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once just wasn't enough

My heart is about to puond out of my chest!! I slam the door closed and i lock it behind me.
"HARRY!!!!!" I scream while i sprint upstairs to Harry.
"What is it??!!" he says to me as he slowly gets up from a deep sleep.
"Jake" i say to him with tears flowing from my eyes.
"what???" he says as his face gets as pale as the sheets he is laying on.
He sits up puts on some pants and starts running to the door.
He gets to the door and opens it.
"jake?" he says with an almost sarcastic tone. "ya" jake says.
Harry punches him in the face. "how dare you come hear and put Alfie in this kind of position.!!
you ruined his life and broke his heart! what makes you think that you can just waltz back in here and come to his home?!?!?!" Harry is fuming mad and i slowly head back up the stairs so none notices me so i can hide.

"ohhh you must be Harry.... i've heard about you. Your Alfie's new bitch right?...thought so.
So hows the little pussy doing now a days?" jake says.
"Don't talk about Alfie like that he is way more of a man than you, and if you do it again i will..."
"you will what?? are you gonna call the cops againg? Remember last time they did shit to help Alfie and i got away clean and im gonna do it again..." He says with a terrifying tone.
"Do what again???!!!!" i say hesitantly. "this!!!"
He takes the rock he is hiding in his pocket out and bashes it into my head. I fall to the ground and everything goes absolutely black.

Im in the closet and i have no idea what is going on downstairs.
I hear footsteps coming up the stairs. OH SHIT! i forgot to lock the door.
A door down the hall is slammed open. then another and another. He's getting closer and closer to me!
My door slams open!
"oohhh Alfieeee" He says with a creepy child like voice.
my heart stops and i can't breath. sweat starts dripping down the bridge of my nose.
I close my eyes and await my fate......
The closet door slams open and i look up and i see Jake's face staring down at me.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I sceam at the top of my lungs in hopes that someone may hear me.
He grabs my neck with his muscular hands. Its getting tighter and tighter and the lights are gettin dimmer and dimmer.
I feel close to the end.
I just hope that Harry knew how much he meant to me.
A single tear rolls down my cheak as i faint from the lack of oxygen.
I can see the light. It's beautiful.
wait.... thats a car light. ..............
I ghasp for air as my eyes open to a horrifying sight.
Im in some creepy cabin.
I see Harry....
He's just like me when i was 16. He is tied up to a bed post with no pants and blood coming from his butt.
But unlike when this happened to me, Harry isn't waking up!
I try to get up but im pulled back down by rope tied around my torso and legs.
I look down and i see the same sight.
No pants, blood everywhere. and no dignity.
I can't hold it in. Tears start flowing from my eyes uncontrolably.
I'm going to die this time.... Jake let me go last time but i don't think he will this time.
I hear the door open. i look up and it's Jake.
he see's that i am awake and he slams the door closed and starts walking towards me
"NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!" i scream, not that he would actually listen to me.
He slaps me in the face.
" i told you you would regret it..." he whispers devilishly into my ear.
I close my eyes but all i see is Harry crying at my funeral.
I drift off and im able to fall asleep, but all i can see is that horrible dream
Harry is at my funeral. He walks to the podeum and starts to say a speech.
" dear Alfie if you can hear me from where ever you are right now, i love you.
You where the love of my life." He starts crying... " i promised you.... promised you....that i would never let anything happen to you, and i coldn't keep my promise........."
He looks up from his paper..." i can't do this!" he walks over to my casket and opens it up.
He opens my hands and places his letter in them. " i love you and i will see you again..." he closes the casket back and he rubs it. he kisses the top and then runs away wiping tears from his eyes.
then the dream ends. that scene just keeps playing over and over again and i can't stop it.
How long have i been asleep?????
I finally wake up after what feels like weeks.....
I try to get up but im too weak... i havn't eaten anything for days and i know i have lost at least 15 pounds.
I look around me... we aren't in the cabin anymore.
I know this place..... but how?......
I ghasp.....it's the parking lot that my body was dumped in when i was 16.
i can't cry any more because im too dehidrated but i want to sob at the moment.
" Harry...."
I look around drastically for him.
I see his lifeless body laying about 50 feet from me.
In the corner of my eye i see a figure....
Its a man and he is running towards me.... i close my eyes and wait to be with Harry in heaven. I cant look
He just needs to do it and i will be dead and i will be with harry and i will be at peace.
One good thing comes out of me dying.....I wont be afraid anymore.
I feel shaky hands wrap around my neck. " im sorry Harry, i love you." i manage to whisper as i drift of and the sky goes black.
Goodbye to life and say hello to death because i see him and he's heading straight towards me...
I see an intensly bright light........
"Alfie..." " hello God" "Alfie!!!!!!"
my eyes open to white....
this must be heaven........


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