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I went home and played with the twins trying not to cry anymore than I had I didn't want them to think they did something wrong. After awhile I heard Sophia pull in the drive and I told the twins to go pick out a snack that they wanted while I let Sophia in.
"hey I can't wait to see the baby's first picture" she squeled coming in the door
" I didnt' get a picture Sophia I have to tell you something"
"Mommy we want apple"
"ok Mabel I'll be there in a minute baby"
"what did you want to tell me?"
"umm Sophia I lost the baby"
she looked at me with tears in her eyes
"Kristin I'm so sorry do you want me to take care of the girls for a few days then"
"no I'm going to see the boys I'm leaving tommorow but I would like if you came with me"
"sure I would love to come I want to spend time with Liam so that will work out"
(The next day)
We had arrived at the Tampa Flordia airport and were waiting for our ride which Zayn had told me would be here but it was not.
"There's Paul" Sophia said
we walked to him and he took Elenor from my arms and swung her around
"How's my girl doing" Paul said to Elenor which made her giggle
"hey Paul how are you"
"I'm well but we need to get you four out of here before someone reconizes you guys"
We walked out to the car and got in it was silent on the way to the stadium where the boys were practiceing.
When Zayn saw me he ran over to me and picked me up and spun me around when he sat me down he looked at me with those big brown eyes
"Baby what's wrong why did you insites on coming here?"
"Zayn I need to tell you something..... Zayn I went to the doctor the other day and she gave me bad news"
"what is it are you ok is the baby ok?"
"that's thing Zayn I lost the baby...."
I was trying to hold my tears back and so was Zayn he finally spoke up
"Babe there will be plenty of time to try again"
" I know"
Mabel saw Zayn and cried out
"DADDDDY" she pulled Elenor with her over to Zayn who picked them both up in his arms and kissed them.
"how's my princess been doing have you been being good for mommy"
"yes we bery good gols daddy"
"well do you want to see your uncles"
they nodded and he put them down and Elenor admittly hollered for Harry
"Uncle Arry"
"ah theres my baby girl"
When she spotted him on stage she ran to the stage cried out because she couldn't get up
"Uncle Arry help please"
He laughed and went and picked her up and put her on stage he was telling her something and then gave her a kiss on the top of her little head.
Mabel hollered for Niall and Liam
"Uncle Iall, Uncle Iam I here"
"they came down from stage and fought over her"
"guys she loves you both stop fighting over her" I said while laughing
When Liam spotted Sophia he gave Niall Mabel and went to her, Louis was up by Harry talking to Elenor and I looked around.
"Zayn where's El?"
"she hasn't been feeling well at all so she is back at the hotel"
I sat down and watched them practice they were so cute they had let Mabel and Elenor stay up there with them and dance which I laughed at I looked at Sophia who never broke eye contact with Liam...I realized something Zayn and I never did that before. I was lost in thoughts when Sohia screamed out I looked up on stage to see the boys around Mabel I raced up there and held her in my arms, she had collapsed and now she wasn't waking up what was happing to my baby.

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