Better Than Words

*Lea's POV*

I'm dreaming of Harry and mines special moments when I am awoken by a quiet knock.
"Lea? You awake?"
I hear a small voice. "Yeah, c'mon in." I respond. Perrie comes in and sits on the bed beside me.
"Sorry for waking you. Even though it's yours and Dessi's first night here I feel that you girls are my bestfriends." She says.
"Yeah we already love most of the gang too. We are happy y'all have embraced." I contribute.
"Well your welcome then, A lot has happened tonight. Well. You might as well say last night." She yawns.
"Spill the beans. I'm good at talking to people."
"I've liked Zayn for a very long time. Danielle knows that! It kind of shocks me that she would do this to me. But at the same time it doesn't surprise me at all."
"You know. Think of it this way: you've liked zayn for a while. What you figured out about him tonight took your interest in him down a level, right?" I ask.
"Yeah. Defiantly."
"Well here's what I got to say. How old are you?"
"Nineteen."
"Ah. See. I'm sure you're looking for more of a mature relationship. Right?" I raise my eyebrow.
"You're exactly right!" Perrie said, wide eyed.
"Go for someone who changes the way you feel. Someone who treats you well. After all, what's the point of a relationship if you know yourself that it won't last?


*Zayn's POV*

"Um. The stars are beautiful this morning,haha." I awkwardly say as I lay back on my back.
"Yeah. I'm surprised that im still up. Traveling and that party,uh, took some energy out of me." Dessi said, her cheeks beginning to blush a little.
"Mhm. Yeah,uh. Anyways. I need to get away from everyone right now. You're cool, though."
"Is that why your awkwardly laying on top Of Bruno Mars' house at 2 o'clock in the morning?" She said giggling.
"Hahaha, yes. It's relaxing." I comment.
"I don't mean to make it awkward or anything, but is it true? You and Danielle? I'm just curious." She asked.
I scratch my head. I should be mad that she brought it up, but I'm not. "Honestly, I didn't know about Liam and Danielle. It was a couple of slips with get and me."
"I'm sure tonight has embarrassed you. Tonight has embarrassed me too." She says as she brings her knees up to her face as a pillow.
"Really for me it was more than anything anger. Liam's one of my best mates and I should've broke it off with Danielle anyway."
"Zayn? Tonight really wasn't me. I'm not wild or a party animal." She confesses.
"Dessi, did you ever think it is and before you were just held back?"
"I don't know, Zayn. Tonight has just been confusing. At first I thought, well I don't know what I thought, but I was with Niall. I've never been with anyone like that, and then his reaction? Then his apology? I don't know what to believe, everything is going a fast pace and I can't keep up." She says. By now I see slow steady tears running down her cheeks, reflecting the moon as they drop.
"What's your passion?" I ask.
Startled she says," music that's the only thing I care about completely."
"Well whenever your upset make that your happy place. Music will help you through anything, and with all these emotions you could write one hell of a song."

*Dessi's POV*

"Here I want to show you something." he says as he takes my hand and leads me through the window. We walk up another pair of stairs, I didn't even know these existed.
" This is the music room. Bruno showed it to me and the lads, and told us to use it whenever. So im showing you too." Zayn says while opening the door.
"Wow." This place is beautiful! There are guitars,drum set, microphones, a piano, and recording equipment!
"Do you come here often?" I ask as I glide my fingers over the piano keys.
"No, we aren't here much, but when we are I make time for it.I'm happy we will be here for a bit since we're on break." He glances over to me.Suddenly I run up to him.
"Thank you." I whisper faintly as my and wrap around his neck.

*Zayn's POV*

When she put her arms around me I can feel the hurt radiating off of her.
"Zayn you must be exhausted, go get some sleep. I'll be okay, but I know im not going to sleep. I think im gonna get some coffee and come back here. I need to write." I mumble okay, and hug her goodbye.
"Thank you for being here." She says.
Oh no, what have I gotten myself into?

Notes

So I finally updated! Me and Rachel have spent the while afternoon writing so more to come! Please rate, comment, subscribe! We really want to know what y'all are thinking!! Thank talk for being patient! Bye lovelies! <3
-Paiton & Rachel