Mistakes

Nicole's P.O.V

I woke up tired because I didn't much sleep last night after my talk with James. I can't staop thinking about what he said. Why would he ink it's his fault? I know who's fault it is, it's mine. ust about that time my phone rang. I answered it knowing it was Elizabeth.

"Hey so I meet this new girl, a friend. And she invited me.. umm us to go with her and her cousin and friends to go to dinner. Wanna go?" I don't even get a hello from her anymore haha.

"I don't feel like going out tonight" Truth was, I just don't want to go. "And I don't want to leave James after what happened last night"

"What happened last night!?" she practically screamed. So I told her about how James finally talked to me and what all happened.

"I'm happy for you.... So are you gonna go tonight?" really she's back to that.

"I don't know I-" she cut me off saying. "C'mon just bring James with you" Maybe it would be good for me and James to get out of the house for a while. "Ok" I told her. We hung up and she gave me the restaurant and time we needed to be there. I then went and got ready (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_52/set?id=162929422) and told James he needed to get ready. After I persuaded him to go. (http://www.polyvore.com/hayes/set?id=162932743) He got ready and he even dressed decent. Once we were ready we went and got in my car. We went there and saw Elizabeth sitting in the parking lot. "Are they here?" I asked. "yeah there inside, but I thought i'd wait for you... hi James" He just smiled and slightly waved at her. "Lets go" At that time this girl walked out the door.

"Hey Elizabeth, you came and this must be your friend" she shook my hand and told me her name was Hannah. She was very friendly. We then walked inside. I walked in to see a table full of guys and Niall. I froze where I was standing by the door. Hannah kept walking but Lizzy and James stopped.

"What's the matter? What is it?" James asked as he looked around. It only took him a second to see Niall. "Oh" he said as he started walking over there. Shit!

"No!" I said to loudly which caused every one to look us, including Niall. Fuck. I froze yet again as he started to get up and 'run' over here. James and Lizzy then dragged me out to the car as we left with Niall standing in the parking lot with a hurt look on his face. We had drove for about three minutes when everything just snapped. What just happened, and all the memories of me and Niall from years ago I had pushed to the back of my mind, the memories I tried oh so very hard to forget. The good and the bad memories. I then felt my eyes fill up with tears. But I tried not to let them fall. For fuck sakes haven't I cried enough over Niall. I couldn't hold them in any longer, I closed my eyes as all the tears fell from my eyes.

"Nicole I swear I didn't know Niall would be there. If I did I wouldn't have asked you to go" she said with an apologetic look on her face. "It's fine... is it ok if James stays with you tonight?" James looked at me wide eyed. "No, Nicole I don't want to leave you alone" He's a good little brother.

"James just need to be alone for a while" It took me a while, but I got what I wanted. I told them by them walked in the door. I slid down the door crying.
Thinking of what I should do. Did he see that i'm pregenant? what am I gonna do?
I heard a knock on the door. I expected to see Lizzy or James cause nobody else knows where I live. But I opened it to find Liam. He noticed I was crying and pulled me into a hug. I don't know why I accepted it, but I guess I needed one. He then let me cry for a while, which I also needed. I've held so many things in these past years cause I was afraid of what was gonna happen. Now I can't stop crying.

"How did you find out where I live?" I asked after we went and sat down on the couch.

"That's not important. But what is that?" he said pointing to my stomach. I rolled my eyes.

"What do you think it is?" I said more rudely then expected to. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it like that." I said apologizing.

"It's ok, so is it Niall's?" I sighed and told him the whole story. It now was only him, James and Lizzy who know the truth.

"You can't tell Niall!" I said loudly to make sure he would keep it between us. We talked for a while, until it was about 11 o'clock and he left. I went to bed thinking about whether or not I should go see Niall and tell him he's gonna have a child?

Notes

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