My Protector
Chapter Eight
"Louis do you really love me?" I ask
"Well Kay....I"
"Well Kay I nothing! either you love me or you don't! You know how could I be stupid enough to think you actually love me your just like all the other guys! You just used me and I was dumb enough to let you!" I shout
"Kay stop! Ok? I-I'm not using you I actually love you! More than I love myself I've been trying to hide it but you were so great I couldn't hold it in any longer!" he shouts as his face turned red.
"You are the first person I have actually loved since Eleanor. I've had one night stands I've even paid for sex but none of it made me happy. I drank and drank and drank until I'd black out not remembering what happened the night before just so I could stop thinking about what a worthless fuck! I truly am!" he said while staring at me with his crazed eyes.
"Louis...I'm so." I said but was interrupted by him shaking me and screaming
"No your not sorry! Your are not a sorry girl."
"Louis please stop!" I said as he stops shaking me.
He turns around grabs a cigarette, and lights it, taking a long draw.
"Kay I think about you night and day I imagine you while I'm work and while I'm lying in bed. My thoughts range from G-R (G,PG,PG-13,NC-17,R) with you. Sometimes I just close my eyes and just think about you...marrying you....or even you having my baby some day." he says while releasing the smoke from his lungs
"Since when did you start smoking?" I asked
"When I realized that drinking wouldn't kill me fast enough." he said while wrapping his arms around me.
"Princess I don't feel like talking about this anymore can we just talk about this another time?" he said while running his hands down my body.
"Su-Sure." I said while laying down as Louis rubbed my head
"I love you Katalyna." he whispered in my ear
"I love you to Louis." while slowly drifting to sleep."
"Well Kay....I"
"Well Kay I nothing! either you love me or you don't! You know how could I be stupid enough to think you actually love me your just like all the other guys! You just used me and I was dumb enough to let you!" I shout
"Kay stop! Ok? I-I'm not using you I actually love you! More than I love myself I've been trying to hide it but you were so great I couldn't hold it in any longer!" he shouts as his face turned red.
"You are the first person I have actually loved since Eleanor. I've had one night stands I've even paid for sex but none of it made me happy. I drank and drank and drank until I'd black out not remembering what happened the night before just so I could stop thinking about what a worthless fuck! I truly am!" he said while staring at me with his crazed eyes.
"Louis...I'm so." I said but was interrupted by him shaking me and screaming
"No your not sorry! Your are not a sorry girl."
"Louis please stop!" I said as he stops shaking me.
He turns around grabs a cigarette, and lights it, taking a long draw.
"Kay I think about you night and day I imagine you while I'm work and while I'm lying in bed. My thoughts range from G-R (G,PG,PG-13,NC-17,R) with you. Sometimes I just close my eyes and just think about you...marrying you....or even you having my baby some day." he says while releasing the smoke from his lungs
"Since when did you start smoking?" I asked
"When I realized that drinking wouldn't kill me fast enough." he said while wrapping his arms around me.
"Princess I don't feel like talking about this anymore can we just talk about this another time?" he said while running his hands down my body.
"Su-Sure." I said while laying down as Louis rubbed my head
"I love you Katalyna." he whispered in my ear
"I love you to Louis." while slowly drifting to sleep."
Notes
It's just a filler until I figure out what happens next but you guys could always give me feedback!
And just in case you guys can't say her name it's Katalyna like the dressing
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1/26/15