Have you forgotten?
"Ok Liam, talk.", I said, sitting down on a bar stool.
"Do you like Niall?" What kind of a question is that?
"Of course, I like all of you guys.", I answered, not sure where he was going with this conversation.
"No, I mean, do you like him? More than a friend?", he asked, sitting on another bar stool beside me.
"Well, I don't know him yet but... Wait, why do you even care?" I stopped myself, before I could say something stupid. Like I already said. All I will ever have with this guys is friendship and business.
"Rafaela, I just wanna tell you that Harry hasn't given up on you. He's still in love with you.", he said and my eyes widened in surprise.
"So now he loves me, uh? And what about all the girls he slept with, even while we were dating? He thinks that I know nothing, but I knew it all. One time when he came home to see me, he just became so distant, and then I knew that our relationship won't last. So when he broke up with me, I was kinda prepared for it to happen. But it still hurted. He has made his choice, Liam. Now it's too late.", I finished, getting up and going into my room. Zayn was sitting on my bed, looking at his phone.
"We don't have wi-fi or any service here, you know.", I said, sitting beside him.
"Yeah, I know. My phone doesn't even have wi-fi. I was just looking at some pictures.", he said, showing me a picture of him and a girl. She was very beautiful. She had blonde hair, blue eyes and a very nice smile.
"Is this your girlfriend?", I asked, looking once again at the picture on the miniature screen of his ordinary Nokia.
"She's my fiancee. We're getting married next year.", he said with a happy tone in his voice.
"Aww, I am so happy for you guys. How did you meet her?", I asked, trying to get my mind off the conversation I had with Liam.
Me and Zayn talked for about 30 minutes. He is a very nice guy. A bit shy at first, but when you get to know him, he is a great fun.
He told me about his fiancee, who's name is Perrie by the way. She was also in a band and he told me, that he fell in love with her since the first time, he laid eyes on her, but she couldn't stand him at first.
It was time for me to take the pizzas out of the oven.
When I laid the table, I called the boys. They all came, except Harry. The boys sat on the table and started eating.
I put Harry's pizza in a plate and went to his and Liam's room. I knocked.
"Come in.", he said, sounding very tired and bored. I entered the room and his eyes filled with emotion, when he saw it was me.
"I brought your food here.", I said, putting the plate on the bedside table.
"Thanks, but I'm not hungry'', he said, hugging his knees to his chest. He was dressed in grey sweats and a white shirt.
"What's wrong, Haz? You haven't eaten anything since breakfast.", I stated in a worried tone.
"I haven't eaten anything? And what about you? You haven't put anything in your mouth, since we're here. Why is that Rafaela?" His voice started raising. He let go of his legs and stood up.
"I came here, cause I was worried about you. And look at what you're doing. And it's none of your business, if I eat or not. You are nobody in my life, Harry", I said, my voice raising as well.
"Oh, but of course it's none of my business, maybe it's Niall's, uh?" He was now yelling, his eyes becoming a few shades darker. If I didn't know him, I would actually be scared right now. But no, I know him way too well.
"Don't you dare shouting at me. And are you jealous? Is that, why you stormed off the room right when I left with Niall?" Liam's words from earlier came to my mind. Did he still love me?
I don't care anymore. He hurt me so bad. He practically had sex with me and a month or two later he dumped me, so he wouldn't have to cover up, when he fucks another chick.
"Yes, I'm jealous, you got me there. Satisfied now?", he admitted, shocking me. He has never admitted, that he is jealous, even when we were dating.
"I get jealous every time you go near a boy. I just want to beat the shit out of every guy, who talks to you. And you know why is that? Cause I still love you. I haven't stopped loving you and now I see you so distant and cold." His voice lowered at the last sentence.
He loved me?
"Oh, so now you love me, uh? And why did you dump me then? Do you know, how much pain I felt, after you broke up with me? I didn't say anything, because I thought, you were right. Because I knew, that you wanted other girls, not me. Then after a month my hope completely died. I had a small hope, that I was wrong and you really had so much work, but then I saw all those headlines about you. Have you ever wondered, how I would feel? No, you just thought about yourself. You forgot, that I existed, Harry. And now 2 years later you come back in my life and mess with my head, telling me you still love me. If you loved me, you wouldn't let me go in the first place.", I said right in his face and stormed out of the room.
I took my coat, put my boots on and went outside for a walk. I needed some time alone to clear the mess in my head.
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