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Everything I Didn't Say

Chapter 9 Tarahs POV

it's just another night and i'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star and thought of you

I sang a lullaby by the waterside and knew
if you were here, id sing to you


you're on the other side
as the skyline splits in two
miles away from seeing you
but i can see the stars from america
i wonder, do you see them too?

so open your eyes and see
the way our horizons meet
and all of the lights will lead
into the night with me
and i know these scars will bleed
but both of our hearts believe
all of these stars will guide us home

i can hear you heart on the radio beat
they're playing "chasing cars" and i thought of us
back to the time you were lying next to me
i looked across and fell in love

so i took your hand
back through lamp-lit streets and knew
everything led back to you

so can you see the stars over amsterdam?
hear the song my heart in beating to


so open your eyes and see
the way our horizons meet
and all of the lights will lead
into the night with me
and i know these scars will bleed
but both of our hearts believe
all of these stars will guide us home

and oh
and oh
and oh whoa
i can see the stars from america


As All of the stars come on my ipod that Michael and i were listening to we are both humming along. I feel tears in my eyes as i think of when this movie came out. "Hey..." michael whispered to me making me look up at him. He put his arm around me and i moved closer to him. He wiped a single tear from my cheek and smiled. "I love you" he smiled and kissed me. We've been dating 5 and a half months. "I love you too, always" he smiled then the next song came on. It was Rude by Magic. We both started to sing like psychotic maniacs.

We were just having a lazy time until we got to the airport.

"Saturday morning jumped out of bed, and put on my best suit." michael sang loudly making everyone around us laugh simultaneously. I sang "got in my car and raced like a jet, all the way to you." he looked at me and smiled "Knocked on your door with heart in my hand, to ask you a question, 'cause i know that you're and old-fashioned man,yeah" we both sang the next part as loud as we could "Can i have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes cause i need to know you say ill never have your blessing til the day i die tough luck, my friend, but the answer in 'NO'" we laugh and sang the next part louder as everyone cheers, laughs, and claps. "WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO RUDE" i yelled "DONT YOU KNOW IM HUMAN TOO" Michael yells then ashton joins in and yells "WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO RUDE..." we all sang laughing and our faces cherry red "IM GONNA MARRY HER ANYWAY!!!"

As soon as the song ended we were all really tired. I noticed we had an hour before we were going to be at the airport, so i took a cat nap while Michael played video games with Luke.

We got to the airport and Michael started shaking me. "Tarah, we are there you have to wake up!" he chuckled in my ear. He started kissing me sweetly and it woke me up. I quickly changed with the few minutes i had. I put on my white crop-top with my clear batman shirt on over it, red plaid destructed skinny jeans, a maroon beanie, some of my favorite bracelets, I previously had did my nails with superhero signs on them. I curled my hair and it hung loosely past my shoulders. I put on my favorite red lip-gloss and my knuckle rings one that said BANG and the other said POW. Then to finish i put on my red boots.

We entered the plane and i instantly turned my phone off so my few other friends and family would not bother me before the plane took off. I got my mp3 player out of my purse and got my headphones. I gave Michael one of the pieces and he put it in his ear and picked a song. It turns out he turned on Our Song by Taylor Swift. She wasn't my favorite but i still loved and looked up to her music. I layed my head on his shoulder after putting my seatbelt on. Directly behind us was Luke and Taylor. Behind them was Calum and Ashton then across from them was Zayn and Leah. In front of Michael and me was Niall and Liam then next to them was Harry and Louis. Everyone seems so happy with who they are sitting next to. Everyone knows that Harry and Louis like each other even though they don't. So we all had a plan to get them to realize it. when we get to the hotel I am going to sleep with Michael, Luke and Taylor and Niall and Liam are sleeping together in the next room will be Zayn and Leah are sleeping together Harry and Louis will have to sleep together and last leaves Calum and Ashton. Somehow management was able to find an apartment in London with two room with three beds. I am glad i don't have to sleep with Taylor or Leah. I personally don't really like Taylor, she is just too perfect and preppy. Leah is well just a huge snob and no one really likes her. Zayn was being forced by management and she thinks they are in a real relationship. Zayn really likes Calum but he can't tell him because of management.

About 3 hours into the 21 hour and 35 minute flight i was really tired and felt my eyelids get heavier. Michael was watching me struggle to stay awake and was smiling. "It's okay to go to sleep, babe." he whispered and then kissed me lightly before he put his arm around me and i moved closer to him. I fell into a dreamless sleep as one of my favorite songs came on. I listened to Michael whisper the lyrics to me, making me smile and drift further. His voice still lingers in my mind as i was sleeping. "our song is the slamming screen door sneakin out late tapping on your window when we're on the phone and you talk real slow cause it's late and your mamma dont know our song first date man i didn't kiss her and i should have when i got home i said amen asking god if he could play it again i heard every album listen to the radio waited for something to come along that was as good as our song." he whispered laying his head on mine. I know he is getting tired. I put my arms around his waist and hugged him tight then fell asleep.

"We're taking the long way home, we're taking the long way home take me back to the middle of no where. Back to the place only you and i share. Remember all the memories? The fireflies and the make-believe kicking back in the old schoolyard singing songs on our guitars this is our reality crazy stupid you and me." i woke up about 2 and a half hours later hearing Luke singing. I look up to see Michael staring down at me smiling. "How long have you been watching me?" i asked him smiling. "About an hour." he kissed me softly. "I love you, babe." i say kissing him. I put our earphones back in and turn on Who Says by Selena Gomez. As the song is playing i am reading the book i brought with me. "whatcha reading?" Michael asks me as the song changes and i tap my foot to the beat. "um..." i say looking at the cover remembering i just brought a random book "I am reading Fault In Our Stars." i can practically see the smirk written on his face. Although i don't know why. After about another hour or two i am finished with it, tears streaming down my face. I look at Michael and he gets in the overhead compartment for my next book. I cried while reading it. I was reading A Child Called 'IT' by Dave Pelzer. Soon after i was done and started reading The Lost Boy (sequel to a child called it). I hadn't read any of them yet and i was crying so hard Michael had to take the book away from me and pulled me as close as possible to him.

10 more hours has passed by of sleeping and waking and listening to music and the other guys practicing their song with each other. "Want to watch a movie?" he asks and turns on the tv for us to watch Titanic. I have seen this movie so many times i can't even count that high.

After 3.2 hours of sitting and watching this movie he decides to play something i haven't heard of. "Babe, what are we watching?" he doesn't even answer he just looks at me and chuckles. "Trust me you will love this!" he says and then plays the neighbors

Notes

I know Fault in our stars did not come out in 2011 but this story is FICTION so just pretend it did. Sorry it is late Love you xx
This is Tarahs outfit for when they had a lazy day:
http://www.polyvore.com/lazy_day_with_michael_clifford/set?id=120959050
This is her outfit when they were on the plane:
http://www.polyvore.com/lazy_day_with_michael_clifford/set?id=109418580

Comments

@Lukesgirl_forever
oh :((( okie!

I can't call you my mom is home taking care of me.

@Lukesgirl_forever
call me. love you too. I am still thinking about the sequel. There might just be an epilogue and a one shot sequel or a small book like ten chapters about how the kids grow up..