Have you forgotten?

Rafaela's P.O.V.

I took out my phone and called Zayn. He picked up on the second ring.

"Rafaela.", he said.

"Zayn, can you come pick me up?", I asked, tears running down my cheeks. A good thing he couldn't see me crying.

"Ok, is there a problem? What happened?", he asked, concern in his voice.

"No, Harry just has stuff to arrange and I decided to go home.", I lied, wiping off my tears.

"Alright, where are you?", he asked.

"This is actually a good question. I don't know, somewhere out of London. Only a few miles. It's a fancy hotel.", I tried giving him as much information as I could.

"I have no idea where it is... You know, I have an idea. Have you connected your phone to the GPS in your van?" This boy is a genius.

"Yes, I have. The keys are in the pocket of my leather jacket, it's on the hanger in the hallway, next to the door.", I gave him instructions.

"Ok, I'm on my way.", he said and I hung up right after.
I was now outside, the cold air hitting my skin even through the thin jacket I had on. I sat down on a bench in front of the hotel. A good thing it was dark outside and nobody could see me like this.
My whole makeup was probably streaming down my face. I took out a wet wipe and wiped my whole face, without looking in the mirror. I knew, that even if I took one out, I wouldn't be able to see anything because of the darkness.
I made sure to wipe every single spot on my face. While i was doing it, more tears came out.

I just can't wrap my head around the fact, that he still sees me only as a sex toy. I remember him being the sweetest boyfriend ever, until I gave him my innocence. Then he started treating me more like an object of satisfaction than a girlfriend or even a friend.

I think that was the reason we became so distant, and then when I needed him the most, he wasn't there for me and somehow he didn't want to be either.
He just wanted the physical connection between us. The magic had disappeared.


He told me, he felt the sparks the other day. I felt them too. Does it mean, we could be what we used to be?
No, cause he put so much effort for tonight, and for what? Only to convince me to sleep with him. He thinks, that a few candles and some rose petals will be enough to convince me?
I felt so low. I almost thought, that he would ask me to be his girlfriend again.
A good thing he didn't... cause I was gonna say yes.

Notes

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