Niall and I decided on a restaurant that we passed on the way to this other place called Maggionos. It seemed more of an appropriate place to eat considering that we weren't on a date and a casual setting would make more sense for a friendly outgoing.

We sat down at a table in the back corner where we were less noticeable. At first when we arrived I figured that it would be awkward with Niall considering what had happened recently, but it wasn't at all. It was like nothing ever even happened. We were so engaged in our conversation that when the food came we hadn't realised and it had gone cold. We were best friends again.

"So niall, who was that song about?" I asked, wiggling my eyebrows. Niall's face flushed pink and a huge smile spread across his face. He shook his head and put his hand over his face. I reached out and pulled back his hand. "Come on tell me!" I whined. "You weren't supposed to see that!" "Well I did and now I'm curious! You have to tell me!" He looked around the restaurant and leaned over the table a little bit once he was sure it was okay to say it. "You can't tell a soul, that includes liam!" I nodded ferociously signaling him to continue. He took a deep breathe and pulled me closer across the table. My butt was off the seat and I was practically sitting in my food.

The anticipation was killing me and I was about to slap him in the face if he didn't tell me soon. "I've been talking to this girl. Her name's Sasha and I got to admit, I'm falling pretty hard." I let out a little squeal which lead Niall and I to erupt in laughter. "What was that!" He said admist the laughter. "It's just came out I'm sorry!" He pushed me back to my seat lightly and he sat back down on his. "You can't tell anyone!" "Ya, ya I know!" I took a sip of my drink and looked at the check.



I don't remember how but at some point during lunch, we decided we should go to the club. We've both had a shitty week so why not, right?

My head is pounding and the world is spinning in circles. "One moreee!!" Niall yelled. I shook my head no and swallowed the last of the shot. "Come on it's the last one! Don't waste it!" I sat there staring at the small glass. One more wouldn't hurt right? I grabbed it and tossed it back. The burning sensation of the liquid felt so wrong. I knew I shouldn't be drinking as much but I just couldn't help it. I felt like shit. Liam hates me and he's probably hooking up with some chicks right now, so fuck it who cares.

"Niall!?" I yelled over the loud music. "What's upppp!" I looked out at the crowd. "Dance with me!" He nodded and I dragged him to the middle of the room. People pushed and guys would approach me with hard grip on my waiste swaying me back and fourth. They'd get tired of me then find someone new. I jumped up and down, whipping my hair everywhere. I probably looked like a freak. Niall joined me and started flailing his arms. "This is my favorite song!" He yelled. "Mine too!" Even tho I knew for a fact I never even heard that song in my life and he probably never did to.



I was grinding up against Niall when all of a sudden this big bulky dude approaches us. "Are you Ms. James?" I stopped grinding against Niall and stood up straight puffing out my chest. "Well hello Mr.Hulk!" I poked his chest. "I thought hulk was green." Niall said behind me. I stared at the man for a while. "No he is green!" "Oh yeah huh!" Niall agreed. The man roiled his eyes. "You guys need to come with me." "Umm I don't think I need to go anywhere! Just because you have super powers doesn't mean you can boss me around!" He grabbed my legs, picked me up, and threw me on his shoulder. "Get your hulk hands off of me! You giant green beast!" He pulled Niall along with him as he lead us out of the club.


He placed me down inside a giant black car along with Niall. We laughed and threw pretend punches at the man. I stared at the digital clock. "Hey Niall... Wha.."




My head was pounding and suddenly a warm feeling formed in my throat. My hand quickly rose up to my mouth and I ran to the bathroom. I fell on my knees in front of the toilet and held onto the side of the bowl. Vomit came spilling from my mouth and into the toilet. Someone's warm hands came pulling the hair back from my face. I hovered over the bowl for a few seconds until I puked again. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and sat up against the wall. My vision was blurry and I couldn't make out the other presence in the bathroom. "Where my glasses.... I need my glasses." I held my head hoping it would still the moving room. The person left the bathroom and came back seconds later with my glasses in their hand. I reached out for them and slid them on my face. The person's face became clear to reveal a tired looking liam. He had bags under his bloodshot eyes and his normally pink plush lips were blue and scabby. He bites his lip when he gets nervous.

"Are you okay?" He whispered. I nodded and broke down in tears. I crawled over to him and dug my face into his chest and let out a loud sob. His large hands held me close to him. "I miss you laying next to me at night. I miss your giggle and your smile. I'm sorry I scared you. I'll never hurt you Alaska, you mean the world to me." He whispered in my ear. "This past week has been so hard. With you not talking to me and this stupid hangover.... I can't sleep, I look like shit!" "Shhh.." He stroked my hair and wiped my tears. I looked up at him and gently slid my fingers across his lips. They were cold and hard. "I'm sorry." I whispered. I pushed myself up a little and kissed him gently. I placed my hands on the sides of his face and deepened the kiss. I missed his lips. I missed his touch. I missed his voice. I just missed him so much. I pulled away.

"Don't ever leave me..." I whispered and placed my forehead against his. "Never." He replied.

Notes

This month has been really hard. I'm going thru some shit and updating was really hard for me to do. I'll update very soon, I promise. <3