Death Track

Niall's pov

I woke up and opened my eyes, and quickly closed them, as the sunlight blinded my eyes. then the memories from last night flooded back. Carmen. she told me she was in love with me, and I told her the same. not that she would remember that. nor anything of what happened. not our shared kiss. it was as magical as our first.

"hey, why is Carmen here?" I heard a voice as a door slammed shut way to loudly. the front door. so Harry was here but who else. or he's talking to himself, which isn't to strange he has a strange habit.

"I think Niall finally told her" I heard Louis laugh. why did I tell them again. maybe a big mistake.
"they are so cute together."I heard a female voice, I think that was Eleanor. I quickly got out of bed and stumbled downstairs. I saw five lads and a girl smirking at me, well Eleanor not. Louis gave me a huge clap on my back.

"so you two did it then?" He asked. My eyes widened and I quickly shook my head no. I would never take advantage of my perfect girl. no she was drunk, she just told you that.

"she was drunk, so I drove her here because I don't know where she lives." They all nodded their head.

"god I can't do this anymore. I'm in love with her, so I told her that last night when she practically hung onto my shoulders begging for a kiss. she told me she was in love with her best friend who didn't love her back. me being here best friend."I rambled but they seemed to get my point some how.

"and why is that bad, it means the feelings aren't one sided."Harry smiled, but I shook my head.
"no she doesn't she was drunk."I said sadly. Harry shook his head this time.

"when you're drunk you're always speaking the truth." he smiled madly. "But are you sure she was talking about you." Liam asked a bit unsure.

"I think she only has one best friend called Niall. but Harry I'm not sure."but then we all went quiet as a gorgery voice called my name.

"Niall, I have a headache. Let it go away." I smiled at her voice, the boys nudged me to go see her and I did. I saw her on the couch where I left her savvily. she smiled upon seeing me.

"I'll get you some Advil and some water, then I'll make some breakfast for us, I just woke up too."I Smiled back at Carmen and she just held her head in her hands. the boys stumbled in and I walked away to get her Advil.

"god what did I do last night."I heard her say. and the boys replied and I smiled they all denied what I just told them. but I said boys not girls. I heard Eleanor's voice shim.

"you said you love Niall."' why was she here, she just ruined everything. It was quiet after that and I quickly walked back in with a glass of water and some Advil. I saw her cheeks bright red and when she saw me they only turned redder.

"Here you go." I handed Carmen her glass, and Advil. She took it gratefully, and smiled at me. I smiled back and gave Eleanor an glare. She just smiled widely, like she did something good.

"Thank you. Did I drank much?" She asked. She looked insecure when she asked. I wanted to say no, just to comfort her, but I knew I would be lying and I couldn't lie to the most beautiful creature in the world.

"Yes. Actually you did.." I fiddled with my thumps and looked at my feet. When I looked up and saw that Carmen had become red and she looked at her glass shamefully.

"Well. What did I do. You know. When I was drunk." Carmen asked quietly. She was really ashamed of something. Because she said she loved me. Does that mean she lied. Of course she lied you dumb ass. She clearly likes Jordy and not you.

I sighed before I answered. "Well from what I know.. " I trailed off. Not really wanting to say this. "You told me you loved me, and kissed me, and, and not once." I said I quickly looked down. But Carmen laughed nervously.

"god. That's embarrassing. But yeah, drunk gals can do weird things. I'm so sorry Niall. I hope Jordy hasn't seen it." she quickly got up and dialed a number. She left the room and I sank into my chair. She said it right into my face. She didn't love me.

"You know, we all know she loves you." Harry said and I wanted to slap him right now. How could he think those things. But more, how could he try to give me false hope.
"Yeah mate. Harry's right." Louis said and the others agreed. I was furious. How dare they, if it wasn't for Carmen, I would have started crying right now.

"Didn't you hear. She doesn't love me. It's no use for you to go around and give me false hope. It's clear, she doesn't feel the same way." I snapped, but the boys shook their head disagreeing.

"We still think you two are meant to be, and that you are to stubborn to see that." Liam said. I shot him a glare, but he just shrugged. Why were they all against me. Even Eleanor was at their side.

"That's settled. He's clearly fine with it, because it wasn't my fault as I was drunk. but that was my fault." Carmen entered the room with her phone still in her hands.

"Well that's good." Zayn gave me a knowing look, and I wanted to look away but I couldn't. Deep inside I wanted to believe the lads, believe that Carmen and I could be more then just friends. Like I always wanted.

"Yup. But I'm going to get my clothes and dress up. Can't walk around al day in this." she looked down and motioned to her clothes from last night. Yes I know. I could have changed her into some pajamas, but if she found out then ...

"Alright. I'll make lunch, it will be ready when you're downstairs. Now go change. you can also shower if you'd like." I smiled at her, and she bobbled her head yes. and gave me a thankful smile.

"Well I'm going to leave right now." she said and ran up the stairs.

"See. She's totally in love with you. No. Truly madly deeply in love." Liam smirked, using our own lyrics. Liam really. I chuckled at his dry joke and shook my head.

"Nope she isn't. Other wise she would hung around my neck and kiss me. but I'm going to Annie, if any." I chuckled. "If any of you need something, make yourself at home. And say to Carmen that I left." I sighed. I waved a short goodbye.

I went towards Annie's house and we had a date. I took her to some posh boring restaurant she wanted to go to. I surely knew Carmen wouldn't have liked it. But Annie insisted we should go some time. Then we went shopping and I bought her a purse from Prada, I think. Or Chanel. I think the cologne I bought her was from Chanel.

So we went home, and she literally dragged me towards her bed, she wanted to undress me, but I didn't let her. I wasn't in the mood, not after this day, not the day I kissed Carmen and I confessed my love for her. Not today, my mind was set one something else. Or should I say someone else.

Notes

Last chapter, only an Epilogue left and the story's finished. sad isn't it ? THANKS FOR READING!