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Rafaela's P.O.V

"Harry, wake up, we're here." I shook him lightly after I had unbuckled my seatbelt.

"Uhmpht." He turned on his side, continuing his sleep.

"Hazza, you need to wake up.", I said close to his ear while brushing a hand through his soft hair. His eyes fluttered open.

"What's going on?", he asked rubbing his eyes.

"We're here, let's go inside.", I said, getting out of the car.

He followed and after I unlocked the trunk, we got our luggage and brought it inside. I switched the lights on.

"Wow, that place is huge.", Harry exclaimed looking around.

"Yeah, it fits six people, but what sucks is, that there's only one working bathroom.", I said, putting my suitcase down.

"Yeah, it will be just fine with only the two of us, but when the boys join us... It will get messy." We laughed and he took off his coat.

"Yeah, there are three double bedrooms, so now we will be very comfortable on the king size beds only for ourselves, but with the boys here, we will have to share.", I said, taking my coat off as well.

"Well, I don't mind sharing a bed with you". ,he said, wriggling his eyebrows.

"Ha ha, you wish. Never mind, now go to sleep", I said, waving my hand at him.

"Ok, ok, where should I sleep?", he asked yawning.

" Dunno, just pick a room.", I said, taking my suitcase and bringing it to one of the bedrooms.

"Good night, Raf.", Harry said from the doorway of the room.

"Good night, Haz.", I said smiling. He returned the smile and disappeared.

His smile is still as beautiful as it was, when we were 5.



***

I couldn't sleep at all. It was around 4 am, when we went to bed, but I haven't blinked an eye.

The clock read 5:08 am.

I decided to take a walk around the house.

I stood up from my bed and entered the huge living room to see Harry sitting on the couch, his head resting in the palm of his hands.

"Hazza.", I called out and he lifted his head, looking at me.

"Rafy, why aren't you sleeping?", he asked, standing up.

"I couldn't sleep. And you? Why are you awake?", I asked, approaching him.

"I couldn't sleep either. Maybe cause I got some sleep in the plane and in the car."

Liar.

I could see, there was something bothering him.

"Oh, right. Do you wanna come in my room? We could keep each other company.", I suggested.

Look at me. Inviting HIM in my room, when two days ago I was trying to avoid him so hard.

"Um, ok", he said unsure, but eventually followed me to my room. I got under the covers, while he stayed there awkwardly.

"Won't you get under the covers with me?", I asked, not recognising myself.

If somebody had told me, that I'd be doing this today, I would call him crazy and never believe him.

He stayed silent, just moving towards the bed and getting under the covers keeping his distance from me.

"Why so shy, Styles?", I asked him and he shrugged.

Something's bothering him. I can tell.

"Haz, what is it?", I asked, moving toward him and making him lay his head on my chest.

His body tensed, but soon he wrapped his arms around my waist and relaxed.

"It's too much to take Raf, I can't take it anymore. They don't even know me, but they still judge me.", he sobbed in my chest. Who is judging him?

"Do you want me to sing something for you?", I asked .

I used to always calm him down when I sang. Same with me. When he used to sing for me, I felt relaxed.

"Please.", he said between sobs and buried his head in the crook of my neck.

I stroked his hair gently. It has gotten so long. I like it.

He squeezed me lightly and I started singng.

"Take a breath,
I pull myself together,
just another step
until I reach the door and you'll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you..."

When I finished the song, I heard Harry snoring softly, his head laid on my chest.

He looked so peaceful now.

He had fallen asleep, taking a firm hold of my waist.

As if he was afraid to let me go.

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