I get off of the bed "I'm not reading it so stop, your not letting him see you" "Ezra-" I shoot Louis a look "don't Louis, don't you dare start with me. You know I'm right here!" He sighs and rubs the back of his neck, but doesn't say anything... see he knows I'm right. "C'mon Harrington, do you really think he'd hurt her when she's already like this" Dylan's voice makes me turn around "I'm not willing to risk it" "so one of us can just stay in here with them" he says it like I'm an idiot. I'm about to walk away but Anna grabs my hand and puts the phone in it.

Please, just one minute with him. Then you can make him leave.

"This isn't a good idea and you know it" I hand Louis his phone back and sit on the bed "he might be sad and sorry now but what happens when you 'piss him off'" she closes her eyes and a tear rolls down her cheek "what happens when he hits you one more time" I take her hand and hold it gently "that machine is going to beep and that little line is going to go flat... just because you wanted to see him for a minute. I can't sit here and watch you die because harry was 'sorry'" a knock on the door and the doctor coming in stops the conversation "good morning dear, how are you feeling today?" Anna nods her head and the doctor proceeds with her examination. Broken ribs, a broken wrist and ankle, exposed spine, burn marks, a fractured jaw, and skull... still she wants to see him. "maybe she just needs to get Harry out of her system, seeing him could help her get better" Louis says. Like he should have a say in anything that happens here, just because he saved her once doesn't mean he's forgiven. not by me anyway, I know what he's done to her. Everyone else in the living room, me tied up, and him alone with Anna. Her screams. It was terrible... I couldn't save her. Now she's not letting me save her.

(Harry's POV)

It's been three days since I did that to her. Three days since I've walked into that hospital room. I've spent three damn days sitting in a hospital feeling sorry for myself. Stuck here until she decides to get better, fucking bitch. When she gets out I'm gonna- "Harry she wants to see you" Louis says, sticking his head out of the door. I don't say anything when I get up and walk in, but am thrown up against the wall as soon as I do "if you touch her I'll put a bullet in your head" Ezra spits in my face "I swear Styles one hair on her body and I'll kill you" he drops me and I smirk "since when did you grow a pair?" "since Louis grabbed your gun when you walked by him" I pat my pockets and- no gun "well now that I'm unarmed can I have a moment alone with my fiancé?" Ezra's face goes red and I laugh. I only said that to piss him off, I need to have some fun while I'm in this hell hole. Louis drags Ezra out then it's just me, Anna, and Dylan "do you think it's a smart decision to stay in here?" He doesn't say anything but I hear the door open and close. Then yelling from outside. I haven't even looked at Anna yet, to tell the truth I'm not sure I'll be able to "H-Harr-ry" I hear her voice, but just barely. she sounds so weak and fragile... and hurt. I did that to her. I feel my eyes start to water and I try my hardest to stop the tears.

"Ha-arry" she says a little louder, so I look at her. All the anger that I felt minutes ago completely vanished and was replaced with guilt. "Oh god Anna I'm so sorry" I can't stop the tears from coming now, now that we're are alone. "Please forgive me" she points to my pocket "I don't have a gun-" she shakes her head no "my phone?" I hand it to her and she starts typing.

Why is the hospital on lockdown?

"Because I need to make sure they are taking are of you"

How could you bring Dylan as his men here? You know what he did to me

A little bit of that anger is coming back know "because I did, don't question me" I warn her.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to.

"Why did you want to see me?" I ask. It's my turn to ask questions

I wanted to see you, you looked sad

That's all it took, I went to the door locked it, and put a chair against it. For good measure. "MAYBE I LOOKED SAD BECAUSE I'M STUCK IN THIS FUCKING HOSPITAL BABYSITTING YOU'RE ASS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T TAKE A LITTLE PAIN!!" I go over to her and grab her jaw. "and if you didn't run away in the first place you wouldn't be here at all" I growl, close to her face. The only noise in the room is the fast beeping of Anna's heart monitor "scared sweetheart?" I kiss her "good" my fist makes contact with her face, once, twice, three times before the door gets kick in and I get dragged out by Zayn and Ezra.
You know that feeling when you get so mad that, when you calm down, you can't remember what happened? Well welcome to my world right know. All I remember is being dragged and locked into a closet "FUCKING GET ME OUT! NOW!!" I scream, but no one comes. Whoever did this is gonna- I look down at my hands and they are covered in blood. "What?" Who did I- Anna. The memory of what happened comes flooding in. I hurt her.... Again. She's already in the hospital and I make this worse by beating her face to a bloody pulp. I close my eyes and lean my head against the door. Maybe Liam is right, I am fucking loosing my mind. I sit here and cry, then when I get to see her I punch her in the face. Yeah because that's ok. All the things I tell Anna, but I've never said how much she really means to me. She's saved my life more times than I can count and all I do is hurt her, over and over again.

(Louis' POV)

When that door locked I knew it wasn't going to be good. It took too long to break it down, by the time we got in there Anna was already bloody. I rush in to check on her while Ezra and Zayn grab Harry "Anna!" She choking by the time I get to her "shsh it's ok... Someone get the doctor!" Oh lord I knew we should have listened to Ezra, but no I had to be a bloody idiot! "What happened?" Doctor Claire rushes to Anna's side "he got to her again, she wanted to see him" she sticks a needle in Anna's arm and grabs a towel "what was that?" I ask "that is a drug similar to morphine, it will take some of the pain away and make her sleep" I nod and take a deep breath as the heart monitor starts to calm down. Ezra and Zayn come back moments later, Ezra goes by her side and kneels down on the floor "why didn't you listen to me love?" He whispers to her, after he kisses her head.

Once everyone calms down my mind starts to wander. Where are Liam and Niall? Where did Ezra and Zayn take Harry? More importantly, what did they do to him? And where the hell is Dylan?! "Zayn?" He looks at me but doesn't say anything "what's going in out there?" He shakes his head like its a disaster "Liam and Niall are home trying to wake up Ben, a nurse went nuts and Dylan is taking care of that, and Harry is locked in a closet" well I was right... disaster. "In a closet, which one?" He smirks "your not letting him out" I roll my eyes "no shit, I just want to check on him" "it's the one by the nurse' station" there is no way I'm letting hi out, but I do owe him enough to at least check on him and give him some food and drink. Sure enough right next to the nurse' station is a door with a chair propped up against it. Moving the chair I realize how quiet he is in there "Mate it's just me-" when I enter the room and see the sight before me it makes me fall to my knees. "HELP!!"

(Harry's POV)

Its pointless to keep living, everyone is against me... my own men are turning against me. Anna she- hates me. as soon as she gets out of here I know she'll try to leave me again, I can't let that happen. She can't leave me. "NO!" I pick up a bucket and throw it across the room, making water go everywhere. If I'm not hapy then she can't me either, she's mine. I just have to make her realize it, make her fall in love with me all over, make her see that I only punish her because she needs to be perfect. Because she needs to learn how to stop being a fucking whore. The image of Ezra and her in bed cloud my mind. Why am I not good enough for her? So I knocked her around a couple times before that, but I gave her so much more. I basically made her entire universe... and she treats me like this "Locked in a BLOODY CLOSET!!!" 'you did this to yourself' a little voice says in the back of my head 'if you didnt hit her you would still be in her good graces, she felt sorry for you' I rub my head trying to make the voice go away 'everyone would be happier if you weren't alive' "That's not true" 'yes it is and you know it... just end it' I can't, I can't leave Anna. I won't leave her. Before I know it I have my knife in my hands 'end all the suffering, you can do it' the cold metal digging into my wrists is a welcomed feeling. I look as the blood glides down my hand 'cut deeper, one more cut' Happily, I slit my other wrist and watch as my world goes fuzzy.

(Third Person POV)

"Harry, Harry. Stay with us MR. Styles" "Edwards keep applying pressure to the area while I grab more supplies" The cuts are so deep you can almost see through to the bones. He looks so pale, so life less. His friends are in the room with him, pacing back and forth "can you hand me another towel?" I ask the man I met yesterday "here, do you need me to do anything else?" "yeah get me that I.V. Tubing he needs a blood tranfusion... I don't know whats taking Doctor Claire so long" he hands me the tubing and I grab a bag of blood and start setting it up "thank you Perrie" I look up and smile.