Liam's p.o.v~


"Remind me not to get on your bad side. I don't want to get hurt." I stopped dead in my tracks. Was she serious? Does she really think I'm going to hurt her? "What?" I whispered. "You think I would actually hurt you?" I took a step towards her. "It was a joke Liam." A joke? I shook my head quickly. "No Alaska, are you scared of me?" I reached up to put my hand on her face and she flinched. Oh my god. What have I done? "You're scared of me... You think I'm going to hurt you." Tears welled in my eyes. She shook her head. "Liam I'm not." "No! You just flinched when I tried to touch you Alaska! You're scared of me!" I felt the tears roll down my cheeks. "Liam.." No. No. No. I turned around and went to the bathroom slamming the door behind me. I slid down the door and listened to Alaska plead me to come out. She knocked on the door repeatedly.


I didn't sleep at all that night. I couldn't. I just sat on the bathroom floor staring at my hands. Alaska stopped knocking around 1:00 am I guess. I listened to her sobb on the other side of the door almost all night. I wanted to comfort her and promise her I would never hurt her but I just couldn't.

i stood up off the floor and opened the door. Alaska was laying on the floor with tear stained cheeks. I picked her up and brought her over to the bed. I laid her down gently and pulled the covers over her body. She groaned and shifted her position. "Liam.." She whispered. I took this as my cue to kiss her forehead and walk away. "I love you." I said then I exited the hotel room.



Alaska's p.o.v~


It's been days since Liam and I last really talked to each other. He hasn't touched me or even tried to look at me. He's ignoring me that's for sure. He's been out with the band recording and promoting the album and I've been really lonely. I haven't eaten in days and I only get 2 or 3 hours of sleep every night. i have probably formed bags under my eyes and I have probably lost some weight. But Liam hasn't noticed.

Today the boys had the day off and Liam was out doing what ever he was doing and I just don't wanna sit here anymore. I got up off the bed and went to the bathroom to get ready. I looked in the mirror and barely recognized who I was. I looked beyond terrible. My hair was in knots and my eyes were blood shot. I had 2 ugly pimples on my face and previous makeup was smeared. I quickly tore of my clothes and stepped in the shower.


I walked out of the hotel clean and properly dressed. I decided since I have been alone in that hotel room for so long, I would invite whom ever would like to go with me, to lunch or something. I knocked on Louis' door and after a while of him not answering I just decided to walk in. I opened the door and saw Louis passed out on the floor wearing no pants. "Ahh Louis?" I nudged his leg, but he didn't move. I looked at his butt and shuddered. I walked to the bed and pulled off the sheet, brought back over to Louis and threw it over him. "Why the fuck would you just take off your pants and nothing else!?" I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the refrigerator and the tyenol from my purse and set it down in front of Louis. "Weirdo." I muttered as I walked out of Louis' room.

I knocked on the door next to Louis' and niall appeared seconds later. He looked rather suprised to see me. "Hey Alaska." I smiled. "Hey Niall. Umm would you like to do something... Like go to lunch or whatever?" he looked at me confused then smiled. "Yeah sure. Come in." I walked inside his room and took a seat on the bed. "I'll just get my shoes on and we'll go." I nodded and looked around his room. Clothes were scattered on the floor and papers were everywhere. I got up and picked a paper up from the floor. It's a song.


And every time I try to say it
My words get caught
And I can't do it
I know I'm not enough for you
And I know you'll never love me too
These feelings are so overrated, complicated,
Compensated
Big blue eyes and freckled cheeks
And a laugh that makes my knees go weak

"Niall?" "hmmm." I looked up at him and noticed he was still tying his shoes. "Who is this song about?" His head shot up and his eyes went wide. He jumped up and snatched the song from my hand. "no one." He shook his head and folded the song and put it in his pocket. "Uh huh no one." I smiled at him and we left.

Notes

I'm so mad I had to rewrite this because I could copy and paste it from my notes! Sorry for no updating in a while.